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Connoisseur

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(L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling
#21684578 - 05/15/15 08:12 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Whats good everyone?
Just got my new skateboard in the mail today, havent had a new complete set up in years. Gonna be a good summer to get back into skating!
Right now im just chillin out bout to watch a movie with some homies and get a pizza.
What yall up to?
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Malcolm_Xtasy
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Connoisseur]
#21684592 - 05/15/15 08:17 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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LOL I love the title of this thread. What's up dude? Im at a local bar watchin the golden state Gm and killing a few beers. its gonna be a chill night for me. I got way too fucked up last night
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Connoisseur]
#21684599 - 05/15/15 08:19 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm watching anchorman 2, contemplating sleep.
I haven't really skated in like 9 yrs. I kinda tried to do some stuff last yr on my friend's board. Couldn't even do a kickflip anymore. I was really proud of my kickflip back in the day.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Connoisseur]
#21684601 - 05/15/15 08:20 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
Connoisseur said:
Just got my new skateboard in the mail today, havent had a new complete set up in years. Gonna be a good summer to get back into skating!
what kinda deck, trucks, bearings you rockin homeslice?
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Lucis]
#21684617 - 05/15/15 08:24 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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just ordered a new 6000 grit kingstone. cant wait for that fucker to arrive
other than that... drinking rum n OJ and watching Mad Men
Edited by Adolin (05/15/15 08:24 PM)
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Adolin]
#21684636 - 05/15/15 08:29 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Nice LNC title
Whats up. im finally chilling out,
Drinking coors in the gold can.
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VivaLaMushie
RIP LS :(



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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Mental Taco]
#21684674 - 05/15/15 08:40 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm quite possibly having the worst month ever, in my entire life.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21684686 - 05/15/15 08:44 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I hate things with wheels.
Tonight I've been drinking some Lagunitas Daytime IPA and lemon shanty shocktop. The homies left though. They were supposed to come back but it's getting late. Whatever. Point is I got time to fuck my plastic vagina I bought,take xanax,soma,opiates and drink to my hearts disire 
Also I'm watching movies I never had the time to watch like hunger game and Desolation of smaog. Going to smoke a fat joint and drink more  Quote:
VivaLaMushie said: I'm quite possibly having the worst month ever, in my entire life.
Sorry you have been going through so much stuff.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21684703 - 05/15/15 08:48 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Ah..
We all have our bad times 

youve been exercise ing? i cant reccomand that enough for a positive mood
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21684731 - 05/15/15 08:55 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Quote:
VivaLaMushie said: I'm quite possibly having the worst month ever, in my entire life.
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TopPmz
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Quote:
Seriously_trippin said: I hate things with wheels.
Tonight I've been drinking some Lagunitas Daytime IPA and lemon shanty shocktop. The homies left though. They were supposed to come back but it's getting late. Whatever. Point is I got time to fuck my plastic vagina I bought,take xanax,soma,opiates and drink to my hearts disire 
Also I'm watching movies I never had the time to watch like hunger game and Desolation of smaog. Going to smoke a fat joint and drink more  Quote:
VivaLaMushie said: I'm quite possibly having the worst month ever, in my entire life.
Sorry you have been going through so much stuff.
Definitely watch desolation of smaog on MXE. My friend insisted that we do it, and it was one hell of an experience.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: TopPmz]
#21684820 - 05/15/15 09:18 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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@ the title!
that counselin' betta' be intinsive YO!
watchin' BLOW wif johnny depp!
not smoking weed!
I quit weed!
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VivaLaMushie
RIP LS :(



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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: SunnyD]
#21684838 - 05/15/15 09:23 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I'm seriously about to go put myself on a 5150.
Too much arguing, too much stress.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21684845 - 05/15/15 09:27 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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why would. you put yourself on psychatric hold?
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VivaLaMushie
RIP LS :(



