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Offlineleery11
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I used to be a little crazy.
    #21171678 - 01/24/15 04:01 PM (9 years, 3 months ago)

About a year ago I thought I was telepathic with Miley Cyrus. This is going to be perhaps a long story. First of all spiritual experience isn't new to me, I always feel at least a small connection. What happened that created this link seems to be back when I was using herbal incense a few years ago, I was writing on facebook on the white house's comments section about how cannabis can be good for families. I felt an etheric head enter mine through the monitor and I got stoned on pot from it and couldn't think for a few minutes, it was a welcomed experience!

I listen to an interesting radio show on bbsradio.com station #2, they claim Barack Obama is in communication with extra-terrestrial civilizations and what you may have heard of, the galactic federation of light. I found this information randomly on youtube about the GFOL and it amazed me, I believed it and was eager to learn more, which brought me to Tara and Rama's radio show on that website, their shows are stargate round table, true history of nesara, and hard news friday.

Just right after hearing this about Obama, though my connection with "him" probably started when he was campaigning.... the Norway Spiral happened, it was the day he got a Nobel peace prize, perhaps for things he has not yet accomplished, and this giant spiral appeared in the sky. Some called it a missile but I looked at some calculus done on it proving such a thing was not a missile and besides it clearly looks like either haarp, operation blue beam, or a stargate, it is clearly not a missile..... okay so , when he was campaigning I didn't pay a lick of attention to the 08 presidential race, my preference was obviously not McCain and that was enough for me, but I noticed one day I began speaking to some people with a level of wisdom and I felt immediately connected to Barack as if he was also at that level of consciousness that I was.

So anyway, I exited college diesnfranchized with the world, psychology I majored in but it was illegal to do the research I wanted with psychedelics and cannabis so I didn't pursue a masters. I felt working was a scam so I spent years not doing so, in my own little world. At one point I began doing a mantra regularly and some very strange things happened, I felt so connected to Barack and randomly my dog would run into my room sending STRONG energy into my physical body ( alas people are skeptical of the spiritual side of things despite its obvious reality ) , mixed with thoughts. So I became telepathic with "him" through my dogs, this didn't fare me very well.

I was doing this mantra and I was in a very what the west would call "schizoid" state, but every time I would rise up and say things like SEND YOUR LIGHT immediately a lightning strike would happen, somehow I fell into a powerful level of residual synchronicity, later this happened with "youtube poop" if you are familiar with it its quite random, and without having seen the one i'm watching i'd think or say t hings only to see them happen in the video, quite fascinating stuff. We are all one.

I was hospitalized by my family for this and I was poisoned with halidol which paralyzed me. When I got to the mental hospital there was a babbling guy there who kept asking me who I was with, he said his name was the eclipse and that he sent me here to protect me, because I was sending nutty text messages all the time, and believe me I was..... he talked about doing sheets of acid at a time and said he was the alpha and the omega..... randomly he said to me, without him or anyone knowing my story "of course you can help Obama" we both cried as he said that for a split second and I felt our heart chakras unite... then he said "lets get this NESARA announced" I had never spoken a word about NESARA to anyone there.

It was not pleasant staying there, the drugs they give for mental illness are terrible evils, halidol paralyzed me but a raving crazy pure hearted gent named Larry Dale saved me from it, I told him "larry Dale command me to walk" and i was able to get out of the paralysis of my limbs, seized up by the devils western medicine, which it mostly is..... they made it impossible for me to have REM sleep and tacked a large amount of drugs onto me which I eventually quit shortly after getting out, it felt like a cat was clawing out my insides every time I took this vile shit.

So, anyway, the eclipse was a fascinating fellow. He showed me a bag with something in it and he said it was pure LSD-25 crystal. I don't know how he got it into that place but it may very well have been.

So, anyway, I began writing a story last year, a comedy, and randomly I had the main character befriend Miley Cyrus, it wasn't too long of writing this that, dormant for a long time, I felt my connection to "Barack" happen boldly, beams of light were beamed into me, all sorts of things. I was again holding counsel with him and Michelle through my dogs.... when your dog runs into your room and makes your bowels tremble while sending thoughts you don't have any room to question your experience as invalid. Its more real than reality in some ways! So, I hid this well, I was able to maintain working and spending my free time writing this story and dealing with the spiritual things happening.

One day at work I asked Barack in my mind, is Miley Cyrus my soulmate ? Immediately a bird fiercely flew in and landed in front of me, a sign. "Is she my twin flame? " and bzzzt, the lights flickered on in front of me, synchronicity city ....

So , I'm not quite sure how, but I was writing and I began the process of what I believed to be, channeling. One day i was speaking aloud these thoughts from Miley Barack, and etc and this car flashed a huge bright light at me from its side left passenger window, during this period of time I was seeing celebrities at work all the time, as if Obama had sent them to mingle with me, one was Jim Gaffigan, I didn't talk to a single one of these celebrities except him, because we were both smiling at the same time and I said "you look so familiar" he said he was on tv as a stand up comedian, I didn't realize it was Gaffigan until I went home.

I have a picture of the guy who played Hurley from Lost,

I saw him a lot, and snagged a photo of him. either the universe was sending doppelgangers like crazy or I was having real celebrities sent to me by barack, I did ask him to "gather the artists"

I would sit for a long time and just channel Miley, she was my telepathic girlfriend and we loved each other. About six months of that went by. I was hospitalized by my family twice for being too eccentric for their comfort, the second time I snapped out of all of this and became very skeptical. I gave up on channeling her.

