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Envix
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anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake?
#21708143 - 05/21/15 09:27 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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if only i could forget this narrative my brain keeps telling me is real.
everything that's needed is right here and now. why is so much time and energy invested in this fantasy that only exists in my head
past and future - swirling like a merry-go-round through my mind day-in and day-out dreams built upon wishful expectations, anxious fears, nostalgic memories and remorseful mistakes
these are all just stories we tell ourselves to give our lives meaning. everything that's real is right here in this moment.
plans are good, goals are good, and learning from the past is good. but why do we invest so much emotion and concentration on these imaginary stories that we make up?
and no, your life is not fake. it is in fact your life's story that is fake.
you as an organism are real. and your interactions with the environment are real. physical and emotional and social dynamics and all that. the meaning you give to things which so influence your emotional dynamics is just built upon language and syntax, which is just a bunch of symbols we made up
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Envix]
#21708151 - 05/21/15 09:29 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I wish I had some LSD so I could deeply ponder these type of thoughts
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Envix]
#21708159 - 05/21/15 09:30 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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akira_akuma
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: spixce]
#21708168 - 05/21/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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nope. well yes and than no.
stop changing the things we know, crossing the world ago, moving with giant strides, gently against time and time.
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: akira_akuma]
#21708180 - 05/21/15 09:34 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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What is fake?
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: akira_akuma] 2
#21708183 - 05/21/15 09:35 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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OP, you haven't by any chance been inhaling gasoline have you?
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Envix]
#21708186 - 05/21/15 09:35 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Maybe ur life is fake but not mine
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Envix
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: spixce]
#21708189 - 05/21/15 09:35 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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if i were to ask you the question "who are you", you'd run through a list similar to your resume, maybe throw in some personal "experiences", or throw out some labels.
that's not who you are. who you are is a living breathing biological entity programmed specifically to survive in its current environment and conditions.
your "life's story" is a series of mechanisms inching your life one bit further towards oblivion.
to find a satisfactory reason for your existence, your organism programs itself to seek recreation and fulfillment. the search for meaning and all that... is simply a byproduct of knowing of your inevitable demise
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Envix]
#21708250 - 05/21/15 09:43 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Envix said: if i were to ask you the question "who are you", you'd run through a list similar to your resume, maybe throw in some personal "experiences", or throw out some labels.
that's not who you are. who you are is a living breathing biological entity programmed specifically to survive in its current environment and conditions.
your "life's story" is a series of mechanisms inching your life one bit further towards oblivion.
to find a satisfactory reason for your existence, your organism programs itself to seek recreation and fulfillment. the search for meaning and all that... is simply a byproduct of knowing of your inevitable demise
Envix, brother....
Maybe you could learn some practical knowledge of something.
I've had the feeling of learning too much at once before as-well, and from my perspective you could use some experiential knowledge of whatever it is you want.
I moved out of my parent's home and drove 2300 miles to Mt. Shasta alone....
I'm not tooting my own horn, but I'm for sure living it now.
Hahaha....
Life....


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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: HalluciNate]
#21708254 - 05/21/15 09:44 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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-------------------- We are here to assist, to teach you to evolve as we go through this process together. We give our own version of things only to bring you to a higher consciousness. No matter what situation you find yourself in, it is the power of your thoughts that got you there. It is also the impeccable belief that thought creates that will transform your experience and the planetary existence.
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: HalluciNate] 1
#21708281 - 05/21/15 09:56 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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even if the akashic records is real then my point still remains valid because it would have to be written in some sort of "language" to have any sort of meaning
meaning beyond language is purely subjective and based on personal experience
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Envix]
#21708353 - 05/21/15 10:27 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Envix said: if only i could forget this narrative my brain keeps telling me is real.
everything that's needed is right here and now. why is so much time and energy invested in this fantasy that only exists in my head
past and future - swirling like a merry-go-round through my mind day-in and day-out dreams built upon wishful expectations, anxious fears, nostalgic memories and remorseful mistakes
these are all just stories we tell ourselves to give our lives meaning. everything that's real is right here in this moment.
plans are good, goals are good, and learning from the past is good. but why do we invest so much emotion and concentration on these imaginary stories that we make up?
and no, your life is not fake. it is in fact your life's story that is fake.
you as an organism are real. and your interactions with the environment are real. physical and emotional and social dynamics and all that. the meaning you give to things which so influence your emotional dynamics is just built upon language and syntax, which is just a bunch of symbols we made up
I am fairly sure that I am the only real thing here on this board. Everyone else is just a figment of my imagination.
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: starfire_xes]
#21708365 - 05/21/15 10:30 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Don't listen to him OP. I'm the only real person on this board.
By the way, have you been chasing the white rabbit?
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: MoxyOx]
#21708372 - 05/21/15 10:32 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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shut yp, yer yap is so impenetrable; I AM the only one who's REAL HERE! EGO BLAST HUH SEE MY INFLUENCE ON THE WORLD YOU COPIES!
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Envix]
#21708398 - 05/21/15 10:40 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Yeah this is kinda how I felt trying to watch Waking Life with busted up earbuds on 2 tabs of 1P-LSD after smoking an excessively large bowl. But you know what? We've gotta make the most of it and try to enjoy what we've got.
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Envix]
#21708492 - 05/21/15 11:11 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Fake?
just because your past experiences are well in the past, doesnt mean your life is fake.
Your actions and descions still affect reality, even on a small scale.
Our lives maybe small in the Grand Scheme of the entire Universe, but it doesnt make it fake.
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
#21708720 - 05/22/15 12:18 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I think vacuous would be a better word to use than fake in this context
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: starfire_xes]
#21708735 - 05/22/15 12:21 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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starfire_xes said:
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Envix said: if only i could forget this narrative my brain keeps telling me is real.
everything that's needed is right here and now. why is so much time and energy invested in this fantasy that only exists in my head
past and future - swirling like a merry-go-round through my mind day-in and day-out dreams built upon wishful expectations, anxious fears, nostalgic memories and remorseful mistakes
these are all just stories we tell ourselves to give our lives meaning. everything that's real is right here in this moment.
plans are good, goals are good, and learning from the past is good. but why do we invest so much emotion and concentration on these imaginary stories that we make up?
and no, your life is not fake. it is in fact your life's story that is fake.
you as an organism are real. and your interactions with the environment are real. physical and emotional and social dynamics and all that. the meaning you give to things which so influence your emotional dynamics is just built upon language and syntax, which is just a bunch of symbols we made up
I am fairly sure that I am the only real thing here on this board. Everyone else is just a figment of my imagination.
Then do me a favor and imagine me having a better damn life.
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: Shroomslip]
#21708789 - 05/22/15 12:46 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Starfire's post reminds me of the last time I took LSD and became extremely confused and egomaniacal
I was literally convinced the Shroomery was just a huge conspiracy which revolved around exposing my hidden secrets and ultimately sealing my fate
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Re: anyone bothered by the fact that your life is fake? [Re: OhMrJohnson] 2
#21708935 - 05/22/15 01:58 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I think I hear what you're saying... that the stuff we make up is fake. We could all just be satisfied with what's around us, but if we did that we'd still be in the stone age. We need social invention to create the reality or society we want, and of course the rules, machines and the like to keep said reality standing and safe from other "real" things (like hurricanes). It may seem arbitrary, but every piece of the puzzle has a purpose. Even if it's not recognized at the time.
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