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I dont want to get old... 2
#21730450 - 05/27/15 09:42 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I am 24 and I don't want to get older..
if getting old means you believe you have life mapped out, you complain about everything, you think psychedelics are just another way to get high, you are atheist, you get sick and bitter, and love politics...
then why the hell would I want to get old?
i might just end my life when i turn 40.
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yeah good luck breaking the mold man..
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rackem] 1
#21730472 - 05/27/15 09:49 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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People get old.
I view every year past 25 as a blessing and a curse. I was such a shithead growing up and did so much stupid shit I was convinced I would be dead by then. Had been saying I'd end up dead by 25 since before I was 13.
I lived passed it. Not only that I've become a pretty respectable person. I have my faults like any other, but I'm a far step from who I was in my teens.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Shroomslip]
#21730482 - 05/27/15 09:51 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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what is up with the 25 year old as the death mark?
i got the same shit growin up/
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rackem]
#21730491 - 05/27/15 09:54 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I dunno lol.. Nice round figure maybe? I have no idea, I just honestly thought I'd never live to see my 25th birthday.
Could have something to do with the perception of time too.. At 13 or so 25 seems like a lifetime away, but you hit 25 and then suddenly 50 doesn't seem that far off. So maybe it's because it just seems so far away that statistically speaking there's no way you're going to make it that far.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Shroomslip]
#21730507 - 05/27/15 09:58 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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life does start to really zoom after 25 though.. you got that right.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Shroomslip]
#21730524 - 05/27/15 10:04 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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As you age, your imperfections become all the more clear. Through living life, seems like a lot of people become confused, then jaded, then bitter, and finally, comfortably numb. Why keep plodding through the shit when you can just give up? A question I ask myself often.
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45 and still alive.\.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: orison]
#21730551 - 05/27/15 10:15 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yo my uncle on memorial day tried to bet me 10,000 I'd be dead in 10 years (35) but if I lived I get nothing so it was basically the most retarded shit I've heard in a while and really pissed me off.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rackem]
#21730555 - 05/27/15 10:17 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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rackem said: life does start to really zoom after 25 though.. you got that right.
Yeah it does. My kid is about to be in fifth grade. Seems like yesterday I was feeding him bottles. I know the science behind why that happens, but it's still so weird. Also thinking about this shit always make me remember all the times I wished I was a grown up already. Makes me wanna go back in time and slap my younger self and tell him to STFU and appreciate the time he has.
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rackem



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shoulda got your uncle more drinks.. you were going for a land mine there dude.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rackem]
#21730597 - 05/27/15 10:34 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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rackem said: what is up with the 25 year old as the death mark?
i got the same shit growin up/
Join the 27 club. Sure you gotta wait two yeara, but you'll be chilling with pretty much every great musician and actor ever.
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rackem



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i just turned 32 on monday.
fuckin shit.. im passed all the good die young shit.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rackem] 1
#21730736 - 05/27/15 11:36 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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when i'm 40 i'm going to be doing the same shit i'm doing right this very moment
posting on the shroomery
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Envix] 1
#21730737 - 05/27/15 11:37 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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and i'll bump this thread in 16 years to prove it
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Envix]
#21730744 - 05/27/15 11:39 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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i dunno about atheist, but that christian shit gets really old...
especially when you realise that the time lines are bunk (not all but many)... and the Christians dont act like jesus....
when you realize, there are REALLY good gay people... and there are REALLY good people of other religions, which may have less errors.
shrug... atheism isnt that bad... fundamentalist ANYTHING is bad.
even fundamentalist atheists
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All We Perceive said: As you age, your imperfections become all the more clear. Through living life, seems like a lot of people become confused, then jaded, then bitter, and finally, comfortably numb. Why keep plodding through the shit when you can just give up? A question I ask myself often.
It's not really giving up, but coming to the realization that there are some things that are out of your control and dealing with it.
If there was only one drug to fix it all...
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Astral Pain]
#21730819 - 05/28/15 12:15 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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People can still be awesome at 40, drop acid, play sports, run around, play with children (probably your children), go camping, party hard (i know a shit ton of 40year olds that party hard)....I don't know many that aren't athiests though, that was kind of a curveball you threw in there.
