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Shroomanism
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DMT scares the shit out of me.
#21295959 - 02/18/15 09:36 PM (9 years, 2 months ago) |
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Ive done like 20-30 trips total like 10 in the 25mg range and the rest 15 -20mgs seriously i dont get how someone can breaktrough i mean not that it is hard to smoke or anything. it is just too much for me to handle to see my reality getting fractaled apart for real in my face it is so intense i get the feeling this is it there is no turning back and ive never actualy had a bad experience but the fear buildup before a hit for me is a huge problem i have my heart pounding at 160 bpm before i even light.i was stabbed six times in the thorax and right arm and saw myself bleeding out with lung pierced and it didnt even scare me as much as taking a god damn third hit. so respect to all those of you who do it i mean wow. srsly u guys have balls
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Re: DMT scares the shit out of me. [Re: Shroomanism]
#21295984 - 02/18/15 09:42 PM (9 years, 2 months ago) |
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You saw that while on DMT? That's insane. I've always considered trying it, but I don't know. Honestly sounds a little scary. Not to mention I naturally have a faster resting heart rate haha.
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MrBlueYoMind
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No I think he was literally stabbed and it wasn't as frightening as hitting DMT.
DMT is no joke. I go through periods of use and then stop and every time I go to start back up again I get very nervous. But I've never really had a negative experience. I usually say positive things before hitting it and I'm pretty well practiced at letting go.
I've also got a hard head for tripping, and the most DMT I've smoked at once was around 110 mg rolled up in the first half of a blunt. That was the hardest I've ever tripped as well, and it had some scary undertones at times but I remembered I was tripping and it was like the scary part was just a joke/prank that being played on me by these two things that seemed present. They started laughing when I remembered I was tripping and I got a huge grin spread across my face.
Just stay positive, don't let the fear/anxiety control your thoughts, and practice letting go. It can really help in other areas of your life as well once you get good at it (letting go that is).
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MidwestPsychonaut
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Re: DMT scares the shit out of me. [Re: MrBlueYoMind]
#21296220 - 02/18/15 10:28 PM (9 years, 2 months ago) |
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DMT will do some scary stuff man. I based out my own feeling it would be more gratifying. And I guess it was, but having a big supply can cause a scary experience. I packed a bowl, Tobacco, DMT, tobacco, and I have no clue on the amount, probably upwards of 150mg. And figured i'd watch Aladdin, maybe it'd be trippy. I damn near cashed the bowl in one hit through my bong as the movie started. I got a really loud vibrating sound, then greyed out. I remember seeing myself laying in my bed, because I was floating over top of me, and my mom and brother were standing around me, with my neighbor who is an EMT, and my mom was asking him what was wrong with me, and he said he didn't know because they didn't know what I took. Then it greyed out again and I was in what looked like a library, but everything was grey. And there was one of those little squishy stress dolls as big as me in the corner of the room, the ones where ya squeeze em and their eyes pop out. And like, I had an overwhelming feeling it was my dad, who had been dead for a few months at the time of the trip. Then I started to come back from hyper space and could hear Iago screaming at Jafar on Aladdin, and instantly started to freak out. I was rolling around in my bed, fractals, and patterns and movements were flooding in everywhere, and as it ended I damn near screamed, "WOW", had to. Went and woke my brother up and told him about it. It was like 3 in the morning, and the trip was maybe 20 minutes. FUCK. I wanted to throw the rest of my stash out. But I calmed down after a while. Still haven't tripped on it since.
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Edited by MidwestPsychonaut (02/18/15 10:29 PM)
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MidwestPsychonaut said: DMT will do some scary stuff man. I based out my own feeling it would be more gratifying. And I guess it was, but having a big supply can cause a scary experience. I packed a bowl, Tobacco, DMT, tobacco, and I have no clue on the amount, probably upwards of 150mg. And figured i'd watch Aladdin, maybe it'd be trippy. I damn near cashed the bowl in one hit through my bong as the movie started. I got a really loud vibrating sound, then greyed out. I remember seeing myself laying in my bed, because I was floating over top of me, and my mom and brother were standing around me, with my neighbor who is an EMT, and my mom was asking him what was wrong with me, and he said he didn't know because they didn't know what I took. Then it greyed out again and I was in what looked like a library, but everything was grey. And there was one of those little squishy stress dolls as big as me in the corner of the room, the ones where ya squeeze em and their eyes pop out. And like, I had an overwhelming feeling it was my dad, who had been dead for a few months at the time of the trip. Then I started to come back from hyper space and could hear Iago screaming at Jafar on Aladdin, and instantly started to freak out. I was rolling around in my bed, fractals, and patterns and movements were flooding in everywhere, and as it ended I damn near screamed, "WOW", had to. Went and woke my brother up and told him about it. It was like 3 in the morning, and the trip was maybe 20 minutes. FUCK. I wanted to throw the rest of my stash out. But I calmed down after a while. Still haven't tripped on it since.
Yea, I've seen a similar scene on a few breakthroughs where my parents are hovering over my body with looks of absolute shock, terror and grief on their faces. Gets me very nervous every time because it feels so real, but it only lasts a moment and then the real magnificence unfolds. It's such an intense sensation, it leads me to believe that it could truly be like that after we die; being sewn into an infinitely vast and unified thought. Maybe the vision of your dad as the squeeze-toy was a communication from him to relax, and that even though he's not here, he's still there and part of all this.
There's always anxiety in every breakthrough but I've consistently heard people say that when they trust themselves and open up is when it all unlocks for them; acceptance is key.
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Re: DMT scares the shit out of me. [Re: Icon]
#21297422 - 02/19/15 08:08 AM (9 years, 2 months ago) |
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If it's too much to handle take smaller, multiple hits as necessary.
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