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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare] * 1
    #21691830 - 05/17/15 06:44 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

I'm not surprised to tell the truth. Since you signed up here you've continually pushed the boundaries. You're not the first one to come along full of gusto only to be shot down a few months later after taking things too far.

I am sorry you had to go through this but these drugs are not toys to be trifled with.


New people to this scene who are reading this should take heed. This is what happens when you overdose on some of these substances. Know your substance, dosage and your limitations. Failure to do so can be disastrous.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: karode13]
    #21691848 - 05/17/15 06:46 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Damn dude you were so excited :sad: you had a good run buddy! Hopefully you will make your way back to the psycedelic experiance at some point


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: Rebelutionsssss]
    #21692003 - 05/17/15 07:29 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Thanks everybody for your support. I did push the limits and I was very irresponsible and I knew it then, and know it now. I'm not exactly sure why I had the reaction I did, but I hope people can at least learn from my mistakes.

This has been really rough for me and my loved ones especially. Thankfully, I have a lot of support from my friends and family or else I don't think I would have made it. My eyes are watering like mad just writing this out haha.

I almost messed it up for all of you as well. I don't want to draw any negative light towards this community either. I love you guys.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare]
    #21692014 - 05/17/15 07:32 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Good to see you again.

At least you didnt die :shrug:

Syrian Rue should not be played with lightly. AndyApex, you learned a hard lesson this weekend.

Get well soon bud :thumbup:

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Re: My Final Report. [Re: LogicaL Chaos]
    #21692619 - 05/17/15 10:16 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

How's your throat from the intubation? How long were you in the hospital for? Less than 48 hours from dosing to intubation, waking up in ICU and being home is SUPER fast. Plus just curious where are the drug charges coming from?


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: Rewindicus]
    #21692629 - 05/17/15 10:20 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

:whathesaid:

Yeah I really would like more info as well if you don't mind Apex!


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: Rewindicus] * 1
    #21692967 - 05/17/15 11:52 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

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Rewindicus said:
How's your throat from the intubation? How long were you in the hospital for? Less than 48 hours from dosing to intubation, waking up in ICU and being home is SUPER fast. Plus just curious where are the drug charges coming from?





My throat is pretty rough, but it's a lot better than it was yesterday.

Initially, I was in taken to  the ER. I was then moved to the ICU. I was put under around 5:00am using the max amount of morphine because I was metabolising it very quickly. I couldn't breathe on my own so they put me back under. I couldn't breathe on my own at noon, but I started to wake around 1:00. They then pulled the tube out I think around 3:00pm. I was also on a drip the entire time I was in the ICU.

I had to spend 24 hours in the ICU mandatory after being taken off of the vent (I think at least). I was there for about 33 hours total. I was discharged around 2:00pm this afternoon where I came back to my trashed apartment. I have a copy of a search warrant where they took all of my jars and other paraphenalia.

I am already on probation. So, this probably isn't going to go over smoothly.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare]
    #21692983 - 05/17/15 11:56 PM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Ohh no! Shit! I hope you don't wind up in jail. So you were causing a ruckus and the police showed up at your place? Money usually clears these things up, do you have a lawyer or a good stack of cash?


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: Matt87]
    #21693006 - 05/18/15 12:06 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

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Ohh no! Shit! I hope you don't wind up in jail. So you were causing a ruckus and the police showed up at your place? Money usually clears these things up, do you have a lawyer or a good stack of cash?




I don't think I'm going to go to jail. But, you never know. I'll have a lawyer.

My friends called 911 when they realized I was gasping for air because I couldn't breathe and was writhing around on the carpet. I have terrible rug burns all over my face and my knees and elbows. I look tragic.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare]
    #21693033 - 05/18/15 12:12 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Gosh. I can't say I've been THERE, but we all can probably relate to going too far. I really feel for ya.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare]
    #21693098 - 05/18/15 12:32 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

:badmanthisfeels:

Do you think it was vasoconstricion caused then if you were having trouble breathing? What did they say was the cause in the hospital?

Also doesn't it seem like morphine would not be good to mix with maoi's? I couldn't find a straight answer except that some are definitely not safe.


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You know how it feels, With the breeze of the sun in your eyes. Not minding that time's passing by

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I talk to myself, I need nobody else. I'm lost and I'm mine, yes I'm free


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: musiclover420]
    #21693114 - 05/18/15 12:37 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Honestly, I've felt the inability to breathe while on heavy trips before so it isn't very new to me. I had a terrible repeating thought loop on one of my last mushroom trips and it had me gasping for air as well. Like I forget to breathe or something.

I've never been on morphine and know nothing of it so I couldn't tell you. All I know is I never want to be in a hospital again.

It's been an emotional roller coaster these past couple days. I've never felt so many emotions in my entire life. I'll take a huge positive out of this final trip. I know there are so many people that care about me. So, that'll last me a lifetime :smile:

I'll still hang out here with you guys and give the newcomers some of my wisdom. Hopefully, I can steer a few people in the right direction after this whole ordeal.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare]
    #21693130 - 05/18/15 12:41 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

My ninja. Good man.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: Matt87]
    #21693145 - 05/18/15 12:47 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

This reminds me of my third trip. The first two were amazing and I didn't think anything of it, wound up passing in and out of consciousness in different places fighting for every breath. Again.. I'm glad you are OK. I hope they drop that case or fucked up somewhere along the line too.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: Matt87]
    #21693168 - 05/18/15 12:59 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

yeah bad idea mixing syrian rue with lsa thats just asking for trouble.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: SleepyE]
    #21693208 - 05/18/15 01:21 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

There are plenty of reports of people doing it :shrug: I have even tried rue with woodrose before more than once and had a great mellow time. I tend to dose cautiously though.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: SleepyE]
    #21693212 - 05/18/15 01:21 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Do you remember any of the trip itself?


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: BigHeart]
    #21693231 - 05/18/15 01:34 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

I do. I don't really want to talk about it right now though. I'll try to put it in words tomorrow for you guys. I need to snag some much needed Z's though.


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare]
    #21693242 - 05/18/15 01:39 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

was this your first attempt at pharma?


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Re: My Final Report. [Re: ApexNightmare] * 2
    #21693243 - 05/18/15 01:41 AM (8 years, 9 months ago)

Glad you're ok and learned a valuable lesson, get some rest and take it east man.

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