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Why is there a pill!!! 1
#21734426 - 05/28/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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That makes you think everything's fucking fine God fucking damn drugs!!!!!!!
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Lucis
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which one you talkin bout dood
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734433 - 05/28/15 09:31 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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opiates huh
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Mescalean] 1
#21734441 - 05/28/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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it's all god damn fucking lies!!!
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Mescalean
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haaa knew it. nothings ever wrong when you're getting your nod on
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Lucis
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kratom, ftw
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis] 1
#21734503 - 05/28/15 09:43 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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um 80mg oxy and a hose clamp ftw
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Mescalean]
#21734507 - 05/28/15 09:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734508 - 05/28/15 09:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Unfortunately kratom never gets me any nod at all really.
I agree op benzos and opiates both make me forget about all my inner tensions and make me able to sit or lay comfortably without grinding my teeth or feeling uncomfortable because of my back pains.
Sadly one cannot remain in that doped up state their whole lives so when you are not in the comfy state sobriety seems rather tense and uncomfortable.
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Shits the downfall of man. Anything that makes you think your life is perfect forever is a trap, women,men, drugs, food, jobs. If there's no pain in your life you are not living. I just need some sort of peace as everyone does. Some only have pain=suicide. Some only have (semi)happiness=pain. There's an equilibrium.
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Mental Taco said: Sadly one cannot remain in that doped up state their whole lives so when you are not in the comfy state sobriety seems rather tense and uncomfortable.
I agree, I used to do something everyday, did that for 15 years solid. Sobriety felt awkward, gave me anxiety to be sober, now I am good and don't mind being sober.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis] 1
#21734586 - 05/28/15 10:01 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well if eve didn't eat that damn apple we would all have any opiate buzz going 24/7!
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734596 - 05/28/15 10:03 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I've been using everyday for maybe 8 or 9 years and I can't imagine anything else I'm one of those addicts that maintain themselves somehow only 22 and I want to be fucking normal and have a wife and a good job, a fucking regular life but I'm following this shit like its the women I love
I'm fucking done
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I was a functioning addict as well, worked, took care of my business, didn't rob people to get a fix.
Pods and kratom really help step down from pills/heroin.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734646 - 05/28/15 10:17 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I too am a functioning addict have a pretty decent job, had a longterm woman woh i was thinkin about marrying till she broke it off recently.
I keep telling myself i need to quit but cannot bring myself to do it its been years that ive been back and forth on and off benzos and opiates mainly. Im trying so hard to get off but ive been trying for so long its like i start every month saying im gonna start tapering and get off but by the end of the month im back to regular use and increasing doses.
Sometimes i think i just need to hit rock bottom before i get clean, but with how adjusted ive come to getting my fix while also being productive i dont know if itll ever happen.
I was doing good recently and had my girl backing which really helped alot but then she left and old habits die hard. Back to my old ways.
Kratom has definatly done a great job of helping me conjur the energy to be able to work a pretty demanding job 5 days a week.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: zZZz]
#21734647 - 05/28/15 10:17 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Someone say trap...
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734659 - 05/28/15 10:21 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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IMO kratom is the magic drug to me.
I go long periods on, then long periods off.
I decided I am a better, more hard working person on kratom. I am probably gonna do it every day for the next year when i get my order.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: zZZz]
#21734679 - 05/28/15 10:28 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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zZZz said:

drug addiction sucks but theres always a way out..
what drugs you addicted too?
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: SunnyD]
#21734891 - 05/28/15 11:13 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Is it really that bad to be a functioning addict. To hold down a good job and pay your bills on time and put a little money away here and there? Society says your a piece of scum, but what's wrong with feeling good while your doing a hard days work? Doctors give pills to people to make them less depressed or to help with anxiety or to help with pain. Are those people addicts?
Can doing drugs everyday while maintaining a productive lifestyle only lead down a path of destruction? Well? Can it?
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: DTCharlieB]
#21734962 - 05/28/15 11:34 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Ime its just nicer not being dependent on anything
im still depending on thc and kratom there easily functionally addictions
but im gonna work on them asweelll i dislike being dependant
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: DTCharlieB]
#21735051 - 05/28/15 11:59 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
AddyZomeD said:
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zZZz said:

drug addiction sucks but theres always a way out..
what drugs you addicted too?
