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The trip that broke my brain [20 dried P. subaeruginosa]
    #21430875 - 03/19/15 12:04 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

So it was about 12 at night around about june 2014, and I'm sitting in my shed with two best mates who I'll refer to as S and C. Me and S had been out the week before and collected damn near 1500 psilocybe subaeruginosas over the course of three nights and with the help of another friend; I kept 200 for my personal use, meant to last me through the next several months. I dried them out with a desiccant to perfect cracker dry and packed them away in a dark cupboard.
So back in the shed, we were all keen to get on the shrooms, so we made a pact, and the pact was that for every shroom we ate, the other two people would have to eat the same amount, ultimately keeping us at the same dosage. We put a cap on 20, which we'd been told was equivalent to an LSD trip which none of us had done prior. And so we got to eating them by stuffing dried shrooms in empty gelatin capsules so they didn't taste so crap and we were at our cap of 20 in less than ten minutes.

Now for those who don't know, p.subaeruginosas are stronger than P.cubensis and a nice dose is about 4 shrooms, a strong dose is 8 (we never bothered with weight because we always picked our own)

So after about half an hour things start to get interesting. I look across at my mate and his face is blurred, nothing else, just his face, I tell S and he says it's the same for me, and then we all burst out laughing, after more giggles and good feels we decide to get up and go for a walk, none of us ever really liked sitting around during a high, and I liked the visuals more over the feelings. As we get up to leave the shed, I glance over into a mirror I had on the wall, and I'm just completely shocked about how damn ugly I am, it was like I could see every imperfection and wrong curve on my face and it made me really uncomfortable, but I dismissed it as a hallucination and off we went.
This is probably going to sound kind of cliche, but right next to my house is a cemetery, and on the other side is the town school which is where we wanted to go, but to our surprise none of us were having any god visuals yet so the walk through the cemetery went fine and we get to the school in one piece.

And then we looked at the sky.

We all saw it, I don't know how but there was this HUGE net, or more like a grid in the sky, like the ones you see in TRON, but it was real, like I could see through the fake sky and I was really seeing the grid behind it. It was so strange that we could all see this in the moon lit sky, it was just so amazing, and so me, S and C laid down in the middle of the asphalt basketball court to look up at the sky, the night sky was often where I would see my most detailed visuals, like once I saw the faces of apes (after a mad planet of the apes marathon) and another time I saw eyes everywhere, but this time is was just the grid and I felt like I would see more if I moved around.

I got up and S and C were tripping so good they didn't want to get up, they were just enjoying the crazy feelgood sensation and maybe seeing their own things in the sky. But when I got up and turned towards the school building there was what I had always dreamed of seeing while tripping.

A FUCKING DRAGON

And it wasn't just a shadow, this was a totally independent hallucination like nothing I had ever seen before, It was one of those Chinese dragons like you see at the festivals, and it was just swirling around in a ball a few feet off the ground. I just stood there and watched it for god knows how long, but when I turned away to call my mates over (even though it was a hallucination) I turned back and it was gone, so I headed more into the school in the pitch black. I walked through a hallway and came out on the other side. In this school there were two basketball courts with a two story rectangular building running between the two, and I had just walked into the second court, which had the center of it re-purposed into a childrens' playground. As I walked into the court by myself I see my next hallucination across the playground, and it's a wedding dress. Not a frilly one just a plain silk one. And there was no one in it. It was just hovering there. I was totally devoid of fear at this point and as I walked towards it I could hear my consciousness telling me that this is totally a scene from a fucking horror movie so I turned around and moseyed on up the stairs away from the freakish nightmare dress.

Now this is where things start to get bad.
I was pretty thirsty so I got to a drink fountain and had a few good sips and then realized that I also needed to pee, I found myself the side of a building and let rip. That's when I start to hear S and C giggling and whispering
"Haha oh my god look he's peeing himself"
"Holy shit he's all wet"
"That's so gross oh my god hahaha"
I freak out and look down at my dick.
And there is no dick.
Its just my arm, and its molded into my crotch, just one loop from shoulder to ballsack. I don't know what happened but somehow I got my dick-arm-thing detached and back in my pants and washed my hands at the drink fountain just in-case. I'm trying to feel my jeans if they're wet and I don't think they are but my sense of touch is all fucked up from the shrooms, everything felt the same, from asphalt to glass.

I can still hear my mates laughing hysterically at me, but I cant see them, and the court they were in is on the other side of school. I'm so confused and anxious so I jog back to the court to find S and C still in the middle of the court; they'd never moved.

I run up to S and tell him that I think I'm peeing myself, I cant feel any of my bladder functions, my sphincter anything! I cant tell if I'm holding something in or pushing something out! S turns his phone light on and shines it at my pants, which are completely dry, he tells me to relax and lays back down in the court with C.