My point though is i am 20 and i know tons of 40 something year olds that party and do drugs and have a fun time and act really immature, a lot of the time more immature than me.
You'll end up doing what you want, and if you don't well why the fuck didn't you?
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Everything]
#21730831 - 05/28/15 12:19 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm pretty scared to get old too. I'm almost 30, found my first batch of grey hairs last week. The scary part is how bits of your body just start malfunctioning, and death of course.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Turtletotem]
#21730855 - 05/28/15 12:31 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Oh god when i get old im probably gonna be one of those ridiculous people that have very little reservations because i know i have less time to live than the time i've lived so i'll probably just get quirky and weird.
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There's no need to sell out and start acting the way you're describing as old all the time. Just pull up to the adult table when the time comes, and go back to you comfort zone once you're done. It doesn't have to be one way or the other, but more of a game you have to play to exist in today's society which isn't getting any easier to pull off.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Astral Pain] 1
#21730888 - 05/28/15 12:51 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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but that game is gonna keep being played by all if everyone plays that game, and the people that play that game are going to expect the same of every other adult. Maybe people should just loosen up.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Everything]
#21730972 - 05/28/15 01:24 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Just wait until you hit 100. Soon after, your body doesn't give a fuck what your mind thinks. It'll do whatever it damn well pleases.
Can't get out of bed without a crane. Can't reach down to tie your shoes. Pain in random parts of your body. Can't walk upright without pulling a back muscle. Can't get up. Can't get down. Can't drive straight or keep a steady speed.
Food has no flavour. Food has too much flavour. It's too hot. It's too cold. Clothes don't fit right. Kids try to help me with groceries. No one asks for my ID. I get called "Sir". Women my age are too old to date (because they're dead).
I do get free coffee at Denny's, though.
25? Hell, I wish I was 75.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Everything]
#21731008 - 05/28/15 01:38 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Those who don't play the game are either what the op describes as being old all the time, or they're considered immature losers because they can never get it together enough to succeed in life. You either play the game, or be labeled old or a loser.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Astral Pain]
#21731022 - 05/28/15 01:44 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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You can stop aging at age 30 if you eat right.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: R0B0G3N3S1S]
#21731032 - 05/28/15 01:48 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yes, add enough Amanita phalloides to your diet and you'll definitely stop ageing. --- --- I've wanted to live forever for as long as I have held the concept of death.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Everything]
#21731359 - 05/28/15 06:41 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Everything said: Oh god when i get old im probably gonna be one of those ridiculous people that have very little reservations because i know i have less time to live than the time i've lived so i'll probably just get quirky and weird.
This is exactly how I want to age. Start getting into all the crazy shit that I should've gotten into younger
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1234go
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Bill_Oreilly said: I am 24 and I don't want to get older..
if getting old means you believe you have life mapped out, you complain about everything, you think psychedelics are just another way to get high, you are atheist, you get sick and bitter, and love politics...
then why the hell would I want to get old?
i might just end my life when i turn 40.
You're only 24?!
I've always envisioned you 40+...
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Shroomslip] 2
#21731546 - 05/28/15 07:59 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I can't wait to get old. Hopefully having some extra cash, being that trippy old guy with a cane and a tin of RHoda Lacket in his pocket.
The health problems scare me, but I love getting older. It's trippy as fuck. I look in the mirrior and see my wrinkles getting a little deeper, extra facial hair, gray hair with my hairline pulling back and think. Holy shit I'm an adult! And I'm going to die someday.
It's crazy man, but I seriously thank God everyday for my life. It's been a crazy ass adventure and if I play my cards right I still got quite a few years ahead of me. I'm 26, I can't imagine what the next 26 years hold
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We're the same age Bill.
I don't know man.. being a kid sucks. Being young in general is balls. All that ambition and no experience. At 24 I have more positive outlook on my life than ever before. I'm getting paid, getting laid brah. Life is good. The sun is shining. There's always bullshit but who gives a fuck, "I'm awake."