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DTCharlieB said: Is it really that bad to be a functioning addict. To hold down a good job and pay your bills on time and put a little money away here and there? Society says your a piece of scum, but what's wrong with feeling good while your doing a hard days work? Doctors give pills to people to make them less depressed or to help with anxiety or to help with pain. Are those people addicts?
Can doing drugs everyday while maintaining a productive lifestyle only lead down a path of destruction? Well? Can it?
It can only last so long before it catches up with you. As time goes on you will need more and more of your DOC and at the same time your body will lose it's ability to handle it while still functioning enough to effectively hold down a job to fund your addiction. Once you are unable to be an active member of the legitimate workforce you will be forced to turn to illegal means to support your habit.
And the next thing you know...
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Astral Pain] 1
#21735114 - 05/29/15 12:16 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I run my own business and the more drugs I do the better my business does.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: SunnyD]
#21735146 - 05/29/15 12:26 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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AddyZomeD said: Ime its just nicer not being dependent on anything
im still depending on thc and kratom there easily functionally addictions
but im gonna work on them asweelll i dislike being dependant
I do agree with you. I just like playing devils advocate sometimes.
Yes it would be nice to wake up at 5 am. Drink a coffee take a motrin. Get to the jobsite at 530 or 6. Work for 8 to 12 hours doing backbreaking labor a doctor says I should stop doing but I won't because the money is too good. Come home take another motrin, go to my kids baseball game or play with one or the other kid for a few hours. Hit the sack at 830 and repeat.
American dream?
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: DTCharlieB]
#21735167 - 05/29/15 12:36 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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DTCharlieB said: I run my own business and the more drugs I do the better my business does.
That may be the case as of now, but the point I was making was like a snowball effect. I'm not trying to be "That Guy" but I have been around the block enough to have seen it happen plenty of times to others as well as to me. Just a heads up but not a lecture
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Astral Pain said:
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DTCharlieB said: I run my own business and the more drugs I do the better my business does.
That may be the case as of now, but the point I was making was like a snowball effect. I'm not trying to be "That Guy" but I have been around the block enough to have seen it happen plenty of times to others as well as to me. Just a heads up but not a lecture 
I get ya man. I'm actually slowing down alot. I go days here and there without doing any substance. I k ow what your saying it's a slippery slope. And to tell you the truth I'm trying to get off it comepletley. It's gonna be hard due to the physical nature of what I do but it's better to put up with a little bit of pain then to be completely dependant on some sunstance.
And your right it happens all the time. not only with drugs but gambling too I've seen it take down some pretty well off people. I think you just have to have your priorities I'm the right place and things should hopefully work out.
I appreciate what your saying and I do agree with you.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: SunnyD]
#21735308 - 05/29/15 01:35 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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AddyZomeD said: Ime its just nicer not being dependent on anything
Fuck yeah mang, it's like if you're dependent on something/someone whatevs, then those things own a piece of you, at least if feels like that sometimes.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21735504 - 05/29/15 03:21 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Klonopin is the best muscle relaxer in the world
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21735573 - 05/29/15 04:30 AM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I dont think there is anything inherently wrong with being an addict (either functional or whatever) but like what is stated above. You will never be free. You can never just go anywhere without worrying about your next hit.
When I kicked my canabis addiction the sense of liberation was amazing. On the other hand, having just one main concern makes life easy. Running a job/family is a lot of hard work and sometimes you just dont want to care about it you know.
Those times I eat some spacecake and zone out on the couch but I have to actively fight the urge to do it again the next day and the day after. Even though I quit smoking weed over 6 years ago I still have unhealthy tendencies concerning that particular substance. I also had to relearn how to enjoy things sober.
Yoga and meditation really helped me to appreciate the joy of just being alive
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consciousness is a trap.
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I think it's super ironic that the people that are suppose to be taking care of you shove highly addictive narcotics down your throat and call it a fix. I saw a video of women who was prescribed 20 oxy 80's a day. Who in their right mind would think that's a good idea? It's sickening
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