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Offlineblasdfa
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What am I looking for?
    #21555946 - 04/16/15 03:32 PM (9 years, 1 month ago)

Well, this all started back 1 year ago, when I first tried mushrooms. I started facing everything differently even tho I haven't seen many visuals, I felt the whole trip. I was scared at first but I was between good hands, really. I had some shroomies tea + ate some. I was stumped with what I've done, I was only 17 years old and I didn't felt ready just yet.

All went well, it was me, a friend and a woman (mother in law, funny right?). I've never laughed so much, we smoked some joints they tasted like CANDY :rocket:

I've never felt that way again so I am kinda starving inside, I am seeking something, I'm not sure about what yet.

I face a lot of difficulties, not to know what I want to do as a job, no interest for life cycle... I don't really know. I'm the type of guy, spreading a smile and jokes but deep inside, I'm just hurt to be born without knowing a motive just yet?

I'm really into mushrooms now (sorry for the poor trip report lol), I'm using them to try to connect better with my parents, with my sense of leadership and inner calm, overall with the world.

I'll be writing some more on these forums!

Have blessed trips guys

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Re: What am I looking for? [Re: blasdfa]
    #21556238 - 04/16/15 04:51 PM (9 years, 1 month ago)

Sounds like you are seeking a sense of purpose in your life.

I have been there, and still think about it from time to time.

With more shroom trips, u may dig deeper into what your "purpose"....


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Re: What am I looking for? [Re: LogicaL Chaos] * 1
    #21558634 - 04/17/15 07:29 AM (9 years, 1 month ago)

I think perhaps you need to do some traveling as well. Ground yourself with nature too, there are many guides on the internet about this. Which mainly involve being out in nature barefoot and really rooting yourself with nature, allowing toxins to filter through your feet into the ground. It may sound silly but every time my spirit is troubled it helps when I'm closer to nature it calms and centers my soul. Perhaps try a couple light shroom trips in nature, somewhere safe with a close friend.

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Re: What am I looking for? [Re: MushSicle]
    #21561499 - 04/17/15 09:59 PM (9 years, 1 month ago)

You sound like my 17 y/o self. Be careful where this journey takes you. Drugs are not always the answer, though you may find yourself if you do it right. I am 34 now and still have this hole in me that you speak of. I have not been successful in finding a way to fill the void and it is something that tares at me hourly. Don't get me wrong I have kids and a career, I'm not a bum. I just feel empty always have. That's what has brought me here. I am going to attempt to rip down some mental blockades through psychedelics and cognitive therapy.

One of my biggest mistakes was thinking that temporary fixes would make things better without ever finding out the root problems. I have no idea what most of these problems are or if there are any. But that is what I am hoping to figure out. In the past two weeks of tracking just my MJ use and meditating I have opened my mind to memories I didn't know of. Realizations of two issues I didn't even think twice of before. This can be a scary road to travel down but I think it is one must take in life to know themselves.

Trip safely and try not to abuse too much. Hey we all want to have fun but IT WILL psychologically catch up to you.

Trip


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Re: What am I looking for? [Re: TrippieHunter]
    #21563992 - 04/18/15 02:21 PM (9 years, 1 month ago)

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TrippieHunter said:
You sound like my 17 y/o self. Be careful where this journey takes you. Drugs are not always the answer, though you may find yourself if you do it right. I am 34 now and still have this hole in me that you speak of. I have not been successful in finding a way to fill the void and it is something that tares at me hourly. Don't get me wrong I have kids and a career, I'm not a bum. I just feel empty always have. That's what has brought me here. I am going to attempt to rip down some mental blockades through psychedelics and cognitive therapy.

One of my biggest mistakes was thinking that temporary fixes would make things better without ever finding out the root problems. I have no idea what most of these problems are or if there are any. But that is what I am hoping to figure out. In the past two weeks of tracking just my MJ use and meditating I have opened my mind to memories I didn't know of. Realizations of two issues I didn't even think twice of before. This can be a scary road to travel down but I think it is one must take in life to know themselves.

Trip safely and try not to abuse too much. Hey we all want to have fun but IT WILL psychologically catch up to you.

Trip




I guess I catched you up guys on the wrong idea, I'm not using drugs as an escape from reality. I'm fine in terms of how's my reality, I just want it to be defined, to have true interests and true purpose in this life and I do think mushrooms into their best introspective part might help me reach what I am looking for. Maybe I sound confusing since I'm confused myself already :smile:

It felt good to tear this off my shoulder already tho

Edited by blasdfa (04/18/15 02:22 PM)

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Re: What am I looking for? [Re: blasdfa]
    #21564075 - 04/18/15 02:41 PM (9 years, 1 month ago)

Hey guys, new here, I'm josh, 21 Australian and over here studying for college. I am used to getting trippy a lot in my spare time, although I have had zero luck getting shrooms. I live to far to drive to conveniently pick myself, otherwise I would have already. I am desperately seeking help.

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