|
Deviate
newbie
Registered: 04/20/03
Posts: 4,497
Last seen: 8 years, 8 months
|
Was this a kundalini awakening?
#21465635 - 03/27/15 01:34 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
I had an interesting experience today.
It was a noticing. I suddenly began to notice what was going on. Everywhere I looked or swam or shot forth at or near the speed o' light, there was always some things going on. Some aspect of LIFE happening and I found this to be ABSOLUTELY INCREDIBLE. But that ain't even the good part yet. Here come the good part. Something prompted me to look into me own heart, which I have spent years attempting to purify through invoking the blessed name of our glorious Lord Jesus Christ and receiving Holy Communion and shaktipat on a regular bases.
Anyway, when I looked into me own heart, I could almost sense something shift and rather than me meditating on God, I could feel the immensity, the brilliant blazing sun of the light of God intensively focusing itself on me. Then a golden ray of this brilliant light shot through the dark veil that covers my heart and my heart lit up and appeared as surrounded by rainbow colors to my inner eye and then suddenly everything began to turn itself on and come alive with divine goodness. The only way I can describe is that it felt like everything I've always wanted. It wasn't like one static thing that is opposed to something else, like being at the beach is nice but staying at home can also be nice but you cant be at the beach or stay at home both at the same time. you are forced to choose between them. This wasn't like that, it was like having everything you always wanted without any need to weigh pros and cons or change things around.
It was heaven. It was divine. It was the Kingdom of God. I felt fully surrounded by and supported by God. I felt like a divine being and I had access to immense wisdom.
So is that what the Kingdom of God is really like? If so it is so goood I am not sure if I can handle it. I keep thinking that it is too good to be true and it cant be. DOes anyone else struggle with this?
|
leery11
I Tell You What!


Registered: 06/24/05
Posts: 5,998
Last seen: 9 years, 1 month
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: Deviate]
#21465899 - 03/27/15 02:58 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
Now that is interesting, shaktipat but devotion to Jesus? At the Sivananda ashram during worship one of the chants we do is "om Jesus" and we have a picture of him by the altar as well as other aspects of the one divine.
The golden light is the light of Christ also called Buddha, and the white light is the power of the big bang and atomic creation of God. Tell me were you on drugs at the time? I've been seeking unity with God for a few years now and I meditate daily. You don't need to take wafers and whatnot that is not what Jesus is about, that's really a deception, the Catholics induced the DARK AGES and burned people alive, they are the most evil force on this planet just as bad as ISIL is if not worse, and they could have been giving us peyote or mushrooms as the sacrament all this time, they are responsible for a huge slump in man's unity with God, not a lot of people in Catholicism reach God as spoken by enlightened master Yogananda, some do, because at least they chant mantras.
I had a draem Jesuits had a ritual wh ere they fed young boys to large spiders, but then I went back to the dream and it was all an illusion and he said he was just learning how to startle children, well, its said Catholicism has aspects of pure Satan worship buried within it, if th at's true. They do have a ritual of circumcision which is just genital mutilation heinous and foul and they literally suck the tortured babies penis's blood with their mouths, its digusting, i've seen pictures of that.
No God wants people to be circumcised, male or female, no holy God anyway. Very few Christians reach enlightenment, but jesus is a Deity of Goodness.
-------------------- I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo! ....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human...... Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!
|
Deviate
newbie
Registered: 04/20/03
Posts: 4,497
Last seen: 8 years, 8 months
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: leery11]
#21466702 - 03/27/15 05:30 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
Thank you for acknowledging my experience and saying it was interesting. That means a lot to me actually, just to have someone acknowledge my experience.
I had smoked marijuana earlier in the day and was still a little stoned, but other than that, no drugs. Its quite likely the marijuana helped catalyze the experience, but experiences like that are certainly not the form for me when smoking cannabis.
I can't say I agree with the rest of your post. What do you mean when you say, you dont need to take wafers? Holy Communion is a powerful ritual in my experience. How is it a deception? Jesus broke bread and gave to the apostles in the Bible and then told them to do it in his remembrance. Are you saying this part of the Bible is somehow a fabrication?
