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Had a Oral DMT trip last night!
    #21416779 - 03/16/15 04:32 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

After about a month and a little bit i have decided to take another go at pharmahuasca! And it was a GREAT experience.
I was using pharmahuasca once a week before for a few months but i found that to be too draining on myself so i choose to take a break, also i didn't want to rely on its mental curative effects because i was trying to cultivate it on my own so i wasn't a slave to needed it as a cure.

But this trip i took because i missed hyperspace :crazy: and i was not in a dire need of a reset. This was purely for exploration purposes.:rockon:
A had a thread that i posted in about DMT archetypes like circus Egyptian jester chess boards and i could not resist stepping back in.
I didn't want to blast myself so i took 175mg of my mid grade DMT stash and capsuled it.

my Syrian Rue MAOI dose as 3.8g.
I definitely have a weird reaction to pharmahuasca physically.

Its often scary because i imagine if this is what a seizure is like, or a mild one because when i got up to go to the washroom, I was not even cold and my whole body starts to have a strong shiver or shake like Parkinsons or something where its actually difficult to keep standing.
i lay in bed and the shiver/shake courses through my body and im left momentarily paralyzed in the shake, like someone is tasering me with no electricity so its doesn't hurt and my jaw will start shaking and biting uncontrollably and it ends up locking shut.

this always happens for about 10 minutes soon after i dose. Its alarming when it happens but its happened before so i know to just ride it out. It might be an MAOi reaction to the food i eat before or some type of serotonin syndrome. :justdontknow:

anyways when it starts coming on, immediately i could tell that it was about to go OBE like a regular smoked DMT trip.
The pattern grid in my closed eye started to get very sharp and bright and it was composed of small circles with basic shapes inside them that eventually form what looks like real solid matter or "objects" This is what the hyperspace rooms and things are made of, instantly its like i was looking at a garage door opening that led out into the hyper-spacial abyss.
Its been awhile since i have astral traveled so i kind of got a bit of anxiety and i wasn't ready to step into infinity just yet as i was rusty.

So the stupid be started to say in my head Abort! abort!, and i tried to distract myself from getting sucked into the abyss.
its like passing through the Stargate in the Stargate movie.
I fucking chickened out.

i could see entities on the other side of this door as well as all the strange odd objects and toys and i refused to go through and i opened my eyes and tried to stay in this reality as much as possible with just the hyper-spacial patterning overlay. I just was not prepared for the journey as i was rusty.

I could see my room and everything as overlay-ed with a shade patterning and the room was bending and so was my ceiling fan.
I often try to examine this occurrence because when i look at it i am stunned to believe that its not really happening and everything is actually solid because when i look it at, its anything but solid.
I mean this is so vivid and real i often question what the objects true state is because when i look at it hard loaded on psychedelics, it has the state consistency of liquid or gas, it morphs and pulsates at least in my point of view but when i touch it it feels solid, it just does not look at all solid.

The peaks came in waves, i would think im coming down and then have visions in my minds eye, it was visionary experiences but more like thoughts that became very vivid but not to the point of seeing them in a traditional visual sense.
What was happening and what i was visualizing i can only explain as entropy.
It was like a nuclear explosion went off in a separate universe inside my head and i was watching the flames completely fill the empty space like a different colored water fills a glass of clear water.

When it reached full entropy its like I was visualizing the power of nuclear bombs just seeing the raw archetypical form of explosion, fire, and power.
When this was happening i felt like i was on a HUGE mountain top but it was a building like the Vatican, and there was just a SEA of people looking up at me.
What was strange is that i felt like a was just a big head sitting paralyzed on a wheelchair. It reminded me of Stephen Hawking for some reason.
I was visualizing that my eyes were glowing red and were burning but I was completely cool with it..

What was most terrifying is the responsibility that i felt in that position.

It would be torture to be in the position of someone like the president or pope or hell even a famous rockstar. Feeling like the peoples energy is being channeled into you, it literally feels like death. I often am amazed at how people in power can handle that kind of energy and responsibility and remain calm. its WAYY too much responsibility. That kind of power is horrifyingly scary.

Its like being the Sun to the planet, that many people relying on what you say and do is just insane or horrifying. I feel like i had a taste of that and im not sure if id even be able to handle something like that.

one thing i notice when im in a pharamhuasca trip.
My fingers move WAYY faster.

I am just jolting with energy that when i move my fingers fast like i would playing the piano, i cant even see them.

all in all this experience was incredible and horrifying just for how it showed me what it would feel like to be in that kind of power and i am astonished how anyone in their right mind wide strive to be in that position.


