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My First Hallucination (sober)
    #21571111 - 04/20/15 10:04 AM (9 years, 30 days ago)

If you've seen me around here you might know that I am striving to achieve holarity - in most of life but also in dream-reality. Hallucinating is something I've worked to make my mind "do"

So I just had an amazing yet extremely frightening experience

So I was laying in bed. I had initially woke up four hours before. I had spend those four hours MOSTLY squirming in discomfort

At around 10:30, I remembered that I just had a dream.

In reality - a friend I just got in a fight with showed me some glass he blew

In my dream - a similar friend who is way too into drugs and dealing showed me the glass he blew

I think I ripped DMT out of one, and I remember "Seeing" into the bowl as I ripped it somehow, and seeing almost like a portal stretching the neck and like an eye at the end of it. Pretty cool.

I woke up, remembered this, and then closed my eyes. I saw a detailed greenish yellow eye. I opened my eyes, and I saw two MASSIVE spiders coming down from the ceiling. I was wondering how they were so big, and then I realized that it must just be my perspective. They're descending right onto me! Holy shit! (this is also important because I recently contemplated the return of the spiders - vowing to let them bite me, I need to extend my need of love. I kinda forgot this and killed two spiders though)

But here's the craziest part. When I got up - I kept my eyes on the spiders. They inverted on themselves (kinda like the image of a spider curling its legs - but grosser and imagine it continues curling in.)

So the spiders disappeared from reality.


I JUST HAD MY FIRST HALLUCINATION!


The problem is - I didn't control it. In fact - I thought it was real and it actually SCARED me.

Im a little worried now
1. I didn't think I would be hallucinating this soon. I thought I would have better control of mind-body-soul before that happened

2. I need to find a way to harness these hallucinations before they begin to interfere with my life. I don't know how, at least not for sure.


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21571156 - 04/20/15 10:18 AM (9 years, 30 days ago)

http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread878231/pg1

Actually seems quite common. The spiders specifically which is weird.

I hallucinate all the time, but never spiders upon waking up.

Most likely you fell back to sleep really fast and had a quick dream, then the spider thing when you woke up.
Falling back asleep in the morning is the easiest way I've found to lucid dream. I'm able to dream but I think consciously at the same time. Pretty much able to make anything and everything happen in a dream at this point if I get there.
Was able to fly around and control my flight once. But I had to point my finger in the direction I wanted to go.

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: GreenRabbit]
    #21571280 - 04/20/15 11:07 AM (9 years, 30 days ago)

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http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread878231/pg1

Actually seems quite common. The spiders specifically which is weird.

I hallucinate all the time, but never spiders upon waking up.

Most likely you fell back to sleep really fast and had a quick dream, then the spider thing when you woke up.
Falling back asleep in the morning is the easiest way I've found to lucid dream. I'm able to dream but I think consciously at the same time. Pretty much able to make anything and everything happen in a dream at this point if I get there.
Was able to fly around and control my flight once. But I had to point my finger in the direction I wanted to go.





the thing is - I also initially thought I had a small dream, but there are a few things that don't add up

1. I knew I was awake - I was completely aware of my state and had only closed my eyes briefly, I had been trying to fall asleep more recently but my body felt too weird.
2. What I saw with my eyes closed was MUCH less vivid than the spiders. The spiders still had weird looking legs - thick and flat that narrowed down to points - so they looked more cartoony - but still real enough.
3. This is THE reason I don't believe it was a dream. When I saw them, I almost instantly got up. It took me like 5 seconds to process what the fuck was happening and why those spiders were so big! It turned out they weren't above me, but they were about a foot to the left of my bed, which is the only side off my bed. I bolted to the side of the spiders - and they didn't just disappear. I don't think my mind had made their side perspective - so thats not what I saw, but instead it looked like the shape of 20 spider legs curling in on each other - almost like a dustball except it was brown - like the spiders. It inverted in on itself and shrunk and disappeared. This all happened after I got up. I was standing - awake, and I didn't go back to bed after that. I went upstairs, peed, and then wrote this

In my youth I had "similar" experiences, but no where NEAR as real as this was

for example once when I was having a pseudo-nightmare, I woke up with one eye, and continued to dream in the other for a good 20 minutes. Maybe not that long, it was years ago

I have also continued to feel something, like something punching my back, as I wake up from a nightmare.


But in all those situations, I had powerful, REM dreams. This time I did not. I was able to tap into my CVE imagination because I was close to the sleep state - and the spiders defending from my ceiling - which is my primary OVE control practicing medium - as it is spackle, patternless yet full of pattern, with complex and heavy contrast of light/dark that can easily overstimulate the eyes.


I just cannot say this is a dream however. Everything except the spiders were consistent with the real world.