I dont think the Catholic Church could have been giving us peyote and mushroom because peyote wasn't known in Europe until relatively recently in history and I dont know about the history of mushrooms in Europe but I think rather than blaming the church (as though it is the church's responsibility to introduce people to psychedelic drugs) we should ask ourselves why were not pyschedelics playing a bigger role in European and even american history until the 1960s? They were certainly known about that before then, I just read that mescaline was first isolated in the 1890s I think, so chemists and scientists obviously knew these compounds existed. I dont really understand why they didn't catch on until the 1960s.
Quote:
No God wants people to be circumcised, male or female, no holy God anyway. Very few Christians reach enlightenment, but jesus is a Deity of Goodness.
Circumcision was part of God's covenant with the Jews and I believe there was a spiritual reason for this at the time, such that it was to benefit them.
I agree that very few Christians reach enlightenment, especially the large lay CHristian populace. Personally I find Christian spirituality is more useful at making me a better, more loving, less selfish person with the right sorts of thoughts and the right sorts of hopes and dreams and the right sort of ideas then making me enlightened. In others word, for me Christianity is about integration more than realization.
I think if basic self-realization is yer goal, then you are going aboit it in somewhat of a roundaboat way if you attempt to reach that goal through the Bible for instance (and I say the Bibl not because is
It might be different if you were to look at say eastern monasticism. I read the Philokalia, and let me tell you, the folks were wrote that were pretty darn enligthened.
But anyway, I am suffering from a subtle running away. Even though the experience was heavenly beyond my dreams, I can tell that on a subtle level I am running away from God. Why do I do this and how to stop?
|
leery11
I Tell You What!


Registered: 06/24/05
Posts: 5,998
Last seen: 9 years, 1 month
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: Deviate]
#21466775 - 03/27/15 05:48 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
Circumcision servers man from his "chi", prana, life force , it is designed with the intent to control, I struggle with whether I think Satan is real or not but it is certainly a Satanic ritual and has nothing to do with God.
I know the truth enough to help a lot o lot of people and the truth is objective, take with it what helps you. You will receive a tremendously improved amount of sensitivity, functioning, and pleasure that is robbed and stripped away from you if you are cut and restore your foreskin through stretching methods, the Cat-II is the best device I've used.
It is vastly crucial for all who see these words to learn about what the foreskin is, remember when we gave natives small pox blankets? that is likened unto genital cutting and mutilation. www.thewholenetwork.org is an amazing resoruce, do peruse it
Now if a man who is of a well informed age and maturity decides he wishes to for some reason lose his vital connection to chi, the sexual life force, and have profoundly less sensitivity and pleasure, risking permanent injury, penis amputation, or sometimes death through the procedure then he can make that decision, but children are forced to do this against t heir will often in horrific anguish and pain. If you take a psychedelic trip try to see with your third eye the pain of these poor babies!
BABIES DIE FROM CIRCUMCISION, ponder that.
Jesus was an Essene, a lamp lighter. he noted accurately as taught in other traditions by other avatars of God of which Jesus IS, that the "kingdom of heaven is Within you" his initial practice was the laying of hands as credited in the Bible of "Baptism by fire" in which the dormant light of the crown chakra ( do you know about the chakras? do read about them ) is ignited. This allows one access to the Kingdom of Heaven. I do not trust the Bible and it is a book that only helps people in a certain range of consciousness while still being used to this day, forever no more I say, to harm people. You are aware of bigoted people that abuse in the name of Jesus, well, back to him being a lamp-lighter. In this Bible it is stated very clearly that "as many who received him, he gave them POWER TO BE SONS OF GOD" this is a most important verse, it goes in conjunction with his statements that "greater shall you do" , Jesus said no one was perfect but his Father in heaven.
Catholicism initiated the dark ages on planet earth and tortured and pillaged and stole wealth in the idea that we are evil and innately impure in danger of being tortured by God forever by fire if we do not immediately do everything the Church says, they would not let people read the Bible, they killed great men of God and tortured them by fire, they did not bring goodness to this world.
Now, for people who find a ritual sacred, it is, to a degree, and if you find that ritual to have meaning, do it. The harm in Christianity is that it is adulterated to not teach the entire truth, what we know of as the Bible is a ridiculously short amount of words about Jesus, such that you could breeze through it in a fwe hours of reading. This Bible contains virtually no instructions on how to attain true unity with God and isntead only produces FAITH. Faith in authority!