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: SleepyE] * 1
    #21416914 - 03/16/15 05:03 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Great read man :yesnod:

never did pharmahuasca but your seizure like reaction sounds pretty scary :lol:. but It doesn't surprised me that much with what I heard about indgesting dmt and his effects on the comeup (vomiting , dieahrea and stuff) 

your trip sounded not like an easy ride , trying to not look on the other side and riding it out was always super hard for me (at least on smoked dmt)

You trip overall seems theme/achetype based on power . I mean the fire and the explosion and you being on top of the mountain and feeling that immense power and stuff.

Diffenitly sounds like a learning experience .

Im glad my thread on the jester made you want to go there again :yesnod: I tried yesterday but I didn't make it , was really close tho . maybe we would of meet each other out there who knows :wink:

I hope you find the true meaning behind this trip :goodluck:


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: Jean-guy Masta]
    #21416936 - 03/16/15 05:09 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

yea, i think its part of the reason a lot of people experience delusions of grandeur(still debating if its delusions or not) hell, im starting to believe we might just be grandiose.

When you have the purest archetypical form of grandeur and power coursing through your veins you start having sandwiched visions of all the powerful things you have ever seen and heard becomes mixed in a cosmic symphony of infinite climatic power its hard not having it rub off on you.


thanks for the reply :hug:


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: SleepyE]
    #21416974 - 03/16/15 05:22 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

I'm glad you had a mainly good experience, I took pharmauasca at a mild dose and it was quite pleasant. When I had a capsule for the stronger dose gifted to me I was concerned about the gelatin used in the caps and just poured it all into a cup but that caused me to not trip because the admixture that makes dmt active was hiding inside a smaller gelcap that i didn't notice at the time.


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: leery11]
    #21417755 - 03/16/15 08:13 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

yeah at higher doses pharmahuasca really becomes somthin else, thats for sure. :cheers:

What draws me is its infinite abyss of power and intensity. :yesnod:


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: SleepyE]
    #21418028 - 03/16/15 09:06 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Nothin like a good Sleepy report, that was awesome man. I'm surprised you pumped the breaks on going into hyperspace. :lol: Still, this was an eye opener. I never thought about how it would actually feel to be in power on a personal level.

Oh yeah, are you gonna be making anymore vids on YouTube? I accidentally stumbled upon your channel and your dmt nursery report was pretty cool, haha. You play piano very well btw. :thumbup:


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: Kinshino]
    #21418081 - 03/16/15 09:14 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

thank you! yeah i plan on it! still deciding on what the channels focus is gonna be on but im thinking its just gonna be everything, and my wacky ideas and whatnot aha, :lol:


i have been working on a painting lately, takes for ever to paint still especially details, trying to get basic lighting and gradient skills down. :cheers:
And yeah breaks are definitely good to take.
When im gone for too long my ego starts to take too much control and its hard to rid my mind of intrusive thoughts about disliking someone or something.

those kind of thoughts cause me stress because i know its a product of fear and weakness but it really takes mental training to look past those emotions.
i love hyperspace because when im in there i realize that everyone is part of me and trying to teach me lessons through positive and negative interactions.

I loose sight of this when sober and it really takes mind power to overcome that fear reaction.


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: SleepyE]
    #21418144 - 03/16/15 09:27 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Sweet, can't wait. Keep rockin on, man. :rockon:


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: Kinshino]
    #21418178 - 03/16/15 09:32 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Ah okay, I can definitely relate. Do you think you'll be doing some more exploring in hyperspace again anytime soon?


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: Kinshino]
    #21418319 - 03/16/15 10:02 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

i think 1 month intervals are a better pace for me, that might just be the rhythm im at right now :shrug:

i feel plenty satisfied with the experience i just had, that will keep my imagination going i think :smile:


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Re: Had a Oral DMT trip last night! [Re: SleepyE]
    #21418707 - 03/16/15 11:52 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Its funny because the abort anxiety comes from the fact that it feels like you are going on a really fast roller-coaster mixed with Screamers, (where you go into a dark maze and they have people that try to scare you.)

only the scariness come from its sheer alien-ness and unpredictable and completely un expected. Just you looking at the strangeness of it causes an unsettling feeling.

its like flying through an abyss of overly strange dimensions and rooms and objects.

Words just cannot do it justice so i think blue printing the visions on paper is the best technique to go with.


even this is but doing it near justice. but i think its a good start for my imagination and memory to fill in the blanks and details.

You wont always run into super scary shit but its alien nature feels almost painful if you dont have the will to embrace it fully, and at the time i did not so i panicked. :frown: i feel like a bitch right now lol. Ive been braver before. much braver :smile:

Only way to embrace it is to completely drop all attachment and anything that represents an ego.

you cannot exist inside this thing with an ego. Otherwise youd just immediately run into an entity that crushes it.

the mountain visualization i talked about afterwards was also horrifying for me so i didn't get off too easy :grin:


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