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Why is there a pill!!! 1
#21734426 - 05/28/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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That makes you think everything's fucking fine God fucking damn drugs!!!!!!!
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Lucis
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which one you talkin bout dood
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734433 - 05/28/15 09:31 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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opiates huh
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Mescalean] 1
#21734441 - 05/28/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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it's all god damn fucking lies!!!
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Mescalean
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haaa knew it. nothings ever wrong when you're getting your nod on
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Lucis
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kratom, ftw
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis] 1
#21734503 - 05/28/15 09:43 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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um 80mg oxy and a hose clamp ftw
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Lucis
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Mescalean]
#21734507 - 05/28/15 09:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734508 - 05/28/15 09:44 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Unfortunately kratom never gets me any nod at all really.
I agree op benzos and opiates both make me forget about all my inner tensions and make me able to sit or lay comfortably without grinding my teeth or feeling uncomfortable because of my back pains.
Sadly one cannot remain in that doped up state their whole lives so when you are not in the comfy state sobriety seems rather tense and uncomfortable.
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Shits the downfall of man. Anything that makes you think your life is perfect forever is a trap, women,men, drugs, food, jobs. If there's no pain in your life you are not living. I just need some sort of peace as everyone does. Some only have pain=suicide. Some only have (semi)happiness=pain. There's an equilibrium.
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Quote:
Mental Taco said: Sadly one cannot remain in that doped up state their whole lives so when you are not in the comfy state sobriety seems rather tense and uncomfortable.
I agree, I used to do something everyday, did that for 15 years solid. Sobriety felt awkward, gave me anxiety to be sober, now I am good and don't mind being sober.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis] 1
#21734586 - 05/28/15 10:01 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Well if eve didn't eat that damn apple we would all have any opiate buzz going 24/7!
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734596 - 05/28/15 10:03 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I've been using everyday for maybe 8 or 9 years and I can't imagine anything else I'm one of those addicts that maintain themselves somehow only 22 and I want to be fucking normal and have a wife and a good job, a fucking regular life but I'm following this shit like its the women I love
I'm fucking done
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I was a functioning addict as well, worked, took care of my business, didn't rob people to get a fix.
Pods and kratom really help step down from pills/heroin.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734646 - 05/28/15 10:17 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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I too am a functioning addict have a pretty decent job, had a longterm woman woh i was thinkin about marrying till she broke it off recently.
I keep telling myself i need to quit but cannot bring myself to do it its been years that ive been back and forth on and off benzos and opiates mainly. Im trying so hard to get off but ive been trying for so long its like i start every month saying im gonna start tapering and get off but by the end of the month im back to regular use and increasing doses.
Sometimes i think i just need to hit rock bottom before i get clean, but with how adjusted ive come to getting my fix while also being productive i dont know if itll ever happen.
I was doing good recently and had my girl backing which really helped alot but then she left and old habits die hard. Back to my old ways.
Kratom has definatly done a great job of helping me conjur the energy to be able to work a pretty demanding job 5 days a week.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: zZZz]
#21734647 - 05/28/15 10:17 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Someone say trap...
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: Lucis]
#21734659 - 05/28/15 10:21 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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IMO kratom is the magic drug to me.
I go long periods on, then long periods off.
I decided I am a better, more hard working person on kratom. I am probably gonna do it every day for the next year when i get my order.
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: zZZz]
#21734679 - 05/28/15 10:28 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Quote:
zZZz said:

drug addiction sucks but theres always a way out..
what drugs you addicted too?
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Re: Why is there a pill!!! [Re: SunnyD]
#21734891 - 05/28/15 11:13 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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Is it really that bad to be a functioning addict. To hold down a good job and pay your bills on time and put a little money away here and there? Society says your a piece of scum, but what's wrong with feeling good while your doing a hard days work? Doctors give pills to people to make them less depressed or to help with anxiety or to help with pain. Are those people addicts?
Can doing drugs everyday while maintaining a productive lifestyle only lead down a path of destruction? Well? Can it?
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