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Shroomopotamus
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177446 - 01/26/15 01:30 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Daddyzomed said: I need to go to rehab
Idk how much etizolam was in that vial but i blacked out so bad that i ruined my life atm
I was being physicly abused etc etc etc
Im so ashamed i literaly want to kil myself
This seems to be the same as every post of yours now-a-days...
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SunnyD
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Im not fit for life i guess
Havnt blackout since Nov
I have lost the will to live We have a 50. cal
I should do the world a favor
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177458 - 01/26/15 01:38 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Daddyzomed said: Im not fit for life i guess
Havnt blackout since Nov
I have lost the will to live We have a 50. cal
I should do the world a favor
Etizolam caused a cluster fuck of problems in my life. I ended up going to jail after a black out and things went worse from there.
Get off that stuff having huge amounts of benzos is a CURSE.
-------------------- Taking acid and thinking you are a better man is a lot different then actually becoming a better man.
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Konyap

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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177461 - 01/26/15 01:38 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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I'm a quacky bearded duck in a tiny toons cartoon
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sprinkles
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177463 - 01/26/15 01:38 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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oh dear. Oh daddy, Its the curtains baby. Change the curtains. They are whats doing it.
Do you think you would be as depressed if you weren't using?
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Konyap

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Re: Rehab Program [Re: Konyap]
#21177464 - 01/26/15 01:39 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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COW AND CHICKEN COW AND CHICKEN COW !!!
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Bitter Cactus
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: Konyap]
#21177466 - 01/26/15 01:41 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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For the record, I have been to rehab court ordered and I am pretty sure there is a no drug tolerance policy. You don't go there so you can lower your tolerance and come out and get high. Save your bed for someone that cares.
-------------------- Taking acid and thinking you are a better man is a lot different then actually becoming a better man.
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Konyap

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He was on some really soggy shit
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sprinkles
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never make the decision to kill yourself while using. That is a decision that needs to be made with a clear mind and not drug induced emotion. Feelings fucking lie. Your heart will lie to you, your brain will lie to you. Your spirit won't lie. Drugs will separate you from your spirit. All people who have an addiction whether it be sex, food, gambling, shopping, or whatever all have that same thing in common.
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Shroomopotamus
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177521 - 01/26/15 02:10 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Daddyzomed said: Im not fit for life i guess
Havnt blackout since Nov
I have lost the will to live We have a 50. cal
I should do the world a favor
Fuck off with this suicidal bullshit. Everyone here has blacked out and done something regrettable sometime or another.
-------------------- * Live by the mushroom, die by the mushroom
    This is a trap! A trap! You are all busted! Busted! You fools!
If a time comes where I fail to appear I've been abducted and I will miss you all Please smile and pet puppies as often as possible Be happy Be nice (<3);}
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SunnyD
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its not blackout Its cause i suck at life and havent made any progress
My brother moved out parents dont trust me lower back might be fractured No social contact with anyone i love
This house is just filled with hate
Also SS CC ID were all thrown away I deserve everything i get
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Imperfect Iam
^means imperfect,not I'm perfect


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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177788 - 01/26/15 05:19 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Just a phase my friend, I have felt like that many times, but pushed throught it, then all of a sudden, shit gets better, it's life man.
-------------------- All you touch, and all you see, is all your life will ever be- Pink Floyd Life is what happens while you're busy making other plans- John Lennon
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buest
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD] 1
#21177815 - 01/26/15 05:40 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hey buddy, life ain't that bad, things get better, trust me, you know you have friends here that love you, I'm one of them! You don't know how much I would miss you if something were to happen.
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SunnyD
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: buest]
#21177844 - 01/26/15 05:59 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Thanks B...
Im done with benzos Period
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177857 - 01/26/15 06:06 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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daddy, it will all be over in a year and a half.
hi buest!
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Imperfect Iam
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177866 - 01/26/15 06:13 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Man, I don't know how long you have been taking them, but if you have for a while, you can't just be done with them, it can and will kill you.
Trust me, I take klonopin, have for 17 years, and in those 17 years, I took more than prescribed a few times, then ran out. It is horrible w/d that you must taper yourself off, if you are addicted, I hope you are not. I learned my lesson the hard way, and only take them as prescribed for anxiety now. NOTHING I have EVER taken in my life compares to benzo w/d. NOTHING!
-------------------- All you touch, and all you see, is all your life will ever be- Pink Floyd Life is what happens while you're busy making other plans- John Lennon
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SunnyD
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I know very well of the WD dangers But its just been this entire weekend
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: SunnyD]
#21177881 - 01/26/15 06:30 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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ok man, you should be fine, but if you feel tremors coming on, take a SMALL dose, I don't know yo IRL, but from the forums, I can tell you are a good person, and would hate to hear something happened to you! BE CAREFUL!
-------------------- All you touch, and all you see, is all your life will ever be- Pink Floyd Life is what happens while you're busy making other plans- John Lennon
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SunnyD
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All my tizz is confiscated so if i feel tremors im fucked
Im too tired to say more
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vinsue
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Re: Rehab Program [Re: Hrethic]
#21177908 - 01/26/15 06:52 AM (9 years, 3 months ago) |
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Hrethic said:... I have NO intention of quitting these, or any other drugs, except alcohol, over time. I'm a heavy drinker and that's the only drug i've abused that i can see noticeably bad effects from long term use. But there's frankly no fucking way i'm quitting pot/mushrooms/klonopin/ketamine/acid. Ain't gon happen...
Good luck with that.
AA works for me 'cause I work it. I still smoke some weed, I still enjoy kratom, but alcohol is my demon. And so far, I'm winning. (Alcohol free 388 days and counting, one day at a time)
OP, sounds like you may need it.
And daddyzomed, me if ya need to talk. There's always light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how long,dark and lonely it may seem. Stay strong, Bro...
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