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: GreenRabbit]
    #21571299 - 04/20/15 11:17 AM (9 years, 30 days ago)

Ive also been actively teaching myself and my mind to realize that this world is malleable to my will and desire - I just need to find and "Feel" all aspects of my being, and then master them. But I was not prepared at all to hallucinate.

Hallucinating was something I always wanted to experience. I thought shrooms would provide that - but I was wrong. Eventually, I took DMT, and I hallucinated once. I saw/felt three dead bodies pooled in blood in my room. I have not hallucinated since

I don't even have consistent control of my perceptions. Sometimes I can get a pattern to expand/contrast, sometimes not. The furthest I got while sober was getting my spackle ceiling have rows of it flow like waterfalls, but have never gotten anywhere near that close since.


I guess I'm just caught off guard by how fast I'm progressing - and Im worried that I might progress to fast - faster than I'll be able to manage.

The fact that I was scared by my first hallucination heeds me to proceed with greater caution


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21572048 - 04/20/15 02:30 PM (9 years, 30 days ago)

True dreams only occur in REM sleep and are usually forgotten, unless woken up during REM. Nightmares tend to wake people up so they remember them vividily. Hallucinations are possible during stage 1 sleep and I suspect that is what happens when you try to hallucinate in the morning and close your eyes.

As for the spiders thing, thats something I don't experience, but it seems to be a hallucination that's common when some people wake up

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: GreenRabbit]
    #21574129 - 04/21/15 01:05 AM (9 years, 29 days ago)

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http://www.abovetopsecret.com/forum/thread878231/pg1

Actually seems quite common. The spiders specifically which is weird.

I hallucinate all the time, but never spiders upon waking up.

Most likely you fell back to sleep really fast and had a quick dream, then the spider thing when you woke up.
Falling back asleep in the morning is the easiest way I've found to lucid dream. I'm able to dream but I think consciously at the same time. Pretty much able to make anything and everything happen in a dream at this point if I get there.
Was able to fly around and control my flight once. But I had to point my finger in the direction I wanted to go.





I just read those other experiences

Mine was MUCH more realistic.

The spider was big, detailed, brown and tan. I could draw it for  you, its actually a pretty good cartoon spider design.

plus again, I didn't just wake up - I had been awake for a little bit when it happened


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21580412 - 04/22/15 02:16 PM (9 years, 28 days ago)

very very strange experience!

On last Monday (20th April) i had a strange dream in the morning hours prior waking up: i saw a fat spider i managed to kill but it disappeared. another one appeared right before my eyes. it looked nastier than the former one. i snapped after it with my left hand. it bite me with its huge teeth. suddenly i felt poisoned. i collapsed on the floor and got a paralysis starting from the left part of my body continuing to the right side. my heart stopped my breathing either. i then got this inner power which filled up my dead body and got alive again. i stood up and the next i cant recall what happened.

i am very thankful having this dream. it is a typical initiation into the under world since spiders represent the entry to the under world in shamanism, the world of raw forces and vitality.


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: Entersandman]
    #21582512 - 04/22/15 11:23 PM (9 years, 28 days ago)

I have vivid dreams very often, and can often remember them upon waking if i consciously try to recall them. A few times i've dreamt that i was in my best friend's house and that there were spiders spinning down on their webs from the ceiling. Also on high doses of benadryl i always see spiders crawling around just out of focus length away from me, but i can handle benadryl pretty well so i know they are hallucinations.

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: Cosmopolite]
    #21582676 - 04/23/15 12:58 AM (9 years, 27 days ago)

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I have vivid dreams very often, and can often remember them upon waking if i consciously try to recall them. A few times i've dreamt that i was in my best friend's house and that there were spiders spinning down on their webs from the ceiling. Also on high doses of benadryl i always see spiders crawling around just out of focus length away from me, but i can handle benadryl pretty well so i know they are hallucinations.




thats cool - but I've never hallucinated before. I was working twords it, but I didnt expect it to happen for another 1-2 years minimum, and I didn't control this hallucination, in fact it scared me. Plus the spiders were incredibly detailed, AND I wasn't dreaming, which is different than most "night terrors" that are reported so idk


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21582842 - 04/23/15 03:19 AM (9 years, 27 days ago)

I wouldn't worry about it too much, most people experience minor hallucinations over the course of their life, although yours seems to be pretty vivid.

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: Cosmopolite]
    #21585412 - 04/23/15 11:43 AM (9 years, 27 days ago)

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I wouldn't worry about it too much, most people experience minor hallucinations over the course of their life, although yours seems to be pretty vivid.