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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: SunnyD]
#21684869 - 05/15/15 09:33 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Because the world is fucking crazy and it's taking me on the entire ride over and over. It won't let me off. I just don't feel like myself. I haven't been this depressed in a long, long time.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21684906 - 05/15/15 09:42 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Ive been in horribly dark places in 2014 at a certain point i think i was trying to kill myself with insane drug combos
shit always gets better after a certain point just dont give up
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VivaLaMushie
RIP LS :(



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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: SunnyD]
#21684918 - 05/15/15 09:46 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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I want to give up but am too much of a pussy to do anything. I don't even have ammo for my gun.
I try to think about the things that make me happy like my cats, niece and grandma. Thinking of the pain they'd feel if I ever did something makes me feel worse.
Especially because im really close to my male cat.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21684929 - 05/15/15 09:51 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Dont talk like that..
things will get better what has got you down?
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VivaLaMushie
RIP LS :(



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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: SunnyD]
#21684944 - 05/15/15 09:56 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Boyfriend wont even look or talk to me. He'd rather find something new or old to scream in my face almost every day. It's hard when you feel so degraded for so long by someone you love.
Today was just another disaster.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21684960 - 05/15/15 10:03 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Goodluck Viva. It always sucks to hear of people contemplating suicide.
Much love and if you ever want to talk to a stranger, I'm here.
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Connoisseur

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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Lucis]
#21684964 - 05/15/15 10:04 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Just watched the movie lucy, gotta say it was fantastic! Wanted to watch it for a while now, the trailers when it first came out made it look good but it was even better than I had thought.
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Fennario said:
Quote:
Connoisseur said:
Just got my new skateboard in the mail today, havent had a new complete set up in years. Gonna be a good summer to get back into skating!
what kinda deck, trucks, bearings you rockin homeslice?
shut nyc deck venture trucks bones reds bearings
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Connoisseur] 1
#21685015 - 05/15/15 10:17 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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anyone rick and morty fans seen this yet?
Simpsons Couch Gag | Rick and Morty
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Connoisseur

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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: zZZz]
#21685030 - 05/15/15 10:22 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: VivaLaMushie]
#21685062 - 05/15/15 10:32 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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VivaLaMushie said: Boyfriend wont even look or talk to me. He'd rather find something new or old to scream in my face almost every day. It's hard when you feel so degraded for so long by someone you love.
Today was just another disaster.
that sucks
i right now have no friends that id call close in my real life it defiantly holds me back socially but atleast im notnshy
feelings like that suck but no reason to throw your life away
never try to put your source of happiness onto another but having someone you love helps alot
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: SunnyD]
#21685174 - 05/15/15 11:01 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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viva relax.
if your going to have a gun shoot it responsibly.
you will get through this.
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: rackem]
#21685235 - 05/15/15 11:20 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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unless your faceing prison you shouldn't bitch
face 13 years in prison flat time then tell me about depression and anxiety
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Quote:
learning sponge said: unless your faceing prison you shouldn't bitch
face 13 years in prison flat time then tell me about depression and anxiety
dont be so hard on her while shes down
not to demean your point though
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Connoisseur

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ya nothing compares to the feeling of knowing you may have to face time
except the feeling of knowing you definitely have to face time
thankfully ive only experienced the first of those two things
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Re: (L)ost (N)egro (C)ounselling [Re: Connoisseur]
#21685292 - 05/15/15 11:36 PM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Been a trying week. Thankfully, I got to blow off some steam at a conference today. Going for a nice hike tomorrow in rocky mountain national park. I feel on the verge of another large life transition, to what I do not know. I've been emailing with my super wise uncle who lives in the NW and he suggested to start journaling to iron out my thoughts flying through my head. Going for a big climb next weekend if the weather is at least bearable. Colorado has been getting hammered by winter storms. Somewhat unfortunately, my June is entirely locked down so no mountaineering for me. As some consolation, got 2 nights of Panic, Sonic Bloom, my best friend's wedding, and my entire mom's side of the fam in town in June. Could be worse .
Sorry to hear of your recent struggles, Viva. Don't lose sight of the temporary nature of all struggle and life itself, and make sure you keep doing the little things that please you, even if the pleasure is no more than a flash of relief. That has helped me get through great struggles. Feel free to me if you ever need anything.
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