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billster84
fungi-consumi
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closure...something?
#2152873 - 12/02/03 07:28 PM (20 years, 3 months ago) |
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I am slowly realizing that I am losing my perception of linear time, which is to say I am realizing I never had a perception of time. Things are in limbo...no specifics though. I can often times not tell if I am dreaming or not. Perhaps this is all-too-common of the college freshman mind but I need something concrete to keep me going. I can't decide anything anymore, I don't know what kind of criteria to use or even how to find them. I found God through psychadelics lately but the connection often eludes me. Should I find solace in the fact that things will soon change?? But I don't know if they will change for better or worse...Do I need to trip to answer some of these questions? I would like to think I don't but I just may. I know answers are not something that can be given, only found but any advice concerning these issues would be helpful.
Listening to S&G - The Sound of Silence...good tunes...even they don't know. Does anyone?
sorry if its a kind of jumpy post, my thoughts are as well.
-------------------- ...in the middle of a world on a fish hook.
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Shroomism
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Re: closure...something? [Re: billster84]
#2152958 - 12/02/03 07:59 PM (20 years, 3 months ago) |
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Frog
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Re: closure...something? [Re: billster84]
#2153067 - 12/02/03 08:28 PM (20 years, 3 months ago) |
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I found college to be a step-by-step process. Life doesn't stop just because you're in college, even if you wish it would. And at times, I felt like I was in limbo. I was living semester to semester. Life was day to day. Hard to match them up, at times.
I had a revelation last year. Caused me to look back over my life and realize that even when I didn't know whatthefuckIwasdoing, I was still headed in the direction in which the Universe meant for me to be headed. I just couldn't see the final picture, or the end result. Um, I didn't take anything to see anything.
-------------------- The day will come when, after harnessing the ether, the winds, the tides, gravitation, we shall harness for God the energies of love. And, on that day, for the second time in the history of the world, man will have discovered fire. -Teilard
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billster84
fungi-consumi
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Re: closure...something? [Re: Frog]
#2153877 - 12/03/03 12:53 AM (20 years, 3 months ago) |
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strange times these are, thanks for the advice.
peace, the one you knew
-------------------- ...in the middle of a world on a fish hook.
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Positronius
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Re: closure...something? [Re: billster84]
#2153892 - 12/03/03 12:58 AM (20 years, 3 months ago) |
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"Perhaps this is all-too-common of the college freshman mind but I need something concrete to keep me going"
choose a field of work that you enjoy and develop your skills as much as possible. Be it Kung-fu or cartography, hard-work always pays off.
-------------------- and you know it like a poet, like....babydoll
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fireworks_god
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Re: closure...something? [Re: Shroomism]
#2154172 - 12/03/03 04:57 AM (20 years, 3 months ago) |
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Quote:
Shroomism said: opeth
Mmm... Opeth tastes oh so good.... Peace.
-------------------- If I should die this very moment I wouldn't fear For I've never known completeness Like being here Wrapped in the warmth of you Loving every breath of you
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