I can't wait to watch my kids grow and see who they become. Until I can play with them.
The moment is beautiful but I can't wait for the future. Who will I be? Where will I be? They say curiosity killed the cat, well I'm one cool cat and life's got me curious.
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XLCaps said: We're the same age Bill.
I don't know man.. being a kid sucks. Being young in general is balls. All that ambition and no experience. At 24 I have more positive outlook on my life than ever before. I'm getting paid, getting laid brah. Life is good. The sun is shining. There's always bullshit but who gives a fuck, "I'm awake."
I can't wait to watch my kids grow and see who they become. Until I can play with them.
The moment is beautiful but I can't wait for the future. Who will I be? Where will I be? They say curiosity killed the cat, well I'm one cool cat and life's got me curious. 
That is a nice spin on life.
I agree with you.
I also enjoy getting older. I become happier and I become smarter from experience -- like you said.
I love getting older.
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Almond Flour said: I can't wait to get old. Hopefully having some extra cash, being that trippy old guy with a cane and a tin of RHoda Lacket in his pocket.
The health problems scare me, but I love getting older. It's trippy as fuck. I look in the mirrior and see my wrinkles getting a little deeper, extra facial hair, gray hair with my hairline pulling back and think. Holy shit I'm an adult! And I'm going to die someday.
It's crazy man, but I seriously thank God everyday for my life. It's been a crazy ass adventure and if I play my cards right I still got quite a few years ahead of me. I'm 26, I can't imagine what the next 26 years hold
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Since you already know what you don't want to be maybe just strive not to be that
You're either going to get old or die, sitting around worrying about it while you're young seems pointless when you could be enjoying your youth. I personally am not worried about getting old at all, in fact I kind of see it as an accomplishment every year...like, cool...I made it another year, I just hope cougars are still a thing when I'm older so I can still get laid
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Bill_Oreilly said: I am 24 and I don't want to get older..
if getting old means you believe you have life mapped out, you complain about everything, you think psychedelics are just another way to get high, you are atheist, you get sick and bitter, and love politics...
then why the hell would I want to get old?
i might just end my life when i turn 40.
Dude. I used to be like you. Not wanting to deal with real life and responsibilities and shit.
Turns out I was wrong. Your brain changes with time. I'm now a lot more responsible than I used to be. I like too. I have discovered and sudden interest for my lawn and garden. Turns out its becoming a passion of mine. My shit fell together this year like no other year before. I'm more mature, I know what I want, I'm happy with what I have and yes psychedelics are just another way to get high. There's no god to talked to when you're tripping, your just tripping...
If you're anything like me, within the next 4 or 5 years you will grow up and enjoy it.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Patlal]
#21731664 - 05/28/15 08:40 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Patlal said: There's no god to talked to when you're tripping, your just tripping...
Blaspheme..
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Patlal]
#21731668 - 05/28/15 08:41 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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You may as well have just said there's no God.
And I say to you, prove it.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Amanita86]
#21731681 - 05/28/15 08:46 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Dude. I used to be like you. Not wanting to deal with real life and responsibilities and shit.
Turns out I was wrong. Your brain changes with time. I'm now a lot more responsible than I used to be. I like too. I have discovered and sudden interest for my lawn and garden. Turns out its becoming a passion of mine. My shit fell together this year like no other year before. I'm more mature, I know what I want, I'm happy with what I have and yes psychedelics are just another way to get high. There's no god to talked to when you're tripping, your just tripping...
If you're anything like me, within the next 4 or 5 years you will grow up and enjoy it.
This is what OP was trying to say, he doesn't wanna "fall in line"...as you seem to have.
As I get older I can kinda see my eccentric side slipping, but I'll do anything I can to hold onto it. I never want to settle for what people consider and expect "real life" to be...it's subjective. Purely.
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: 1234go]
#21731683 - 05/28/15 08:47 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I think Bill is just down on himself because of his sub-par DMT yields.
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XLCaps said: We're the same age Bill.
I don't know man.. being a kid sucks. Being young in general is balls. All that ambition and no experience. At 24 I have more positive outlook on my life than ever before. I'm getting paid, getting laid brah. Life is good. The sun is shining. There's always bullshit but who gives a fuck, "I'm awake."