The reason I'm worried is because I was trying to achieve hallucinations, the combination of dream-states and reality, and I'm also trying to master mind-body-soul as well as my perceptions

I have only started trying to master my perceptions for a few months, and this hallucination scared me. I didn't control it, I didn't expect it, I didn't know it was fake until it was gone. well, I kinda knew, but I still ran away

The thing is - I want to keep working for my goals, but I need to find a way to control these events - I need to hallucinate on my own terms


edit: also I think its more than just coincidence that my first hallucination comes in my most potent mental "break," right after my most in-control and intense trip, and right after being drunk, and when I'm actively practicing control over my perceptions


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Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.




Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069

Edited by glimpee (04/23/15 11:45 AM)

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21585604 - 04/23/15 12:36 PM (9 years, 27 days ago)

why do you want to hallucinate? :smile:

also, a lot of the spiritual path to me is about surrender and allowing and stepping out of the way of an unfoldment sourced from higher levels. though i don't know if wanting to hallucinate and surrendering to that is something to be sought lol. visions can occur on the spiritual path, is that what you're aiming for? in which case, i think visions come not when we want them to but when there's a higher purpose for their occurrence :smile:

best wishes :laugh:


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: deff]
    #21586162 - 04/23/15 02:27 PM (9 years, 27 days ago)

Quote:

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why do you want to hallucinate? :smile:

also, a lot of the spiritual path to me is about surrender and allowing and stepping out of the way of an unfoldment sourced from higher levels. though i don't know if wanting to hallucinate and surrendering to that is something to be sought lol. visions can occur on the spiritual path, is that what you're aiming for? in which case, i think visions come not when we want them to but when there's a higher purpose for their occurrence :smile:

best wishes :laugh:




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Don't try to force hallucinations
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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: GreenRabbit]
    #21587254 - 04/23/15 06:21 PM (9 years, 27 days ago)

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Quote:

deff said:
why do you want to hallucinate? :smile:

also, a lot of the spiritual path to me is about surrender and allowing and stepping out of the way of an unfoldment sourced from higher levels. though i don't know if wanting to hallucinate and surrendering to that is something to be sought lol. visions can occur on the spiritual path, is that what you're aiming for? in which case, i think visions come not when we want them to but when there's a higher purpose for their occurrence :smile:

best wishes :laugh:




Yes.
Don't try to force hallucinations
Meditate





I am not trying to force hallucinations, but I was trying to open my mind to that stuff like that can happen. Of course, I am not preaching my entire spiritual method.

But yes, hallucinating is part of my spiritual path. Mastery over mind-body-soul-perception-reality. Allowing my subconscious to send me messages in sober states - to realize true human potential, to know if this reality if final, etc.


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Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: GreenRabbit]
    #21587263 - 04/23/15 06:23 PM (9 years, 27 days ago)

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GreenRabbit said:
Quote:

deff said:
why do you want to hallucinate? :smile:

also, a lot of the spiritual path to me is about surrender and allowing and stepping out of the way of an unfoldment sourced from higher levels. though i don't know if wanting to hallucinate and surrendering to that is something to be sought lol. visions can occur on the spiritual path, is that what you're aiming for? in which case, i think visions come not when we want them to but when there's a higher purpose for their occurrence :smile:

best wishes :laugh:




Yes.
Don't try to force hallucinations
Meditate





I am not trying to force hallucinations, but I was trying to open my mind to that stuff like that can happen. Of course, I am not preaching my entire spiritual method.

But yes, hallucinating is part of my spiritual path. Mastery over mind-body-soul-perception-reality. Allowing my subconscious to send me messages in sober states - to realize true human potential, to know if this reality if final, etc.

Im actually frightened because I'm not even at the point where I WOULD try to hallucinate. Currently I "breathe with the world" making some patterns shift, expand/contrast with me, or slightly spin. Thats just part of my practice over mastery over perceptions. I did not expect my mind to even be capable of hallucinating for at least 2 years. If I were to hallucinate, I would want to in a controlled way.


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Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21593160 - 04/24/15 11:22 PM (9 years, 26 days ago)

Good luck on your path. Please don't be frightened, these hallucinations cannot hurt you. I once hallucinated while completely sober (not my choice or decision) that three ethereal copies of myself were standing a few feet away from me looking down and then looking at me, repeatedly doing this motion. Guess what? I didn't "win" reality when this happened. I still had to take shits every day, I still had stress and anxiety and I still was shit with girls.

I went pretty deep into dreaming, obes and what not, I can't think of anything valuable I really ever gained from it besides seeing some interesting things and having some pretty cool dreams.

What exactly are you trying to achieve? You want to be a shaman that controls reality? You want super powers?

I am thinking you do psychedelics. Trying to recreate psychedelics while sober can be harmful. Maybe instead of trying to master Reality, simply be a master of yourself. I've been on that strange path, because I rejected god, whatever that is, and tried to go my own way. The shitty part was that it was not a dead end, but an ever growing spiral into madness.

Be humble, my friend. The mystery reveals itself to no one.


