I got into the rave scene a little while back, just before the whole thing became commercialized (in my area anyway) So being on the cusp like that, I had the chance to see a little of both worlds - old and new. In the beginning it was underground parties (which we usually didn't even label as 'raves') typically consiting of a couple hundred people or so...usually out in the desert...and there was always a large variety of every sort of person you could imagine from the middle-aged people that lived through the hippie movement back in the 60s right down to new-aged punks like myself that were just gettin their feet wet in the techno scene. Alot of the time there was just one main stage with music playin, and a bunch of people on the outskirts with drums and shit like that, making their own music with their own little circles of friends. And another big thing we also had a lot of was fire dancing...cause obviously it got cold at night and we always had bomfires an shit going, so people we constantly pullin cinders an shit outta the fire and making crazy ass patterns with em - it was bad as fuck. What was the best part about it though, was the connection that everyone shared...everyone knew everyone else - it was like we were all one big happy family...it was fucken great.
Eventually though, too many people started getting involved and the parties started getting out of control...the cops would start showing up at the very beginning and start breakin shit up before we even had a chance to get set up, and before too long the people that were organizing these things just stopped doing it - apparently it wasn't worth the hassle.
And that's about the time when actual 'raves' started showing up...persumably being conducted by the same people that used to frequent the desert parties before they got shut down. In the beginning, the rave scene was made up of most of the same people, and there was still quite a bit of the same closeness we shared before. We still upheld many of the same traditions that we loved so much about the other scene - traditions that were apparently passed down from the hippie generatiuons that came before (like friendship beads for instance) and the drugs of choice were still for the most part ecstacy, marijuana, LSD, and shrooms. We still had areas of the rave that were set aside for rubbing circles, and group discussions, and all that other fun stuff that help make the scene what it was...and for the most part - the only thing that actually changed was the place we were meeting (and I suppose, the fact that we were gradually attracting more and more people as our little shindings caught the public's eye)
The days of the candy kids came and went, and after them was an entire flood of K-ed out zombies that fucked like rabbits on the sidelines. This was followed by an entire generation of little fucken kids as people began being more laxidated on the age limits. Within a few years time it got to the point where there were constantly several different raves going on any given weekend, and it wasn't uncommon to see thousands of people at any one of em (I think 3 or 4 thousand was pretty average - with a thou or so at the smaller ones, and a good 8 or 9 thou at the massives) The entire scene became absolutely saturated with immature crazy lookin children that were only there cause they wanted to get fucked up. The love and compassion had been squashed out of existance, and replaced with cold hard feelings of rebelion and lust. The free thinking, mind expanding, interconnected feelings of the past had all but whithered away...and all that was left were thousands of mindless drones that were simply going through the motions without even knowing why they were there, or what it was that kept them commin back - it's like they knew that they were a part of something, and that's all they cared about (apparently no one wanted to re-discover what it was they were a part of in the first place...they were all perfectly content just being a sheep)
And I know I sound like one of them old fuddy-duddy types that's just bitchin about how kids these days are getting worse an worse, and all of that (which, I dunno, maybe I am) but all I'm trying to say is that there was a time when there was meaning to all of this - and it was so much more then simply expressing yourself, or spreading your wings, or being a part of something that's gonna be talked about well into the future (the same way we look back at the whole hippie revolution) at one point in time it was about bonding with your fellow man and truely knowing that we're all in this crazy mess together, and that there really is no damn reason we shouldn't be able to get along regardless how different we may appear on the surface. I feel honored to have seen that aspect of the scene before it died out...and I hope that many of you here will have the opportunity to have that sort of an experience at some point in your life. Cause I really do feel sorry for anyone who has only see the darker more robotic side of the rave scene...cause I know just how much they missed out on.
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Ravings of a Madman
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