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Offlinehayabuser

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I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids.
    #21306857 - 02/21/15 04:37 AM (9 years, 2 months ago)

First excuse my un advanced english skills, Im from Germany and still have a lot to learn.


Yesterday I got a package of some rcs, one of them ab pinaca. I had a mg scale for this occasion but turns out it aint that trustworthy. Started measuring at 0,007g, so i estimated 2-3 mg out... big mistake. I stopped inhaling after the first smoke cause I wanted to check how hard it would hit me. And suddenly realized I was hardcore tripping. I was confused as fuck and before smoking I was about to play Alien: Isolation, which theme song played and that gave me the rest. I looked in the opening of my Ice Tea can and it looked like a black hole, trying to suck me in. I somehow managed to switch from Alien: Isolation to the PS4 main screen, where this strangely soothing music played. that sounded at the moment like something from another dimension and took me unbelievable high. I stood up with my last strength and managed to fall into bed HARD. Then oh then the real trip began. Thoughts racing, images occurring. >Spirals, tunnels and suddenly i heard my friends and mom talking behind me. I exactly heard what they say sth like Friend A: whoa check him out man ! Michael, Michael, are you there? whoaa holy ahit this dude`s gone" " Mother:" will he be ok, omg "  friends yeah but  hes gooone". I  must have had the strangest look on my face, made the strangest movements, cause the I that could be ashamed now was ceasing to exist. Then suddenly, from the left of my perspective I saw an entity, just standing ther, giant, made out of semi paarts but looking kind of humanoid, with a golden bracelet around the right arm.
I realized that thing was holding me.
I realized the more Id accept me myself and the truthness of whats happening here, the more ID be able to look straight into it.
So the more I fought to look into it the more I let go of my shit, the more universal answers I got. And these answers wheren´t irrational or trippy. This was my existence revealing. Looking  at this thing came along with an enormous psychic energy that build up.
When i had it full screen i felt like it was communicating me:" now Learn" and it vanished.

Then insanity began, but I had zero problems dealing with that crap. I knew this was my ego trying to scare me and just proceeded with what I did. One interesting thing happened that night again, I wa as watching my laptop trying to figure out what to wat or better yet what to do with it, when suddenly i realized i could pull of the same switch like before with the entity, it was the more i concentrated, the more i could get into this other dimension!
I got into the same mode while watching the file with adventure time episodes and it hit me again, the enormous psychic energy building up,
suddenly the laptopscreen became a new dimension, everything in the room vibrated, became a reddish tone... then I decided to let it go and go to sleep
One Super- Mega- Hardcore experience was enough, neitherthess one that Im very thankfull for


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Offlinehayabuser

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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: hayabuser]
    #21306927 - 02/21/15 05:50 AM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Forgot to mention one thing.
This wasthe first time I had entity contact ever and I only had one visual trip previously. I doubted their very existence very much and most of all their TEACHINGS. But this was a taching, there´s no fucking doubt about that.

This giant blue humanoid Entity teched me, soon as I relaxed in its palm it send me the most positive veibrations imaginable which took me higher and higher. I wanted me to look into my fears, straight into them and trust myself. and go further and further.

This was by far the most mystical experience I ever had.


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Offlinehayabuser

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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: hayabuser]
    #21306952 - 02/21/15 06:19 AM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Ok little update: Im starting to think that I unrevealed a kind of veil that we humans are capable of unreveiling any time, that I saw the true reality and why humans have such troulble living in in it. Because of fear.
Man this trip blew my mind hard


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InvisibleThe Doobie Dude


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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: hayabuser]
    #21307487 - 02/21/15 09:56 AM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Here is a little bit of very experienced tripping advice.  The shit you see on drugs is not real, it's a hallucination.  While it is still extremely enjoyable and fun take the "knowledge" learned with a grain of sand.


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Offlinehayabuser

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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: The Doobie Dude]
    #21308552 - 02/21/15 01:57 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

lol, i gotta rexplain that shit sober.


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OfflineSomeGuyX
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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: The Doobie Dude]
    #21308557 - 02/21/15 01:58 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Quote:

The Doobie Dude said:
Here is a little bit of very experienced tripping advice.  The shit you see on drugs is not real, it's a hallucination.  While it is still extremely enjoyable and fun take the "knowledge" learned with a grain of sand.