I can't wait to watch my kids grow and see who they become. Until I can play with them.
The moment is beautiful but I can't wait for the future. Who will I be? Where will I be? They say curiosity killed the cat, well I'm one cool cat and life's got me curious. 
This describes how I feel perfectly. Im just curious to see how I turn out. But im gonna enjoy the last couple years of my youth like nobody's business.
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I wanna be that crazy old dude living on the edge of town with really tall hedges around my property and whenever the local kids play baseball and accidentally hit the ball into my yard or smash one of my windows out they take the loss and tell scary stories about how the hideous old man who lives there would remove their eyeballs and preserve them in pickle jars
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XLCaps said: I think Bill is just down on himself because of his sub-par DMT yields.
hey watch it!
at least I am getting DMT. I don't extract it to sell, I extract it to give out and smoke from time to time so if I get 300mg off every 60g of bark, that's more than enough. That's like 6 breakthrough doses with a couple hours worth of work. More than OK for me.
im just down on myself because life is boring as fuck. although I do have a beautiful son that is turning 3 in a few months, I often worry if I have the energy to be that dad I need to be.
If life is draining for me at age 24, I can only fucking imagine what its going to be like in my 40s/50s+
I also want some damn answers. it scares me that none of the older folks can provide me the answers I must know. Forget all that wisdom crap like "appreciate every moment" and "you only live once" and all those cliché sayings you hear from the psychedelic crowd and the older religious people. I want the real answers like...what happens when I die..is there a god...who was jesus...what are the entities in the spirit realm.....ya know shit like that.
none of the answers you guys spew leaves me satisfied because you guys obviously don't know shit, like myself. The very fact that we know very little and are limited to knowing the big questions really pisses me off.
and another thing...everyday I go on damn facebook and I see all these people that are living like they know whats going on just because they post some stupid little cliché saying like I mentioned before. they are totally ignorant to mind-expanding chemicals and it irritates me...not because of their ignorance..but because of their unwillingness to learn. They judge and believe whatever they see on the news/TV. Dealing with people like this on a day to day basis annoys me. Also having a wife that refuses to do things that I want to do...like travel the world..go to the jungle..drink ayahuasca...study these things. No..she wants to live the regular life all her friends live. I mean she gets jealous when one of her girlfriends meets some dopey celebrity when im all over here like "if you only knew what your mind was capable of then you wouldn't be jealous of another person ever again"
I want to share my experiences and others share theres with me. I want to be able to talk to my lifelong people I grew up with about the most amazing experience one can have...the psychedelic experience. but nope..i need to pretend everyday like im just another average guy that just watches sports and worships celebrities.
I swear if it wasn't for this place I would have gone crazy and stayed crazy and probably do some dumb shit to make me end up in jail. you guys are awesome. every single one of you.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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LOL. I feel you bill. Unfortunately nobody will really be able to answer any of your questions.
As far as the wife thing goes, that really really fuckin sucks. I've dated chicks like that before and it was always the most mind numbing couple months of my life. Couldn't even imagine having a child and spending the rest of my life with a person like that. Do you love her? Because it sounds like you guys are entirely too different for it to last. This is also why I refrain from going on fb as much as possible. Lame ass quotes from people who think they have shit figured out when they're just as confused and lost as you.
You gotta just keep truckin man.
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You wonder if you'll have the energy for your boy? You're 24, people have kids way older than that. That exact thing you wonder about is the exact reason I wanted kids young. It's like buying a house as soon as you can.. except kids are more expensive. Sorta.
