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InvisibleDelyrium
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I'm not in love, so don't forget it
    #2112279 - 11/16/03 07:32 PM (14 years, 5 months ago)

Hrm. I think I lost the ability to love. I think I just turned into a stone. I'm a horrible person. I can honestly say I fell in love, it was real love, it was undeniable love, it was the sweetest love anyone could have possibly had - and I think I just put it to shit.

I must have built this defensive wall around myself. I can honestly say I have grown crushes on people, but love? Nope. Never again.

I have this habit... I enjoy being with someone for a certain amount of time and once they start getting comfortable with knowing how I feel about them... I immediately back away. I break everything we had apart.

I hurt people, and I've been told how horrible of a person I am.

Not only in a sexual relationship - but in my friends and family... I cannot love. I'm sure I say I do, and I'm sure I have the feelings that are very similar to it - but then why do I hurt them?

I suck at life.


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OfflinePsilygirl
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Re: I'm not in love, so don't forget it [Re: Delyrium]
    #2112300 - 11/16/03 07:42 PM (14 years, 5 months ago)

its probably just a defenese mechanism that you set up for yourself, did you get hurt that time you loved someone?

i went through a 2 year period where i couldnt love anyone, anytime i got semi-close to someone i backed out of the relationship.

hopefully, it will pass and its just your soul healing from something that hurt you. i still havent loved since all that happened to me, but i think if the right person came along i might be able to love again.


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"Love says 'I am everything.' Wisdom says 'I am nothing.' Between the two, my life flows."


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InvisibleIdugh
Registered: 09/25/02
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Re: I'm not in love, so don't forget it [Re: Delyrium]
    #2113651 - 11/17/03 12:51 AM (14 years, 5 months ago)

Hey, you can practice on me if you want too... :grin:  Heh...

First off - Do you love yourself?  It's pretty hard to relate to others if you can not relate to yourself.


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Invisibledjfrog
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Re: I'm not in love, so don't forget it [Re: Delyrium]
    #2113728 - 11/17/03 01:12 AM (14 years, 5 months ago)

Its alright to do your own thing for now. Love is not a rational thing and you shouldn't beat yourself up for having feelings that don't make sense.


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Re: I'm not in love, so don't forget it [Re: Delyrium]
    #2113941 - 11/17/03 02:11 AM (14 years, 5 months ago)



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