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All We Perceive
Sea Cucumber



Registered: 09/24/07
Posts: 10,491
Last seen: 7 months, 5 days
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Went snowboarding today. Snow was pretty slushy but it was nice to be out there. Sun felt fucking awesome. Its been cloudy and rainy for the past month.
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"plus they atually think jambands are good or sumthing, so they clearly know absolutely nothing about music, clearly lol" -Bassfreak
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Malcolm_Xtasy
Oh baby what Is you doin??



Registered: 04/04/12
Posts: 13,851
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Psychonautica said: I'm about sniff some fent solution myself. It's my first time ever, so wish me luck, let's hope I don't OD. If I do, everyone, just know I love you.
And Johnson and Malcom, I love you guys too. Sorry for everything that happened between us.
SMH DONT DO ANYTHING STUPID.
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
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The Doobie Dude


Registered: 04/28/13
Posts: 13,498
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Public marketing. I love people and psychology i feel like public marketing is psychology on a mass scale
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"There are a million reasons to drink and one just popped into my head. If a man can't drink when he's living how the Hell can he drink when he's dead?" - Irish Limerick I PLURed once because it was PLUR or die. - D.M.T.
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Psychonautica
Cuddly Wuddly Fuccboi


Registered: 04/20/15
Posts: 10,854
Loc: Free Soul & IISkuNkII
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The pindrop pupils has begun. Actual it's more than begun. I'm so fucked up. So much euphoria and nods man.. I feel so happy, content and honestly a bit cuddly. I love all of you so much.
I'm getting strangely hot though. Gonna take my temp.
An over dose on fent wouldn't cause a fever right? It's like so hot that I feel like I'm wearing a sweater and sweating a bit...
I'm not having any difficulty breathing or anything, so hopefully I'll be okay. I appreciate everyone's concern.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Malcolm_Xtasy
Oh baby what Is you doin??



Registered: 04/04/12
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You should be fine as long as your breathing doesn't get shallow
-------------------- I'm stupid, Enlil is smart. I'm ugly, Enlil is beautiful. I'm a loser, Enlil is a winner. Someday, I hope to be like Enlil but secretly know I never will.
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SunnyD
WiZarD oF LoVe



Registered: 04/29/13
Posts: 25,236
Loc: Planet earth
Last seen: 1 month, 22 days
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Hello dudes! and dudettes !
ive had a very relaxing last night i hung out with anfiend that i aint talked too but honestly ive been so lonely for months and it felt so nice to feel love from a friend..
I watched the bob weir other one documentary was cool  then watched kid cannabis which was also cool as fuck now watching some cheech chong movie
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        And to everyone who thinks life is just a game, Do you like the part you are playing? This is the time in life I am living! And I face each day with a smile My music Library of Synthesizer goodness
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Connoisseur

Registered: 05/13/11
Posts: 34,686
Last seen: 5 years, 2 months
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Another solid day of hanging out on the beach and hitting the skate park right across from it
Came back to the house made some ramen and ripped vapes
Now im just chillin about to go to bed soon
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SunnyD
WiZarD oF LoVe



Registered: 04/29/13
Posts: 25,236
Loc: Planet earth
Last seen: 1 month, 22 days
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mhmm this weed
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        And to everyone who thinks life is just a game, Do you like the part you are playing? This is the time in life I am living! And I face each day with a smile My music Library of Synthesizer goodness
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DustBunny


Registered: 08/20/14
Posts: 10,404
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I'm guessing you don't have much opiod experience? They all will make you warm.
Might want to dose as infrequently as possible, and you might want to look up reports of fent and analogs completely skyrocketing tolerance to itself and other opiods.
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Psychonautica
Cuddly Wuddly Fuccboi


Registered: 04/20/15
Posts: 10,854
Loc: Free Soul & IISkuNkII
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Malcolm_Xtasy said: You should be fine as long as your breathing doesn't get shallow
Yeah.. I'm going through a lot right now so I'm kind of abusing a bit..
But I'm full of so much self hatred right now. I'm not contemplating or attempting suicide but I'm just not considering my personal safety on this attempt to get lit. I just can't fucking care anymore...
I really really didn't want to have to talk about it. I don't like talking about it. But it feels better to say this...
Thanks for listening, anyone who cares. Even if you don't thank you for pretending.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Psychonautica
Cuddly Wuddly Fuccboi


Registered: 04/20/15
Posts: 10,854
Loc: Free Soul & IISkuNkII
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DustBunny said: I'm guessing you don't have much opiod experience? They all will make you warm.
Might want to dose as infrequently as possible, and you might want to look up reports of fent and analogs completely skyrocketing tolerance to itself and other opiods.
No, I'm a former heroin/oxycodone addict well I take whatever opis I can get, but those are my favorites.
I'm not just warm like the hug from jesus of morphine or heroin I'm straight burning the fuck up
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Psychonautica
Cuddly Wuddly Fuccboi


Registered: 04/20/15
Posts: 10,854
Loc: Free Soul & IISkuNkII
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I'm more worried about a relapse into addiction than dying.
I'd rather die.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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Seriously_trippin
Cosmic Guru Ganesh