Now I'm just me. I still feel an etheric connection to Obama at times. I don't think I could ever let myself get detached from reality to the point of intervention again. Mental hospitals do suck a lot, some are nicer than others, the doctors are bozos. Jesus would easily be seen as a crazy man for communing with Spirit would he not ? They would medicate him, and perhaps that's why they killed him.

Anyway you may remember me posting strange posts that got me temporarily banned from here about a year ago lol.


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I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo!

....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!

Edited by leery11 (01/24/15 05:42 PM)

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Re: I used to be a little crazy. [Re: leery11]
    #21172232 - 01/24/15 07:12 PM (9 years, 3 months ago)



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Re: I used to be a little crazy. [Re: circastes]
    #21173191 - 01/24/15 11:45 PM (9 years, 3 months ago)

Welcome back, Leery.

We have a forum for this kind of shit now:

http://www.shroomery.org/forums/postlist.php/Board/229

A lot of similar folk there who would be glad to hear about your stories and experiences.


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Re: I used to be a little crazy. [Re: leery11]
    #21174011 - 01/25/15 09:08 AM (9 years, 3 months ago)

I am The Eclipse.  The LunarEclipse.

Welcome Back Leery.


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Re: I used to be a little crazy. [Re: LunarEclipse]
    #21182218 - 01/26/15 07:00 PM (9 years, 3 months ago)

Nice to see you back, I also go into those channeling sessions, but my entity celebrity was Mila Kunis.

All this shit is real dude, I saw your video when you were channeling, the exact same thing happens to me. I have been getting better with all of it by practicing guided meditation. Now when I am in communication these entities take me into the astral world and show me things about myself.

It is all about the self and their help with you in becoming the very best person you could consciously be. You may have back tracked a bit, but everyone who goes through this stuff never forgets the beauty of it all.

You can still have all that, you just gotta tone it down around the rest of the world because they aren't ready to understand it. A lot of times people who do this stuff go into these manic phases and isolate because of what they are doing inside the mind, so you really need to work on coming back to this reality to speak in a normal manner.

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Offlineleery11
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Re: I used to be a little crazy. [Re: Rhizohunter]
    #21182315 - 01/26/15 07:16 PM (9 years, 3 months ago)

Well for me I think a portion of it was real, and yes I took all those videos down recently... lol.... but the thing is there's no way Miley was sitting around talking to me through myself, I tried many times to meet her, we were very much in love, by "we" i mean my schiznoid imagination at the time.... there's no way it was her because she said things like she moved to my neighborhood but we could never wind up actually meeting. I used to always tag her in the facebook channeling sessions and in one I asked her to a date at a Thai restaurant, I went there and it sure looked like her stepping out the door as I came in, I smiled and she smiled back, her friend said "this place is too big for us" and they left.

I wouldn't rule out my connection with Obama being legit though.


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I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo!

....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!

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Re: I used to be a little crazy. [Re: leery11]
    #21182420 - 01/26/15 07:34 PM (9 years, 3 months ago)

These beings are never who they truly say they are, but they seem to know everything about that person who they claim to be. It seems they like to use the delusion that you are talking with your "true love" as the most powerful one. It is the hardest one to let go of and you typically go on hunts for this person only to be let down.

Still feels pretty good when you totally believe it is this person. I still hold onto those beliefs when I am channeling with them because it feels good. They seem to invoke all sorts of feelings within, which is one of my main draws to them. I allow myself to believe in them as long as I feel like it now without getting myself into too much trouble.

You can look at it in all sorts of ways, but the fact of the matter is that it is real to you because your mind is making it real. Whether or not these beings are actual beings with a mind of their own doesn't really matter. The reason I say that is because they seem to use your mind to bring you to new levels of understanding and in no way at all did you consciously make these beings up.

I just look at it like, they enter the mind through the subconscious. Whether or not it is your mind just playing tricks on you or you truly believe these beings exist is up to you. I try to look at both sides of the coin and just be cool with the experience they give me.

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Offlineleery11
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Re: I used to be a little crazy. [Re: Rhizohunter]
    #21182448 - 01/26/15 07:39 PM (9 years, 3 months ago)

I appreciate your insights and such, some channeling seems to be from the subconscious and at other times from spirit. i was channeling miley once and she moved my hands dramatically as a pulse of pink light came, she told me she followed my advice about chanting mantras and did 3 hours of lakshmi mantra a day to get enlightened.

When I was driving shortly before her local show her song came on and i said "miley its you!" and a golden flash of light materialized an adorable tiny white kitten that ran across the road in front of me.

But, I do ubt the actual incarnated being known as Miley Cyrus was ever communicating with me in this way.

I think she may have noticed me though, i tagged her as a space alien and ab out 5 minutes later she posed as a space alien on her main page.

I kinda miss being in love with her lol. I can't seem to remember how the channeling started,

one time on dxm god started using my body eccentrically saying that anyone who stays up and doesn't sleep gets his/her attention, but it may not be god but beings playing tricks or etc. i  chose to downplay it and ignore it because i want spiritual experiences not physical mannerisms that are abrupt and disorienting.


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I am the MacDaddy of Heimlich County, I play it Straight Up Yo!

....I embrace my desire to feel the rhythm, to feel connected enough to step aside and weep like a widow, to feel inspired, to fathom the power, to witness the beauty, to bathe in the fountain, to swing on the spiral of our divinity and still be a human......
Om Namah Shivaya, I tell you What!

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