I can't handle it so I run back to my shed through the cemetery all by myself, not giving a fuck. I get to the shed and run and throw a blanket over me and get into the fetal position across a couch, I keep trying to feel my crotch and look at it but I cant feel or see anything, I just don't know what to do so I repeat this endless turning around, grasping my crotch and then trying to relax only to start all over again.

I have no idea how long it was by the time my mates got back, but when they did they were glad to see that I was in one piece, they kept asking if I was okay and for some reason I kept telling them I was fine "Just wiggin out a lil" So they sat on the opposite couch in their own world, which seemed to be a repeating conversation going from them being in fits of laughter saying about how much fun they were having and how much they loved things to suddenly being literally gushing with tears and wailing (C's dad had died recently and apparently S's life wasn't going anywhere) it repeated over and over again for hours it felt like.
And then there was a knock on the door.

S and C froze and I somehow mustered enough willpower to get up and answer the door.

It was my dad, (he has insomnia) and has a bowl of freshly cooked chips and potato gems.

I put my hands up to his face and just say "please help me, I cant pee. I really need to pee"

he was totally unphased, hes just like "uhh okay" and he gives the other two the bowl of chips and leads me back up to the house where I finally went to the toilet.

I sat down in the tiny little cubicle and could see that my dick was in the bowl and I was not going to pee anywhere but there.
And I swear I pissed forever while the room swirled around me. I got into the lounge room and sat with my dad for an hour or so, just sitting, helping me come back to reality. He finally went to bed and I went back down to the shed to see my mates. When I get there they're both so ecstatic to see me, they thought my dad was having a massive lecture to me or something. S says he needs to pee so I open the shed door and he stands a few meters out in the dark and unzips his pants.
Then he turns around and he's holding the end of his cock in a death grip and stretching it out more than seems humanly possible, and he just says "SWIM, help"
So I go out and place my hand on his shoulder and the just breaths a sigh of relief and lets loose his piss.
We go back in the shed and pass out on the couches.

I later found out that C had been stuck in a trance since I left with my dad that made him feel extremely paranoid and messed up.
So yeah, that's sorta the end of my long weird story.

In the aftermath. I couldn't pee standing up for two weeks. Every time I tried to I would enter a fuzzy flashback sort of mind numbing feeling.

I wasn't able to drink alcohol again for almost 6 months, anything that was mind altering made me regress to my freaked out "Ima piss myself" state

Still cant smoke weed. Same flashback shit happens.

The day after, I burnt all my shrooms, I threw them in a metal fire pit along with my bong (which I smashed) and a few hundred dollars worth of paraphernalia.

So that was my last trip. Went out with a strange bang, that makes a funny story.

If somehow you enjoyed that monstrosity of a trip report, here's some more info for you
It was maybe my 5th shroom trip, had never done more than 8 before.
And the shrooms were dried with a no heat technique that left them with all their potency. Swim was 18 at the time.

If you'd like my cost effective drying technique just PM me


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...and on the eighth day, god ate 'subs, tripped balls and saw dragons. And it was good...

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Re: The trip that broke my brain [20 dried P. subaeruginosa] [Re: seriousscotty]
    #21431150 - 03/19/15 01:07 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Man, that was crazy. Why did you burn your shrooms and bong and paraphernalia?


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Re: The trip that broke my brain [20 dried P. subaeruginosa] [Re: Kinshino]
    #21434979 - 03/20/15 08:33 AM (9 years, 1 month ago)

I tossed all my weed once after a light dose and some smoked salvia. I felt like it was too much of a temptation to even have it around. I'd never toss my shrooms though, they help me keep my life on track.


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Re: The trip that broke my brain [20 dried P. subaeruginosa] [Re: Kinshino]
    #21455387 - 03/25/15 12:00 PM (9 years, 1 month ago)

I was still pretty freaked by the trip, I don't think I really know what I was doing I just knew that I never wanted to do anything like it again... Regretted it a month later xD


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Re: The trip that broke my brain [20 dried P. subaeruginosa] [Re: seriousscotty]
    #21464514 - 03/27/15 08:15 AM (9 years, 1 month ago)

lol this happens all the time

"wow this stuff is terrible for you never doing it again"

later on, I way overdosed.. well no duh it didn't work out

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Re: The trip that broke my brain [20 dried P. subaeruginosa] [Re: cube talk]
    #21465129 - 03/27/15 11:36 AM (9 years, 1 month ago)

It wasn't so much that I thought it was bad for me, I just hadn't respected the potency of them.
I don't regret the experience, it actually lead to some great things


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