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HB
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good days and bad days ...
#2125266 - 11/20/03 01:59 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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it's strange how some mornings you get up and you know you have all your shit together and you feel on top of the world before anything happens, and other days you feel bad before anything happens and you instinctively know that it will just not be a good day ...
for a definite change from the past few weeks, today is that negative kind of day =\
i feel like i can't deal with anything ... my coworker was talking to me today and not one word he said even got through to me, because i was so caught up in feeling that i'm doing everything wrong ... like i had sudden fears that i couldn't pay for my car, or that my car wasn't working right, or that i couldn't do my job, etc ...
ended up forgetting to have lunch with my boss =\
he's pissed ... go figure
just not a good day ... how is everybody else doing
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: HB]
#2125273 - 11/20/03 02:04 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
HB said: i feel like i can't deal with anything ... my coworker was talking to me today and not one word he said even got through to me, because i was so caught up in feeling that i'm doing everything wrong ... like i had sudden fears that i couldn't pay for my car, or that my car wasn't working right, or that i couldn't do my job, etc ...
How severe is this? Don't take this the wrong way, but it almost sounds like a panic or anxiety disorder. The car stuff is a bit unusual, as is feeling as though you can't deal with anything. In my 24 years, almost 25, I have never felt as you describe. Edit: By the way, I'm feeling on top of things today. I had a dream that I stayed in a Holiday Inn Express last night. It seems to be helping, or something.
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: ]
#2125331 - 11/20/03 02:46 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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You need a break from your whole "system" thinks I. The whole car thing stood out to me as well. You're 20, and you're worrying about your car payments. Ask me, I'll tell you that sounds like you've entrenched yourself too deeply in the world of capitalism. Sell your car. Minimalize your life. You don't have to go to extremes, but are all that you gather worth the well-being of your psyche? Weighs the =/- man.
I try not to set myself up like that either. Who cares what kind of day you think it's going to be. You could've awoken feeling that the outcome of the day was nuetral, and was therefore consequent to your to motivation to make it a good day. I'm not saying that everyday you want to be great will be just cause you put on a happy face and wish it to be so. I'm saying that this day could've been one of those days that you turn around.
Fuck your car man. Fuck that shit.
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: Prodijal_Son]
#2125367 - 11/20/03 03:04 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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it isn't the car, at all ... the car was an example of the fact that this morning i was worrying about everything and anything ...
these days i've actually been very happy with how life is going ... today felt like a sudden 'crash' with no reasoning
i'm stuck in a world of capitalism because i live in dead-center Los Angeles, and have lived here all my life
it's kind of hard to 'get away' as long as i live in LA, and there's no way I'm moving out anytime soon ...
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: HB]
#2125389 - 11/20/03 03:12 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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Do you like it there?
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: Prodijal_Son]
#2125400 - 11/20/03 03:17 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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i've hated it since i was born here
i was just discussing with my coworker at lunch about our passion of hating beverly hills/la
but, i have no money to move out ... soooo ... im stuck here for a long time, unless one of you kidnaps me
=) hint hint
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: HB]
#2125407 - 11/20/03 03:21 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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Support Group Central....It`s the forum you need HB
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: OldSpice]
#2125416 - 11/20/03 03:22 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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agreed, ima head over there later
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Prodijal_Son
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: HB]
#2125445 - 11/20/03 03:37 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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If you ever want to live in KY, i'd be more than willing to help you out. I'm getting a house with a friend and his friend, and 3 bedroom houses in the Louisville usually go for around 1000 a month. And that's in the good ol' neighborhoods too. So ... sell your shit (all of it cept for the puter) and hitchhike your ass to Ky.
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: Prodijal_Son]
#2125481 - 11/20/03 03:48 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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i've been having some pretty bad days...but they are getting better
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: HB]
#2125489 - 11/20/03 03:50 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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seems like its some kind of psychological (sp) problem... you tell your self your gonna have a bad day and as soon as something bad happens wether its little or big your still have it stuck in your mind that it happend because you "knew" you were gonna have a bad day.... and then for the rest of the day your focused on the fact that your having a bad day and every little thing will piss you off.... and if something good happens you probably wouldnt even notice... and vice versa..
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: HB]
#2125491 - 11/20/03 03:51 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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You are a Canadian trapped in an American body.
I'll pick you up tomorrow to take you to your new cold life.
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: HB]
#2125493 - 11/20/03 03:52 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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i miss otd
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: Prodijal_Son]
#2125494 - 11/20/03 03:52 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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if he sold all his shit he wouldnt have to hitchhike.
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AliceDee
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: AliceDee]
#2125501 - 11/20/03 03:54 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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also i thougnt beverly hills was like the most expensive city to live in how could you not afford to move out...
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YouEnjoyMyself
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so do i...
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_I_
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How did you know that????????????????????
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Twenty two thousand six hundred seventy six posts.... He needs help fast ....
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Re: good days and bad days ... [Re: _I_]
#2125670 - 11/20/03 05:23 PM (20 years, 4 months ago) |
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He wouldn't have to, correct. But why not?
-------------------- The times are good. The living is easy. The vibes are zingy.
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