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To trip or not to trip?
    #21403784 - 03/13/15 08:23 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Gaaahhhh it's been so long yet I feel like it might be time again.

I haven't tripped in about 4 years. In that time I've learned to play guitar and I'm super stoked to see what it's like to play while tripping. Also, in that time about 5 years ago, I got a concussion from a bike accident. Coincidentally, I've developed social anxiety over the last four years that is crippling at times. Part of me wants to meditate on this during a trip because I feel like it will help me emotionally feel what I rationally know: don't sweat the little things that don't matter.

Idk man. I used to have such strong mental fortitude. I feel like I used to be so mentally and emotionally resilient yet it seems like lately uncomfortable situations get the best of me.

For the last few years I've been trying to cultivate discipline with other methods of maintaining optimal mental health such as meditation, exercise, making music but lately I've just been a lazy bitch with all of that. All I know is when I used to trip every few months, I had such strong discipline in other areas of my life: I used to work out 4 times a week, I juiced fresh juice almost daily, never ate fast food, etc. Now I feel like I'm slacking a lot. I have spurts where I'll stay on track for a week or two but I can't seem to maintain.

I've been trying to tell myself I already have the tools I need and that the mushroom has already shown me what to do but for some reason I just haven't been able to commit. I know if I think about this while tripping, I won't be able to lie to myself and put it off anymore.

Part of me wants the mushroom to kick my ass and get me back on track. The other part of me wants to let go of this anxiety and live life the way I used to know it- anxiety free. I need a cathartic release right now. I need help being disciplined.

What do you guys think? Any comments? My only problem right now is I'm trying to figure out what environment to do this in. I don't like tripping outside as much as inside. I had an empty house to trip in but roommates came home unexpectedly and I'd like to trip alone. I'm trying to decide whether I should just through some headphones on and trip in bed in my room, or take my guitar down the street and get a hotel room for the night at one of the nicer, more comfortable hotels.

What do you think??


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[quote] underfliptown said:
Adaptation to a sick society is no measure of mental health. [/quote]

Edited by Feeling_of_Sound (03/13/15 08:26 PM)

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Re: To trip or not to trip? [Re: Feeling_of_Sound]
    #21403818 - 03/13/15 08:34 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

I think that if you have to ask someone else if you should trip, you probably shouldn't trip.


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