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Grey F0X
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Registered: 05/05/15
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Last seen: 9 years, 14 days
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Unease Around Take-off
#21638053 - 05/05/15 03:13 AM (9 years, 15 days ago) |
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Here goes,
First off Hello everybody i just stumbled across this forum this morning and read a couple of posts. Seems like some loving insightful information around here so i thought i would come seeking advice and hopefully share my experiences over time.
My concern at the moment is a dire irrational fear of blasting off. My first DMT experience was 2 and a half years ago now. Not unknown to other psychadelic cultures but this first one was as profound as all of the previous combined. Besides an abduction via Psyclacybin In a remote Aussie town '13. Thats another tale....
So here i was yesterday after sitting with the pipe out for an hour loaded and in front of me. And i just couldnt bring myself to go there it was around 3.30 in the after noon and i have covered the substance in a healthy dose of changa too in an effort to add more to the recall ability. The previous journey i had a couple of weeks ago resulted in me licking the substance too heavily with the lighter and it ignited and even as i blew off i knew there was something wrong . I came away from it with a major feeling of guilt as if i had poked my winkie into the fabric of reality and not gained anything productive from it.
Whereas the initial doses i started taking a month or so back were really healing me and various areas of my mind/ brain interaction. As well as some extraterrestrial fun. And a few hard hitting truths on temporality.
The successful ones were great and really kickstarted a yearning in me, i just wander whether this is a conscious block that i just need to break through or wether it is an innate fear which has never been installed previously. One thing i might add is that the time it went 'wrong' i was on my own and previously i had a deeply close friend with me. I have thought this over numerous times in the past few weeks and i am really looking forward too my next journey. I just need to get ma boom boom love vibe on
Thanks alot folks for giving me the space to share here
Much love
EL
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thoraxx
Wizard


Registered: 12/27/13
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Loc: Bavaria
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Re: Unease Around Take-off [Re: Grey F0X]
#21638226 - 05/05/15 05:15 AM (9 years, 15 days ago) |
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Seems like most people get the blastoff jitters and theres really nothing wrong with that, its a sign of respect thats definately warranted with DMT If youre worried about not vaping it properly, aside from experience theres a bunch of tools you could get to make it easier; build a machine/key 2, get something like a healthstone for your pipe or just go all out and buy a GVG or some cheap electric vape for 100% efficiency every time
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lurkmode
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Registered: 05/20/08
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Re: Unease Around Take-off [Re: thoraxx]
#21638466 - 05/05/15 07:59 AM (9 years, 15 days ago) |
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these days I can barely get up the nerve to do it if I haven't had a couple drinks.
the first time I did it I wasn't nervous at all. Ever since - and because I know of its power - it gives me the jitters.
it's weird because after I do it I think to myself 'I can't believe I was nervous ... that was amazing'.
I would much rather drink ayahuasca!
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