If the Kingdom of heaven is within, and that is Truth, and it IS truth, then how? There is no real answer to "how" within Christianity, it at best produces good meek and humble people and at worst has ruled the planet in tyranny and evil and wickedness for centuries.
People were blinded by dogmatic ritual and taught to obey authority through force.
Now, societies of intellectual and well educated people have always existed and it is probable inner circles knew of Peyote way before we think.
The dark side of the force has always demonized true paths to God as evil, and you will find Christians who are horrified at the idea of meditation even though it is the purest way to God, as Jesus himself did and countless other Avatars of God instructed.
One who meditates will find God eventually, but they will LOSE all their false ideas, and those false ideas are the bread and better of social control and it so happens there is more clarity in understanding God in other religions than there is in Catholicism or Protestantism, but I will give Catholics credit for reciting the Lords prayer on mantra beads, that is a good idea!
A small amount of tinkering would do Christianity a lot of Good, hell is incarnation into planes of karma based upon the consciousness decisions of free will beings, salvation is attaining to the light of God and / or having a direct relatoionship with an Avatar or Aspect of Form of God, sin is karma.
The people would question Jesus, who are you, are you John? they wanted to know if he was a reincarnated master. It is very foolish and unObjective to think that one is born only in one life time, be it as an aborted fetus, or as Michael Jackson, and that is the basis for their eternal destination, not how they lived, but if they adhered to a path given to them by force and threat.
If you prefer Christ as you form of God I would be happy to see you recite a Jesus mantra, because when you repeat the Name of God as a mantra you earn enlightenment, which is freedom from karma ( sin) and freedom from "hell" ( suffering, rebirth, reincarnation, and etc ) this is taught so clearly in yoga and the Bhagavad Gita, perhaps you would like to read it
In short, on Earth man is given the tools to attain to absolute Unity with God, and some hate the word God, rightfully so, but what it means is not some mans idea of a bearded dude that demands foreskin sacrifices, it means something that the intellect cannot really convey, it means the Absolute.
The Bible was compiled by error prone people with hidden agendas, it is filled with wrath, vengeance, and evil, so unbefitting of Christ, but it has been a tool of great torture and censorship of our relationship with Him.
Edit: Think of Christ as an enlightened man, be he a ray of God come to Earth or a man who earned unity with God to become a gret and/or perfect representative, it matters not! Imagine that Rome, a greatly evil nation, hated this man, as they did, and had him killed, as they did. Now imagine that after a while of torturing and killing and crucifying and raping his followers they realized they could cash in on this trend and created the Catholic church with AN INSTRUMENT OF TORTURE, THE CROSS, AS A SYMBOL OF THEIR DOMINION NOT BY LOVE BUT BY SATAN.
Instead of meditation to receive the Light they taught what they did and ruled for a long time with fear and evil.
There's an apt joke, "imagine Jesus coming back and seeing all these crosses on everyone, does he really want to be reminded of being tortured?"
There is so much to say about this censorship of our third eye and crown chakra, the fear of hell is a solar plexus chakra dogma of absolute force and coercion and obedience to authority without questioning OR ELSE, and all the ideas we have and books we read and scriptures are of the throat chakra, leading where they do.
God is happy with gay marriage, its just the truth, insofar as the marriage is of love and sincerity and devotion, "do unto others as you would have them do unto you"
Why do you think to this day child rape happens so much in institutions of Catholicism? They smuggle kids to and from themselves, there is a huge illuminati pedophile ruing being investigated in the UK right now.
I don't know if the current Pope is good or not, he seems that way, and may be responsible for dismantling the corrupt facest of the Church.
-------------------- I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo! ....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human...... Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!
Edited by leery11 (03/27/15 05:58 PM)
|
leery11
I Tell You What!


Registered: 06/24/05
Posts: 5,998
Last seen: 9 years, 1 month
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: leery11]
#21466828 - 03/27/15 06:01 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
Right now it is a lineage of insane or just evil Christians that is a great threat to America, Ted Cruz thinks he's a divine King, when we look at the KKK that is Jesus oriented, anti - gay marriage laws , my own state removed the right for ANYONE to get married UNLESS they are of an "approved" religion.
