I'm very familiar with LSD and shrooms, taking a 10 strip of LSD is my drug and dose of choice and i've done it at least 2 dozen times. But that one salvia trip, god damn i'll never forget it, 6 years later i still remember it like it was yesterday.
My first year in college I was determined to try salvia so I drove down to my local head shop and purchased a gram of 40x Purple Sticky Salvia extract. I was alone in my room late at night and ready to go, so i packed a huge bowl with half the container of extract, roughly half a gram, torched the bowl in my bong and...
Darkness. There was no me, no existence, nothing, complete ego death. Everything I had previously known was completely gone, my identify was wiped clean, i had no body, no thoughts, no recollection that I had even smoked salvia, I suddenly became "it", merely an observing object. I was in sheer terror to say the least.
After I took that hit, I lost consciousness and was pulled from my body and found myself suddenly in space staring at our beautiful planet and suddenly I was surrounded by 4 entities that looked like energy.
These entities were dark, malicious and cruel and communicated with me telepathically while I gazed at earth. They said things like, why are you looking at earth man? Don't worry about that, you're never going back, earth isn't even real. You've never existed, you've always been here. Welcome home. They were laughing at me and enjoyed every second of my struggle.
At the same time, I came to realization that i've been an inanimate object, a physical component in some kind of mechanical machine; my life on earth was a brief dream to escape this hellish existence that was to last for eternity. There were these other components that were trapped just like me; they were alive, some were screaming, some told me welcome back man, you've always been here man, don't fight it man.. I wanted to scream my f*cking lungs out, had never felt so trapped or helpless.
Suddenly I woke up on my bed, drenched in water. I didn't even have time to set my bong down before blacking out so it had spilled all over. I tried to stand up and instantly lost balance and knocked over my dresser, and I heard a voice "what the f*ck is going on?" All i could think was that I was back and so happy to be back.
I'm contemplating trying salvia again, but has anyone had a similar experience? Salvia is no joke, as you all probably know.
Edited by progressivedreams (04/06/15 02:35 PM)
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That is one strong experience. If you were to try again, I'd suggest you start a lot lower dose. Salvia is tough if you just jump in. It can be quite disorienting.
If you try it gain , I wish you luck. I haven't had such a strong experience as I grow my own, I do want to try and go that far at least once.
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