^ Yeah, just realize that psychs take you places and show you things, but they are all constructs of our own mind. This is probably more of a western, less traditional way of navigating with psychedelics, but if you take it too seriously you run the risk of falling down that "rabbit hole". That rabbit hole goes on indefinitely, but in the end, a lot of it doesn't apply towards the daily mundane live's most of us live. I'm sure it can be fun exploring it though, psychedelics are cool like that.


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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: hayabuser]
    #21308983 - 02/21/15 03:47 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Quote:

hayabuser said:
but turns out it aint that trustworthy. Started measuring at 0,007g, so i estimated 2-3 mg out... big mistake.




If you're from germany, and still reside there, you may have some different scale companies idk.  Was your scale perhaps the AWS (American Weigh Systems) mg scale?  The one that's only like 40 bucks? 

I just wanted to say, fuck that thing.  Like 4 or 5 years ago, I had some friends with pairs, that seemed to work somewhat ok.. Somewhat ok, is not that great when you're dealing with substances like that though.  I got 3 different pairs sent to me, and sent them all back.  They were not even possible to be calibrated to work properly.  I've also found out alot of AWS scales are not even calibrated correctly out of the box.  Don't  get me wrong, in the past, I have used some of their products that actually performed well.  I just won't support a company that makes any shitty scales. 

After a headache with the aws scale, I decided to get a my weigh gempro 250.  It cost shy of 200 bucks.  It performed great, perfectly accurate, the whole time I had it.  Everything I've ever owned by my weigh was top notch.  Shy of 200 bucks is not bad for a mg scale either.  Some good ones cost 1k.  Do yourself a favor and atleast get some decent scales.  If I've ever done ab pinaca it was in a spice product when I was young and dumb.  Your experience sounds cool, but it doesn't sound like a drug that I want to go try.  I don't like many rc's though..

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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: bigbitch]
    #21310798 - 02/21/15 09:12 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

What is noids? You mean like fake weed?


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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: mushpunx]
    #21311537 - 02/22/15 01:05 AM (9 years, 2 months ago)

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mushpunx said:
What is noids? You mean like fake weed?




Yeah I think hes refering to cannibinoids, or synthetic cannabinoids. That ab whatever the hell it's called, is one of the synthetic cannabinoids.  It was used as a key ingredient, in some of the synthetic spice products, that were sold.

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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: bigbitch]
    #21311852 - 02/22/15 06:41 AM (9 years, 2 months ago)

I have had breakthrough-like experiences on synthetic weed. That shit can be crazy without a tolerance.

I went through periods where the fake weed was putting me onto a frequency with my dog and cat...or so I felt


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Something there is mysteriously formed,
Existing before Heaven and Earth,
Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging,
All-pervading, unfailing,
I do not know its name; I call it tao.
If forced to give it a name, I call it
Great (ta). Being great, it flows out;
Flowing out means far-reaching;
Being far-reaching, it is said to return.


It's just a shot away..

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Offlinehayabuser

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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: Bill_Oreilly]
    #21322652 - 02/24/15 12:57 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

the fuck im having it right know:blush::feelsweirdman:


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Offlineleery11
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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: hayabuser]
    #21322737 - 02/24/15 01:23 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

spice is absolutely horrible for you or so they say, i've had many bad trips on it, and every high i've had with it for the most part probably 100s had some element of discomfort and having to battle my thought processes or other images or ideas.

everything is a hallucination to the one mind, everything is a dream, so what you see is "real" to a certain sense, but it is not necessarily physically real.


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Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!

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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: leery11]
    #21325733 - 02/24/15 10:36 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Leery i havy to say i kinda enjoy it very much:shrug:

I guess you have to be hardcore to enjoy that shit but to me its kinda like facing your ego 1:1

cannabisparanoia x1000

and I feel that can be a good thing.

See it wasn't that I just randomly hallucinated  and freaked.

I set on - purposely- a thought loop.  One that said " man if I could see dinosaurs now."

