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vacantrain
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4.5g of cubes, my first batch
#21677357 - 05/14/15 12:58 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Hi everybody,
I have been growing some of my own cubes with the help of some Teks and helpful forum members. I had done shrooms twice before many years ago, but I don't think they were that potent, I have no idea of the doseage, and I had done zero homework on what shrooms were about-roomies just came home with some.
So it took months to cultivate and fruit my crop, dry them, and get a day off alone where I could make the perfect set and setting to really explore the mushroom. I think I did it pretty much perfectly, because my initial fear of not knowing what would happen...when I started really tripping, it was so beautiful, and like real magic, that I cried because there was no way I was going anywhere negative. I felt elation, like going to Disneyland instead of jail or something.
Before I get in depth on the trip itself, the setting- I set out snacks, drinks and my tablet on the coffee table, and laid out some movies so I could easily play them if I felt like. I also had a notepad and pen, but after a while I got too lazy to write things down, and the mushroom was talking too fast anyway. I felt a bit bad I was trying ti document instead of just experience everything to it's fullest. I was super comfortable under blankets on the couch, I had an empty stomach from the night before and tripped from 8am to noon. I stared through the blinds at the sunlight and trees peaking in, and it was breathtakingly beautiful, I could not move because I was in awe at the sunlight looking like shards of glass with such bright colors like gems.
After hearing some audible hallucinations (a dragonfly flew through my ear and out the other children laughing), the mushroom started speaking directly to me. Not quite audibly, but what I imagine telepathy must be like, I just knew in my brain as easily as a conversation what it wanted me to know. What was so shocking to me, was that it was not all just self-reflective, some of the subjects it talked about at length like human reproduction, I have NO interest in, I have no idea where it came from.
The one thing I had no idea would happen, and fascinated me the most is very hard to describe, but I really want to know if anyone else has ever experienced this? I was watching some random videos on YouTube, just trying to lighten the mood from heavy stuff. But no matter what video I was watching, the secret double meanings of every sentence were what the mushrooms wanted to talk about! It felt like the youtube video narrator was secretly talking to me, and occasionally talked directly to me about my trip!
I also listened to the Bladerunner Soundtrack 3 times in a row, and it was beautiful beyond words. I can't listen to any album three times in a row sober, but it felt like I was hearing music for the first time.
I know I am not doing the trip any justice, but I'm sure some of you understand. I think next time I will try 5.5g, then after that I want to try a mellow 3g to see what that is like. 
Thanks for reading!
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Matt87

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Re: 4.5g of cubes, my first batch [Re: vacantrain]
#21677419 - 05/14/15 01:48 AM (8 years, 8 months ago) |
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Not so much the secret messages, but I do enjoy music tripping. Too much in fact. Any time music touches my ears I start involuntarily dancing like crazy.
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treewitch
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Re: 4.5g of cubes, my first batch [Re: vacantrain]
#22637625 - 12/10/15 09:00 AM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've had dragonfly experiences multiple times on shrooms. A couple times I've had the sensation of being a dragonfly with first person vision and then snapping back to "reality". Apparently they represent the desire to explore the unknown, which is no surprise to me considering how frequently they appear to me in relation to psychonautics.
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vacantrain
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Re: 4.5g of cubes, my first batch [Re: treewitch]
#22657040 - 12/15/15 12:34 AM (8 years, 1 month ago) |
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I've never heard that about Dragonflies before, very cool! The desire to explore the unknown is the entire reason I am so fascinated by the mushroom...if all they did for me was show weird colors, I wouldn't be interested.
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