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JAllison
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Horrible trip...
#21713735 - 05/23/15 10:37 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Before I get started, lemme state that I've tripped on L countless times and never had what I considered to be a bad trip. I've tripped on shrooms there times and the first two were good and this last one started off good, but got really.. Really bad.
It started off me and my buddy split a Q of some Blue-Foots(Cut each) and we came back to my place and ate them and just hung out waiting for them to kick in. Let me clarify, I've tripped with this person countless times and last time we tripped off of acid he claimed he wasn't feeling right and insisted on going home, but that was the only time something weird happened.
Okay, so an hour has passed and I'm feeling it heavy, the visuals are crazy and I'm starting to laugh a lot, but he's just really quiet and not saying anything at all. I felt like he couldn't handle all of the visuals. Another 30 minutes passed and he's coming out of his shell, but acting EXTREMELY an noxious, almost uncontrollable.. It started to really bother me. He was speaking gibberish and almost screaming at my house.. I warned him multiple times to calm down because my family was coming home and with me being on probation they can't know I'm tripping. He ignored it and just kept acting crazy so I asked him to leave...
So soon as he left.. This is when the bad trip started, I started to think "what if he can't drive and doesn't make it home", "Then it's my fault because he was at my house and then got into an accident", I had a TON of terrible thoughts rushing through my head to the point I started hyperventilating and I made my sister drive me to his house to make sure he got home safe because even I was unable to drive. So then, my family knew I was tripping and things just keep getting worst. We drove past his house and I see that he made it home. So I had a sigh of relief..
About an hour later I went with my family to my nephews baseball game and randomly I got a text from my friend saying "Bro I'm so sorry, can I call you" and when I read it my heart dropped and I almost passed out.. So I had him call me and he sounded really sketchy and said "bro what happened I can't remember anything" and I thought he was trying to get me to confess we did shrooms because I thought he got caught tripping by his family and they called the cops or something. So the bad trip started once again. A bunch of terrible thoughts rushing through my head, I hung up and told him not to talk to me anymore.. Then I thought about it and said what if he really don't remember from how obnoxious he was acting so I called him and he swore to god he didn't snitch and really didn't remember what happened, so I told him.. But even after that I still thought he snitched on me!
I have no idea why I was so paranoid this entire trip but I literately felt like I almost had a heart attack twice.. Is this a sign to stop tripping? I'm fine today, but I still kinda have a thought he snitched. This trip really messed with me bad.. Advice anyone? Please and thank you.. Sorry for the long post
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HolliDaze
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Re: Horrible trip... [Re: JAllison]
#21713829 - 05/23/15 11:18 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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So I ate mushrooms for the first time last night in about a year. the experience was good/good mix of psychedelic body high. as soon as I came up and "learned the necessary lessons all I wanted to do was take landing gear and lay down.... maybe listen to music. it was a very interesting anxiety ridden experience.... for sure came down and just like smoking chilling now...
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OneBigMushroom
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Re: Horrible trip... [Re: HolliDaze]
#21713917 - 05/23/15 11:49 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Not to be rude but you either aren't 18 or you don't make decisions someone your age should. Until you can trip in a comfortable setting (which you didn't, leading to paranoia) then don't trip. if you're 18, and worried about a PO and parents, you really can't get a damn hotel room in need be?
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JAllison
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Why the hell would I pay $100 to trip in a hotel. Are you dumb? And nah I am 18.. Would you want someone acting like a fool and was uncontrollable in your house? I tripped plenty of times and the paranoia never got to me. It just did this time. My house is definitely a comfortable setting, for someone who can handle their trip.
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HolliDaze
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Re: Horrible trip... [Re: JAllison]
#21715234 - 05/23/15 07:04 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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the whole chain of events les to a bad trip, you didn't have someone there to get you into a better headspace man.....
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Aldebaran
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Re: Horrible trip... [Re: JAllison]
#21716671 - 05/24/15 06:44 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I think your friend's behaviour made you anxious, and because you were tripping it made you panic slightly (hyperventilating e.t.c) and a bit paranoid.
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Is this a sign to stop tripping?
Not really....you were concerned for your friend, and sensible enough not to try and drive under the influence; it seems like external events were bothering you more than the actual trip.
I would just think about who you want to trip with - if your friend is a bit unpredictable, maybe you would feel more comfortable on a solo trip - or if you want to trip together find a setting that's going to cause less anxiety (e.g when you can be alone for the length of a trip without noise being an issue.)
I think it boils down to general stuff about set/setting and the people you trip with, no major issues. A bit of anxiety on a trip is not too much to worry about
-------------------- I wrote that, but I meant something else
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JAllison
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Re: Horrible trip... [Re: Aldebaran]
#21716914 - 05/24/15 09:18 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Thanks man that really helped
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Re: Horrible trip... [Re: JAllison]
#21746699 - 05/31/15 10:37 PM (8 years, 7 months ago) |
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JAllison said: my family knew I was tripping and things just keep getting worst. About an hour later I went with my family to my nephews baseball game and randomly I got a text from my friend saying "Bro I'm so sorry, can I call you" and when I read it my heart dropped and I almost passed out.. So I had him call me and he sounded really sketchy and said "bro what happened I can't remember anything" and I thought he was trying to get me to confess we did shrooms because I thought he got caught tripping by his family and they called the cops or something. So the bad trip started once again. A bunch of terrible thoughts rushing through my head, I hung up and told him not to talk to me anymore.. Then I thought about it and said what if he really don't remember from how obnoxious he was acting so I called him and he swore to god he didn't snitch and really didn't remember what happened, so I told him.. But even after that I still thought he snitched on me!
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