I definitely relate to everything you're feeling but not everyone needs answers. A lot of people haven't even entertained the questions. You chose a life of philosphy. That's not easy. It means a constant deconstruction and analysis of everything around you. With all that negative comes a state of awareness. Some see that as a curse. Just be glad you understand in a greater sense, one that can guide people if you choose to show it's subtleties. Without the contrast in perspective you would have never asked the questions you enjoyed involving yourself with. Maybe you don't see the upside right now, but maybe you need a life change? Or maybe you don't. Drugs are great and you do have a family. I like to trip too, and still do, but thankfully I have a girlfriend who doesn't like it as much as me so it's easier to work around. It's a blessing really. With the way my personality is, if I had someone who fed in to that, I likely would get caught up in it and not realize how far I was until I had regrets. I wouldn't have my son, I know that. (Not saying I'd lose him.. saying he might not have ever been concieved) And I always wanted a family, even when I was little. I saw how awesome my Dad was and said to myself, "When I grow up I wanna be just like him." But not his job, his history, who he is and that's my dad. Now I'm the fucking dad.
Life is funny dude, take it for a ride and you'll find yourself right where you need to be.
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I'm a few years away from forty. Honestly, I feel better than I ever have in my life. Physically and mentally I'm 110%. In the last year I literally stopped looked around, and said fuck it. I don't care what anyone thinks of me, or my job, or my car, or my clothes or whatever. It took hitting a certain maturity level and age to reach the understanding that none of the shit you are worried about when you're younger matters. Getting old is a trip, I enjoy it, the younger me was a fucking fool.
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Quote:
Bill_Oreilly said: i might just end my life when i turn 40.
You should pick up a copy of "The Sensuous Dirty Old Man" by Isaac Asimov.
"You can only be a dirty old man as long as you live. Once you die, It's over."
You still have stuff to look forward to.
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his dmt yields are bullshit.
op needs to follow the tek.
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"The war is right outside your door.."
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rxb
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sometimes when my dmt yields suck...
i black out.
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I usually just go golfing..
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Amanita86] 1
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sometimes when i golf...
i make dmt
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: Turtletotem]
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Turtletotem said: I'm pretty scared to get old too. I'm almost 30, found my first batch of grey hairs last week. The scary part is how bits of your body just start malfunctioning, and death of course.
I started pooping my pants this year plus i gotts the early dementias
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: sprinkles]
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sprinkles said:
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Turtletotem said: I'm pretty scared to get old too. I'm almost 30, found my first batch of grey hairs last week. The scary part is how bits of your body just start malfunctioning, and death of course.
I started pooping my pants this year plus i gotts the early dementias

you said that 10 years ago
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the only people who know about death are dead Bill, Jesus Christ
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Bill_Oreilly
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rxb]
#21732458 - 05/28/15 12:47 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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rxb said: his dmt yields are bullshit.
op needs to follow the tek.
Atleast I know how to do it...that's all I care about.
300mg every 60g of bark Is weak, but its not THAT bad. Its not like its not worth doing it or anything..
I was reading up on here of people that were getting 20-50mg every 50g of bark...now THAT would piss me off..
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: sprinkles]
#21732464 - 05/28/15 12:47 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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sprinkles said: the only people who know about death are dead Bill, Jesus Christ
how old are you?
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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rxb
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Bill_Oreilly said:
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rxb said: his dmt yields are bullshit.
op needs to follow the tek.
Atleast I know how to do it...that's all I care about.
300mg every 60g of bark Is weak, but its not THAT bad. Its not like its not worth doing it or anything..
I was reading up on here of people that were getting 20-50mg every 50g of bark...now THAT would piss me off..
you DO get that we are fucking with you, right? dont get tehbutthrt
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rxb]
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sorry its hard to tell sometimes over the webz
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you do need to follow the tek tho
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r00tuuu123
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: R0B0G3N3S1S]
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Rebelutionsssss
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: r00tuuu123]
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You only want to get older when you're under 21 then it's all fucked from there
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rxb
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you are only as old as the people you are fucking.
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rxb
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rxb]
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18 year olds.... i keep getting older, they stay the same age
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r00tuuu123
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rxb]
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rxb
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: r00tuuu123]
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you know you love the moontower!
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Re: I dont want to get old... [Re: rxb]
#21732576 - 05/28/15 01:17 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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rxb said: you are only as old as the people you are fucking.
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God... I can neither prove nor disprove his existance. But I could demonstrate it...
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Bill_Oreilly said:
sorry its hard to tell sometimes over the webz
Do you have PM's turned off? Or do you just ignore them...
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