Registered: 07/12/13
Posts: 14,473
Last seen: 1 hour, 36 minutes
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Psychonautica said:

The pindrop pupils has begun. Actual it's more than begun. I'm so fucked up. So much euphoria and nods man.. I feel so happy, content and honestly a bit cuddly. I love all of you so much.
I'm getting strangely hot though. Gonna take my temp.
An over dose on fent wouldn't cause a fever right? It's like so hot that I feel like I'm wearing a sweater and sweating a bit...
I'm not having any difficulty breathing or anything, so hopefully I'll be okay. I appreciate everyone's concern.
That's about where I am,except not fent I always feel fents a death wish imo. I just racked about 24mg diluadid,drank a beer. I'm still not happy. Unfortunately I feel depression coming back. Hope it's a passing thing.
Much love shroomery, going to continue to nod untill breathing is laboured. I know thats sick n twisted but that's what I've been up too. Hopefully I'll forget even for an hour how much responsibility,emotional depression and stress that has been put upon me recently. I know some day it will get better but right now I'm working 14 hours everyday a week,6 days a week,now for 7 years. It's taken its toll on me profusely.
Send me good vibes friends 
Oh and psychonautic do be very careful with opiates,addiction is hell but for someone who has been an opiate addict since teenager years cold turkeying twice. Also relapsing twice. Last time it was because I thought dope would make me more creative. It was one of the worst descions of my life. There is always hope for getting clean no matter how dark the addiction seems.
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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Psychonautica
Cuddly Wuddly Fuccboi


Registered: 04/20/15
Posts: 10,854
Loc: Free Soul & IISkuNkII
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I'm not addicted at the moment and don't even have enough to get addicted.
I don't have a death wish. But I have no desire to live lately. This is such a bummer to bring down LNC with. Sorry guys... I feel bad.
-------------------- The chances of you even being born, Were forty million to one. There's two parts of the statistic And I want you to live through one 3/8/95 - 7/10/15 Rest In Paradise, Brother. Sheekle said: yeah, i said i was afraid of psychonautica

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stratocast
Has Been



Registered: 04/11/15
Posts: 345
Loc: ohio, U.S.
Last seen: 7 years, 3 months
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What's up everyone? Just got home from the bar and watching the Cavs game. Cheer the fuck up mother fuckers! Yeah, i know easier said than done. I got the depression too, but i have responsibilities to other people (and i learned to pretend most of the time). Its good to get that shit out and talk about it. I'm not into opiates. I was always a speed guy, but i feel y'all.
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OhMrJohnson
Ashes Against The Grain

Registered: 01/12/14
Posts: 17,544
Loc: Terra Incognita
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Same here I try not to do meth anymore the comedown is horrible
I'm glad I never got addicted to opiates seems like a real hellish thing to go through
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Diminish the sub-principle and leave its toxic trace.. Once and for all!
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Seriously_trippin
Cosmic Guru Ganesh



Registered: 07/12/13
Posts: 14,473
Last seen: 1 hour, 36 minutes
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Psychonautica said: I'm not addicted at the moment and don't even have enough to get addicted.
I don't have a death wish. But I have no desire to live lately. This is such a bummer to bring down LNC with. Sorry guys... I feel bad.
I'm glad you're not addicted,fent is just real easy to OD with low tolerance. Just trying and not really feeling like living,even if it's a stranger like myself telling you that you matter and a part of this universe.
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stratocast said: What's up everyone? Just got home from the bar and watching the Cavs game. Cheer the fuck up mother fuckers! Yeah, i know easier said than done. I got the depression too, but i have responsibilities to other people (and i learned to pretend most of the time). Its good to get that shit out and talk about it. I'm not into opiates. I was always a speed guy, but i feel y'all.
At least you can empathize. It's interesting trying to keep a closet addiction and taking care of responsibilities,work,dealing with death left and right.
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OhMrJohnson said: Same here I try not to do meth anymore the comedown is horrible
I'm glad I never got addicted to opiates seems like a real hellish thing to go through
Dopesickness,terrible "high" yeah it's hell. I'm sure meth has its aspects of hell too though.
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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psych_fck
Artist


Registered: 02/26/15
Posts: 382
Loc: Miami, FL
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lit and tired af. Just got home from a party that sucked balls, going to shower and go to bed.
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stratocast
Has Been



Registered: 04/11/15
Posts: 345
Loc: ohio, U.S.
Last seen: 7 years, 3 months
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I think the reason i never got addicted to opiates is because they actually spiralled me out way too fast. Last time i had a brush was after a hernia surgery. I took hardly any of my pain pills until one day when i decided i wanted to party. Then i just went crazy drinking and eating pain killers. Drove to my buddies house and ran over his mailbox. Went to a bar and was so messed up the owner drove me to that friends house. All this around mid day. Me and opiates don't mix.
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Seriously_trippin
Cosmic Guru Ganesh



Registered: 07/12/13
Posts: 14,473
Last seen: 1 hour, 36 minutes
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Yup it's like me and stims
-------------------- R.I.P Zombi3, Blue Helix Modest Mouse Zappa Slothie That Kid With The face ShLong Le Canard split_by_nine & Big Worm Forever Etched in the sands of time in the shroomery and ever so beloved and deeply missed by many
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