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: EternalCowabunga]
    #21593425 - 04/25/15 12:57 AM (9 years, 25 days ago)

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Good luck on your path. Please don't be frightened, these hallucinations cannot hurt you. I once hallucinated while completely sober (not my choice or decision) that three ethereal copies of myself were standing a few feet away from me looking down and then looking at me, repeatedly doing this motion. Guess what? I didn't "win" reality when this happened. I still had to take shits every day, I still had stress and anxiety and I still was shit with girls.

I went pretty deep into dreaming, obes and what not, I can't think of anything valuable I really ever gained from it besides seeing some interesting things and having some pretty cool dreams.

What exactly are you trying to achieve? You want to be a shaman that controls reality? You want super powers?

I am thinking you do psychedelics. Trying to recreate psychedelics while sober can be harmful. Maybe instead of trying to master Reality, simply be a master of yourself. I've been on that strange path, because I rejected god, whatever that is, and tried to go my own way. The shitty part was that it was not a dead end, but an ever growing spiral into madness.

Be humble, my friend. The mystery reveals itself to no one.




People typically under assume the breadth of my goals, which is understandable as my goals are strange and I do not spend the time writing out all my theories and goals and what not.

Hallucinating in a small part in mastery over mind-body-soul

Simply, I am seeking answers. I am trying to "disconnect" my mind from the "false" teachings of society, master my being, and try to answer questions about the limits of man and the universe.

I wrote a lot of other stuff of this site - I doubt all of it is around though. If you really want to know more - look through my threads a bit, and I'll definitely answer any questions.

But I have to ask - how do you know recreating the psychedelic experience is dangerous? Especially considering you said hallucinating is not.

Ill go in a little deeper, Im not trying to really recreate a trip, I'm using the knowledge and openenmindedness as a reference point from which to convince my mind to open and look deeper. I'm trying to create a new trip - a sober trip.

I'm a cartoonist and musician - always will be (at least planning on it)

One goal of mine is to be able to create a character with my imagination, and see it in front of me. I know it is possible, I have seen the world with increased sensitivity, and I have dreamed in intense reality. The spiders also let me know. Pretty soon I'll probably start actually hearing songs as I think them up.

It's about inducing a controlled insanity for creativity, answers, self-improvement, passing time, the works. Plus I have theories that it might be possible to become a god-like figure if this reality is in fact a universal dream state


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Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.




Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21593428 - 04/25/15 12:58 AM (9 years, 25 days ago)

I also do all this because it brings fantasy into my real life, something I've always kinda needed, or at least wanted.

I am also learning a lot about myself and the world even if I am wasting my time on OBE stuff


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Just because I am arrogant does not mean I forget my place. It is how I choose to talk. I am not a monk. I am my own path, and I am without influence. Talk to me about my core being before you question my mental stability or life-choices. Chances are, they're only shocking to you because they don't fit your idea of what is.




Check out my Art Journal for some stuff I do http://www.shroomery.org/forums/showflat.php/Number/21647069

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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21594390 - 04/25/15 10:04 AM (9 years, 25 days ago)

I just talked to someone who apparently hallucinates often, his first hallucination was that of his spirit animal

Long questions short, could the spiders be my spirit animal? If they are - why were they descending on me? Is it more an interpretation of my fear than a menacing action? I bet none of you can even answer this aha


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Re: My First Hallucination (sober) [Re: glimpee]
    #21594579 - 04/25/15 11:06 AM (9 years, 25 days ago)

I am reading a book at the moment called From a Broken Web, and the author goes really REALLY deep into things. She is exploring how the patriarchy has caused us to disconnect from our deeper selves, others, other species, and the whole natural world.

She says that in Goddess mythology the spider was seen as very sacred and used as a metaphor for how interconnectivity is woven, ad there is the myth of  Spider Woman



So my point is that having vision of spiders is very powerful in a mythical sense

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' "Teleportation" experiments of the 1990s — where one electron has been "teleported" to another position — have also been cited as "experimental proof" of nonlocality. And in 2004, two independent teams of physicists — one at the National Institute of Standards in Colorado, the other at University of Innsbruck, Austria — announced that they had "teleported" the quantum state of entire atoms. While nonlocality still has its skeptics who state that "sufficient experimental proof" has not been offered, today the concept of nonlocality is assumed to be valid in quantum physics.

This realization was the deathblow for Newtonian physics as a model for the whole universe, since matter could no longer be considered to be individual and separate. Actions did not have to have an observable cause over an observable state. Nothing (at the quantum level) can be considered independent of anything else; all can only be understood in terms of their relationships to each other. The quantum model proposes that the universe exists as an interconnected web of relationships, forever indivisible, since nothing has any meaning by itself!'



Edited by zzripz (04/25/15 11:13 AM)

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