This has a lot to do with the illuminati, they use Islam, Judiasm, and Christianity ans instruments of social control to gain power. I cannot see a greater threat to everything America stands for than conservative ( intolerant, hateful, power hungry ) Christians and their political puppets.
Where does ISIL come from? Authority. Why would people criticize Obama for pointing out Christians did the same?
The idea to submit to authority that it is infallible is not Gods will.
Just like most Christians will never be Muslims or pick up the Qoran,
-------------------- I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo! ....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human...... Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!
Edited by leery11 (03/27/15 06:03 PM)
|
Deviate
newbie
Registered: 04/20/03
Posts: 4,497
Last seen: 8 years, 8 months
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: leery11]
#21467834 - 03/27/15 09:14 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
I have read the Bagavad Gita and I do practice a Jesus Mantra, called the Jesus prayer.
There are spiritual reasons why the Bible does not contain specific instruction on how to attain union with God.
THe Bible consists of sacred scripture, which is designed to reveal to us who God is. All scripture is capable of drawing someone into union with God through grace and insight.
For those who need specific instruction there is the teachings of the saints, there are books like the Philokalia.
Edited by Deviate (03/27/15 09:17 PM)
|
PocketLady



Registered: 01/18/10
Posts: 1,773
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: Deviate]
#21469830 - 03/28/15 10:43 AM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
It could have been kundalini awakening. Did you get an overwhelming sensation of energy rising from the root chakra? It sounds like perhaps you are starting to awaken your heart chakra. Directing your awareness there probably removed some of the blockages surrounding it. Weed is known to be very activating to the heart chakra.
There are three main barriers (granthi) or energy blockages within the body which need to be cleared and purified for kundalini to rise. They can be cleared through a specific practice. The first one is at the root, and the majority of people have to clear this first before they can experience kundalini awakening. Another of them is at the heart chakra. It is said that when someone totally unblocks the heart chakra that they get access to the inner guru, spirit, God etc. Sounds like maybe you got a taste of it
-------------------- Love is from the infinite, and will remain until eternity. The seeker of love escapes the chains of birth and death. Tomorrow, when resurrection comes, The heart that is not in love will fail the test. ~ Rumi The day we start giving Love instead of seeking Love, we will have re-written our whole destiny. ~ Swami Chinmayanada Saraswatir
|
Deviate
newbie
Registered: 04/20/03
Posts: 4,497
Last seen: 8 years, 8 months
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: PocketLady]
#21470118 - 03/28/15 12:35 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
yeah I think that was it. Everything has changed for me rapidly, I now see that I am developing spiritually and will eventually awaken but at the same time, there is a part of me that is just sick of suffering and also afraid to really let go. The more I let go, the more suppressed feelings and emotions flow into and of course I feel so much better after I let those feelings express themselves and flow through me but still some days I just dont want to deal with it.
It is like I am surprised by the gravity of life.
One question that has always puzzled me is why is life the way it is. Why does God exist and why is God so divine and powerful?
|
PocketLady



Registered: 01/18/10
Posts: 1,773
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: Deviate]
#21470167 - 03/28/15 12:54 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
Yeah I know what you mean. Letting go is totally liberating but maintaining the awareness to do it consistently can be very challenging. I don't know what stage you are at in your practice but you might find some of these articles interesting, because there are ways to make the whole process of releasing blockages and letting go much much easier which have been passed down through whispered teachings for generations. There is a whole website coming soon.
https://raziyahu.wordpress.com/
As for God, I guess only God knows the answer to those questions. We will probably only find out when it's time to return.
-------------------- Love is from the infinite, and will remain until eternity. The seeker of love escapes the chains of birth and death. Tomorrow, when resurrection comes, The heart that is not in love will fail the test. ~ Rumi The day we start giving Love instead of seeking Love, we will have re-written our whole destiny. ~ Swami Chinmayanada Saraswatir
|
MirinGains
Stranger

Registered: 02/18/15
Posts: 28
Last seen: 9 years, 1 month
|
Re: Was this a kundalini awakening? [Re: Deviate]
#21475277 - 03/29/15 04:17 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
|
|
What I've heard about God though is not what you regularly hear. You know how the world here is corrupt and people in power are basically God, same in the spiritual plane. It's chaotic, just telling you, a lot of entities deceive and pretend to be good.
|
|