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SleepyE
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Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships?
#21695762 - 05/18/15 07:54 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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im gonna be 22 years old in september and i have been single my whole life, i have never had a relationship before. Its not because im not attractive or anything, i actually love the way i look, been weight training heavily almost at the patrick bateman physique.(just gotta cut and maybe put on a wee bit more mass)
but i dont hangout with my friends that much because of work and hobbies and whatnot. annyways, i have been noticing that the further i go without having this experience of companionship the further my mind is drifting into complete mush.
Im going all mind over matter that i'll be perfectly fine mentally but i cant help but wonder if the stress of this failure to bloom is what helped trigger my psychosis a while back. im just trying to focus on my hobbies and getting ready to go to college and try to ignore this pain but holy fuck, my mental faculties are starting to unhinge themselves.
Just overwhelming anxiety pretty much all day and about 3-4 times a day i'll just start crying but laughing hysterically at the same time coupled with intense morning depression. I know its probably whinny to say this but it kind feels like im dying. I don't know, its kind intense and i have to use an insane amount mental power to try to make progress on things so im not falling behind in life. Like im walking around with a shit tone of weight or like im fucking starving to death.
Ooobvioussly this puts me in a sticky situation because this makes me qualify as despite so the universe usually doesn't like giving you things if you think you need it.
So basically im an Ethiopian kid starving for something to eat but i cannot ask for food because im in need. 
Like what i kinda need is just someone i could cuddle for a bit because i feel like the energy from that would recharge whatever the fuck is going on with me. but im going to school in september and im worried i will have no time to focus on anything or anyone but that so im sort of fucked because it seems like this issue is getting worse and worse the more i dont take serious action to remedy or deal with it.
It is causing me to be in a situation where attempting to go through school with this baggage would make it impossible for me to achieve success in school.
Would school be a bad idea to go through if i dont fix this first?
thanks for the help
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21695786 - 05/18/15 08:04 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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its coo maynge dont worry
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SleepyE
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21695820 - 05/18/15 08:11 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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it kinda feels like a saw movie challenge :S
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21695842 - 05/18/15 08:15 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I have some similar problems with anxiety and add. Meds help to a point but other people really do help, ones that feel natural to be around, not people you have to change for...
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#21695853 - 05/18/15 08:17 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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not into meds, i just smoke weed a little bit to help with the intensity of the anxiety.
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21695868 - 05/18/15 08:18 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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To each there own I guess, the second option sticks though. Just try I guess, I know it's hard man
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#21695890 - 05/18/15 08:22 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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yeah i have just been isolated from friends a lot of its very rare for me to meet new people.
bah i dont know why its effecting me so much, i always like to try to be strong its really getting hard to keep the messed up me from slipping through the cracks of my poker face of kept togetherness.
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Edited by SleepyE (05/18/15 08:31 PM)
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21695905 - 05/18/15 08:24 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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my life feels like solitary confinement and very prone to psychosis when left alone with my own mind for too long of periods of time. like weeks or months without talking to someone.
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Edited by SleepyE (05/18/15 08:25 PM)
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21695925 - 05/18/15 08:27 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Women from Russia seeking men online for love and marriage.

Here is my profile and here are my photos. My personality will not let you be bored or tired of me. Wink I should expose another part of me to YOU
http://www.alena-marriage-agency.com/vali90.html
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21695929 - 05/18/15 08:28 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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not what i had in mindd...
why is there ads on shroomery now? dah fuk.
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Edited by SleepyE (05/18/15 08:29 PM)
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21695950 - 05/18/15 08:34 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Ontario hooker?

Sex worker Nikki Thomas talks about normalizing her profession in the light of Ontario's prostitution ruling
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SleepyE
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: Anonymous #1]
#21695953 - 05/18/15 08:35 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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noooo thanx.....
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE] 1
#21695969 - 05/18/15 08:38 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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A Vietnamese massage
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: Anonymous #1] 1
#21695981 - 05/18/15 08:40 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm down
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: goldcaphunter]
#21696141 - 05/18/15 09:14 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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LOL you guys are something else
I'm in kind of the same situation but recently had a near-death experience and i dont even give a fuck anymore dude. Every breath is truly a miracle, to be a human being is awesome, bro.
eat like 1-2 grams of cube fruits znd go somewhere and meet some girls!
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: WeAreAnchors]
#21696230 - 05/18/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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i'd love too but i never get out anymore, my work steals my fridays and saturdays so i cant hang out with my friends, so im left alone with my thoughts for waaaay longer than whats probably healthy.
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21696236 - 05/18/15 09:34 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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like seriously i go weeks without talking to someone, thats not fucking normal.
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21696238 - 05/18/15 09:34 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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We all need some sort of social contact and companionship, We're social critters. It just varies. I have maybe 5 good friends whom I'm in contact a handful of time a month, and I'm okay with that. I'm a bit of a hermit, always have been. And as far as being in a relationship, don't worry about it. 22 is pretty young so you've plenty of time. And college is a great way to meet the ladies.
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: Le_Canard]
#21696249 - 05/18/15 09:36 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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i just feel like there is something psychologically not right with me in the sense that it hasent happened for me.
im starting to think something is seriously wrong with me.
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Re: Is it mentally dangerous to go through life without companionship or relationships? [Re: SleepyE]
#21696263 - 05/18/15 09:40 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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its probably just cuz i barely ever meet new people but i love to but its soo rare for me.
very very rare.
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