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thirtygoats

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Became homeless 5 days ago.
#21443263 - 03/22/15 02:00 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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Well I was in a rehab facility for about 3 1/2 months and I found a bottle of prescription ibuprofen 800's that a homeless person left behind and I couldn't get any of the two people I asked to buy any so I threw the bottle away, then like 2 days later, one of "them" asks me if I had anything he needed to know about and I said no and denied and denied I tried to sell any and he tells the 2 guys to come in and they both said I asked them if I wanted to buy ibuprofens so it was pretty much decided that I would have to leave, which I felt pretty bad about at first but now I feel like a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders because I don't have to live in that hellhole of a religious circus they call a rehab. I feel better being homeless, carrying all my stuff in a black bag and sleeping in homeless shelters than I did being in there due to all the control, rules, etc (no mp3 players, phones, canned fruit, etc) just bullshit rules that made it almost like a prison being there.
So now I am 24 years old and homeless for the first time. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Nobody has tried to rob/kill/rape me and I found somebody with weed within 5 minutes of leaving the shithole. I now despise the bible more than I did before because of how unfair it was to kick me out just because somebody said I was trying to sell ibuprofen 800's. They didn't even find any ibuprofens but like I said, they are bible-loving losers. I threw a bunch of trash out the window, ripped up my graduation certificate (I graduated after being there for 90 days) and threw that out the window as well (but there is a ledge outside my window so it's not like it all just blew away in the wind) also threw out a bunch of other random shit I didn't need. Also wrote some stuff on my bunk that I slept in so they will have to spend time blotting it out with a marker. I sure hope I pissed them off as much as possible. I'm not one to get violent and go beat up somebody. I'd rather just steal from them or break something they own or attack them in a non-violent indirect way. I read in a book that that is what introverts do and I fit the stereotype of an introvert pretty well.
Been sleeping at Salvation Army and shelters like that. I'm probably gonna try to get into one of the "programs" they have there where you just live there and stuff. I deeply hate the fact that marijuana is not yet allowed or accepted here despite it being widely used by many different kinds of people. It's such a hypocritical fascist bullshit fuck that marijuana is not accepted yet. People smoke it out in goddamned public for fuck's sake and it doesn't even harm you. It might make you act funny or weird but atleast it won't give you cancer like cigarettes or kill you like vicodins and oxycontins.
Anyway... if anyone has any stories to share or advice or anything like that, feel free to post.
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Gilgamesh18
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: thirtygoats]
#21443269 - 03/22/15 02:02 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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I wish you the best of luck.
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: thirtygoats] 1
#21443274 - 03/22/15 02:02 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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I would lay off the weed..
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thirtygoats

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Gilgamesh18 said: I wish you the best of luck.
Thank you.
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Bitter Cactus said: I would lay off the weed..
Why's that? When I smoked it for the first time in like 5 or 6 months, I was too nervous to be around people so I hung out in the bathroom, which is what I wanted to do because I like to think when I get high and I need to be alone when I think because stupid people will ask me "Are you ok?" if I'm around them while high. I started regretting acting the way I did (throwing stuff out the window and writing on the bunk) and when I went to church at one of the homeless shelters, I actually enjoyed it. Weed can only help me but it hinders my progress because of drug tests.
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: thirtygoats]
#21443294 - 03/22/15 02:09 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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Your last focus should be on weed right now. The stuff holds you back.
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ThatKidWithTheFace
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: thirtygoats]
#21443308 - 03/22/15 02:13 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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Don't listen to BC. If you ask him, anything other than Meth is a terrible drug
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Pariahprose
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Why were you trying to sell ibuprofen? That doesnt make any sense. It simply sounds like to me that you were falling back into old habits and just ready to get high.
What was your drug of choice btw? Dont even say you were in rehab for weed, not saying someone cannot get addicted to weed, it does occasionally happen.
If your DOC was something other than one of God's many wonderful herbs, go have at it one good time and see how long you last.
My DOC was meth, and I know I can't do it at all. Even if I did it every now and then, my life kept getting progressively worse.
Not even trying to be a dick man. Just be careful out there and really think as to why you are going through with the action of your current choices in life.
Are you doing it because its the right thing to do? Or is your addiction fooling you into using again?
Best of luck my friend.
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Kicked out of rehab for ibuprofen? ... 
I came close to getting kicked out of a sober house a few times after rehab and let some friends crash with me after I left the place for a while when they eventually got kicked out. Hopefully you can find someone to let you do the same for a little while.
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Ibuprofen is a less harmful and addictive drug than the bible is to some people. They shouldn't be allowed to call themselves a rehab center. Trying to sell some probably wasn't your best idea OP, but something like that shouldn't have gotten you kicked out. Best of luck to you. Hit up all the shelters you can, swallow your pride, and get on your feet.
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: Drumdude27]
#21443369 - 03/22/15 02:37 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sure it's just an ibuprofen, but they're trying to create a drug-free environment
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yo dog I got these advil right here....
OP youll like SA better good luck and stay away from drugs...also get yourself a job
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I hardly consider aspirin a drug. Surely not a recreational or addictive one. I get they're trying to create a certain type of environment, but did they really have to kick him out? Did you get any previous warnings op?
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: thirtygoats]
#21443421 - 03/22/15 02:59 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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I would try to get financial aid and go to college if you can. You can get the Pell Grant as long as you are on your own, go on food stamps and welfare might help you out a bit til you can get your own spot. Go to social services and talk to a social worker. There are programs in place to help people like you, they aren't a fix but they make a shitty situation a lot better.
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Bitter Cactus
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ThatKidWithTheFace said: Don't listen to BC. If you ask him, anything other than Meth is a terrible drug 
Meth is a fun drug when you are homeless.
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ThatKidWithTheFace
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Bitter Cactus said:
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ThatKidWithTheFace said: Don't listen to BC. If you ask him, anything other than Meth is a terrible drug 
Meth is a fun drug when you are homeless.
No joke.
But so is weed.
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alright bro, here's my advice. being homeless sucks a big bowl of dicks, so start by calling up your family, tellthem that you're trying to get your shit together, and get someone to let you sleep on a couch or something. then, find yourself a job...any crappy job you can. Then, stick to weed as your only drug you do. When you've accomplished these tasks, start looking for a better job. A nice trade skill would be best. It doesn't matter if its cutting hair or laying bricks or whatever, just so long as its a skill that can be applied anywhere. Next, get the hell outta dodge. Seriously, move away to a place where the cops and shit don't know you. At this point you should be home free.
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Bitter Cactus said:
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ThatKidWithTheFace said: Don't listen to BC. If you ask him, anything other than Meth is a terrible drug 
Meth is a fun drug when you are homeless.
Ya, nothing like masturbating in your two story card board box in between finding $ for your next fix ~.~
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: Pariahprose]
#21443543 - 03/22/15 03:42 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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It's a good homeless drug cause it makes hanging around the city a good time and you don't need to sleep so you don't have to worry about finding a shelter overnight.
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Gilgamesh18
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Bitter Cactus said: It's a good homeless drug cause it makes hanging around the city a good time and you don't need to sleep so you don't have to worry about finding a shelter overnight.
Yea and then you crash .
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Re: Became homeless 5 days ago. [Re: Gilgamesh18]
#21443556 - 03/22/15 03:45 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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Gilgamesh18 said:
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Bitter Cactus said: It's a good homeless drug cause it makes hanging around the city a good time and you don't need to sleep so you don't have to worry about finding a shelter overnight.
Yea and then you crash .
Not if you keep getting higher!
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