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WorstAlkaloid
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When the time hits the end.
#21372858 - 03/06/15 10:57 PM (9 years, 2 months ago) |
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So the last few years haven't been so great...
i found out i good year and a half ago that i got told my uncle has cancer, (two lumps in the lower body and two in the upper body) i wasn't to sure how to take it just kind of let it slip... like i didn't want it to happen or i didn't want to know.
it was at least 6 months after i had been told, i seen him at a little family gathering, he was skinny and had grey hair and was shaking, this is when it kicked in. i felt like shit seeing my 60+ year old nan healthier than my uncle (not like i wish she was in the same position) but it didn't feel right
today he is in Victoria (Australia) and i got a text from my sister saying he was asleep for three hours and had trouble breathing and has not much time left...
felt as if i needed this off my chest, and don't really have friends (ones i can talk to anyway) im kind of scared if he dies, ill go back to habits i dont want to do.
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Its a terrible thing but its one we will all face at some point in our lives...
Its the sort of thing that makes you grow as a person... Yes it will leave a scar and it will obviously not be a good experience, but it'll bring the family closer together and hopefully y'all rally behind eachother and help eachother out.
plus its good to make peace with everything and just be there and all that too.
but yeah difficult times mang! keep your chin up!
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Very sorry to hear that, one of my uncles passed of pancreatic cancer late 2013. If you do slip up, it's not the end of the world, but I imagine the people who care about you would feel as you do now (if you start using again).
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Time was when we were not, and will be when we are gone. Celebrate your uncle's life and death, both occasions hold the same importance! When i die i have instructions for my family not to be sad. I want them to have a party and feel joy for me, in my eyes them crying because they miss me would be selfish of them, I want them to be happy and excited for me! Death would be one hell of a trip, when the universe comes calling for me I will be ready for the journey! Hug your uncle when its his time to go and tell the lucky man buckle up! i feel envious of your uncle, i know he has pain now, but the thought of eternal bliss makes me wish i could go too. I will live my life happy to do so for my kids, family, and the pleasures i find in this world. Im not a depressed emo kid, these are just the things i truly believe in with all me heart...
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WorstAlkaloid
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Sheekle said:

thanks sheekle.

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Soulidarity said: Its a terrible thing but its one we will all face at some point in our lives...
Its the sort of thing that makes you grow as a person... Yes it will leave a scar and it will obviously not be a good experience, but it'll bring the family closer together and hopefully y'all rally behind eachother and help eachother out.
plus its good to make peace with everything and just be there and all that too.
but yeah difficult times mang! keep your chin up!
my family hasn't been close at all, but this is the thing that will make the rest of my family realize that they need each other, it's only me and my younger brother that are pretty close and my sister that lives a fair distance so I don't see her much.
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DustBunny said: Very sorry to hear that, one of my uncles passed of pancreatic cancer late 2013. If you do slip up, it's not the end of the world, but I imagine the people who care about you would feel as you do now (if you start using again).
sorry to hear that mate! I know but I don't really care about the world ending, just his life ending... But all will come right in time!
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420_shroomer said: Time was when we were not, and will be when we are gone. Celebrate your uncle's life and death, both occasions hold the same importance! When i die i have instructions for my family not to be sad. I want them to have a party and feel joy for me, in my eyes them crying because they miss me would be selfish of them, I want them to be happy and excited for me! Death would be one hell of a trip, when the universe comes calling for me I will be ready for the journey! Hug your uncle when its his time to go and tell the lucky man buckle up! i feel envious of your uncle, i know he has pain now, but the thought of eternal bliss makes me wish i could go too. I will live my life happy to do so for my kids, family, and the pleasures i find in this world. Im not a depressed emo kid, these are just the things i truly believe in with all me heart...
yeah I don't want everyone being sad when I die, but it doesn't work like that.. When i reading through what you typed and said "Hug your uncle when its his time to go and tell the lucky man buckle up!" i started tearing up! cheers man 
thanks so much for the advice everyone.
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I understand, I didnt mean to bring up bad thoughts. peace
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Re: When the time hits the end. [Re: Sheekle]
#21519397 - 04/08/15 12:58 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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So there we have it, one day before my birthday and the beautiful man is taking a trip through the cosmos! Only hope to join him one day!
To now smoke some dank and reminisce the good old days.
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 Sorry for your loss, brother.
Please don't revert back to old habits. That's not gonna help anything.
The man isn't in pain anymore and tomorrow will be a new day for you. I hope you're able to move forward in a good manner. Best of luck, buddy.
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Re: When the time hits the end. [Re: shLong]
#21519422 - 04/08/15 01:06 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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On a happier note, I fucking love your avatar
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shLong said:
 Sorry for your loss, brother.
Please don't revert back to old habits. That's not gonna help anything.
The man isn't in pain anymore and tomorrow will be a new day for you. I hope you're able to move forward in a good manner. Best of luck, buddy. 
Thanks mate! Feeling the love! didn't think it would be so fast! Only made this post 32 days ago... Now his journey begins!
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On a happier note, I fucking love your avatar
abes odyssey! Was a great PS1 game! Ps4 is re making it!
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Re: When the time hits the end. [Re: HalluciNate] 1
#21519459 - 04/08/15 01:18 PM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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Hang in there man. It's tuff to deal with but death is just apart of life
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I've not played that game in years
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WorstAlkaloid
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Quote:
Rebelutionsssss said: Hang in there man. It's tuff to deal with but death is just apart of life 
Sure is mate! Only hope to join him one day!
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It was a childhood game I could never forget!
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