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whattodo38
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Re: oz of shrooms in 1 week [Re: zZZz]
#21552334 - 04/15/15 06:12 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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I am was 20 at the time about to turn 21, i was working full time when i did them but only had one week until where i worked closed for the season. I had no experience with any other drugs besides weed prior to that week. i only actually tripped 3 times, other than that i was just eating small amounts periodically throughout the day. the week was great in the beginning it changed me for the better, made me much more thoughtful. found myself doing random acts of kindness and even striking up conversations with strangers something i never did before. but towards the end of the week things started to go sour. i became really delusional, had fits of rage, made of complete mockery of myself via social media. destroyed relationships with a lot of friends, and probably won't get hired back to my job this season due to that one week. i feel really dumb for even posting this on here but don't really know who else to ask. Thank you everyone for your input.
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TheScientificMethod said: Hmm. I'm sorry that you're going through these struggles.
Just so we have some context on your situation, could you tell a bit about yourself? How old are you? Do you work? What's your living situation?
My initial take on your post is that it has nothing to do with mushrooms whatsoever. I haven't really heard of "perma-fry" from mushrooms; they're not like acid in that way. A powerful mushroom experience can forever alter your perspective, but i don't think they produce physical changes in brain structure. As such, I'm inclined to think that it's the world around you that's causing you to feel that way--not the mushroom.
What was that week like? Did you take them all at once, a gram every hour, a few different trips? Did you have experience with psychedelics before then?
Totally sucks that you're feeling that way, but I really don't think that it was the mushroom.
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Re: oz of shrooms in 1 week [Re: stratocast]
#21552354 - 04/15/15 06:17 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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I knew I was going to try acid before DARE even blew through my school. The second I'd heard of it as a kid I was intrigued.
DARE didn't change my view on anything though. I felt entirely neutral when it was all wrapped up. Still didn't think I'd smoke pot but secretly knew I would eventually.
-------------------- Anyone got a lowpass filter in this biiiiash?
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Re: oz of shrooms in 1 week [Re: whattodo38]
#21552434 - 04/15/15 06:36 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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I am was 20 at the time about to turn 21, i was working full time when i did them but only had one week until where i worked closed for the season. I had no experience with any other drugs besides weed prior to that week. i only actually tripped 3 times, other than that i was just eating small amounts periodically throughout the day. the week was great in the beginning it changed me for the better, made me much more thoughtful. found myself doing random acts of kindness and even striking up conversations with strangers something i never did before. but towards the end of the week things started to go sour. i became really delusional, had fits of rage, made of complete mockery of myself via social media. destroyed relationships with a lot of friends, and probably won't get hired back to my job this season due to that one week. i feel really dumb for even posting this on here but don't really know who else to ask. Thank you everyone for your input.
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My personal opinion is that you may have ignited an underlying mental illness. I am not one of these people that is going to tell you that drugs are bad, or that they cause mental illness--most studies do not support this contention. However, it is reasonably well accepted that drug use (often cannabis) can accelerate the rate of onset for underlying mental illness or those individuals that are already experiencing prodromal symptomology. In fact, some experts believe that illicit substance use/abuse in individuals is a form of self medicating for pre-existing emotional distress and illness. I rather hope that I am wrong and that whatever it is that is causing your difficulties passes. If not, you should really consider seeking out medical help.
Best wishes,
Edited by pslyke (04/15/15 06:38 PM)
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