I went COMPLETLY nuts on the idea that humans CAN see dinosaurs. I accepted it in my mind like people accept christianity and stuff.
This was kinda to proof a point to a buddy whos philosophyteacher and good ol stoner. While high I explained to him this point I had in my deepest deep. I explained to him that its been shown that if people believe like 100% straight in something, like even supernatural shit like they imagined a free parking spot in 200km distance and when they ariived it was free EVERY time ( that's been made like 100 times and succes every time), or the cases of the famous car lifting mamas, i mean these woman are leightweights most of the time ( 60-50kg~), how do you think tjey SUDDENLY can uplift a car? Its because they dont overthink stuff, they overjump the whole going gaga shit caise there's no time for it. It's about turning out the inner doubter COMPLETLY, thats where we get in magic mode. when i did this, i heard sounds. Actualy it was my mother saying: Oh no, look at his pupils! then a friens saying: ok yeah hes fucked!Michael?! Michael are you there?" friend b" yeah but hes gonna be OUt! Fuck! Michaeeel can you hear me?" Thats when the real ceazy stuff happened. I AGAIN accepted it, iwas completly fine with the fact that my friends and mother, whom i had a lot of issues with at the time, i later cleared out what it was (for the iterested: it was her workdview and her complete lack of empathy. She kinda completly refused that humans humans were at the innerst FEELING beeings. I realy kinda worked that out for her and me. It seems that we are getting along 68x times better now.)
That's when i started seeing big blue guy. He started appeiring from my right side of view. I couldn't see him clearly, he was more like a shemen.
I realized that if I accepted this beeing in my worldview and accepted that it might be possible to see it.
Again turning gaga. But what can I say, curiosity killed the cat^^ So i accepted and accepted and accepted
I guess this might have been egodeath?

Anyway, I finally saw him in his glory. He was just standing there in all his glory. First i felt somehow threatened.

Then I decided to send love to this guy and boy what came back. Good vibes from this guy:nyan:  Actually the best vibes one can get. It felt like freedom. Like the guy I always wanted to be. Like the guy not listening to doubt but accepting. Accepting that we are big, that we are FEELING creatures. What i was shown was, in my opinion, the innerst of the innerst workings of the human, what influences us from inside. That where my last thoughts in the comforting palm of that thing. Did i mention that it wore a bracelet? a beutiful golden thing man :smile:
Anyway i came down from heaven? and crazy stuff, by room went nuts bigtime, audio and visual hallus eeeeeverywhete. but guess what, i accepted it:) ai made peace with paranoia , by accepting.

Im gonna have a better life now. i had this theory, allthough more like a inner movement, that if wed only accept wed be be better humans.
I had it proven to me.
Acceptance is key.
Thanks blue guy.


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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: hayabuser]
    #21325873 - 02/24/15 11:04 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

Your realizations seem awe inspiring, and you seem to be flexing the powers of the mind - as a lot of psychonauts tend to do, but man, you don't want to push it too far. Things you see can't be unseen. Realizations you have will be forever in your subconscious, you're making the choice of evolving/altering your mind in ways that might be a lot harder to reverse. I'm not sure how many times you've done this spice now, but just know that it's a drug, and our minds are the more powerful things we need to worry about.

Shamans utilized drugs to get to places for their own reasons. They didn't do it to alter their mind in it's entirety. I want you to be safe, and 'noids' don't sound too safe from what I've read on the interwebs. I guess it's brain chemistry, it sounds like you handle your shit pretty well on this psychedelic experience, but either way, these are synthetic and can be damaging to your brain. BE careful man.


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Re: I think I had a breaktrough or semibreaktrough on noids. [Re: SomeGuyX]
    #21325989 - 02/24/15 11:39 PM (9 years, 2 months ago)

I think its kinda perfect for my purpose, as strange as that sounds. What your talking about I see as "the doubter" the one that eventually turns your trips bad, cause' it might be a lie, you could turn nuts etc'. You have to face that fucker 1:1 in order to turn it off, or better yet synchronize it. I dont think the ultimate is to turn off your ego. Thats just not how things work. you kind of have to make an egooverload/ death in order to synchronize that thing. Ying and yang, you know?
There's absultely no way pf turning back from that mindset. I don't want it changed! Why wouldn't i want it changed? Fear and doubt brought to a point where mylife's completly utterless fucked. I lost my friends, my job, everevereverything.
In the last 3 days i made appointments for jobs, called friens+ the chick im in love with and had a godly conversation with her, ending with me going to a concert withher, convinced my so far completly emphatyless mother that thetes a FEELING side to humans, and felt for the first time in my life IN TUNE.

So tell me, why, why would I want to change that? I hope i don't lose it ever again.
Nice thing is, i know i can't completly lose it.
I just have to accept :smile:


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