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Distorted Vision
The best. Of the worst.



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Still wouldn't bother me. Unless I had someone there all like..
YOU HEAR THAT MAN. NO. NO. LISTEN.
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B0b0
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Damn Pirate, hope your bad vibes surrounding your friends suicide come to peace. I'm fortunate to be agnostic so I don't believe in ghost, else I'd be creeped by your situation too.
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Needles Dying Childless Getting the wrong girl pregnant Unrequited love My family passing away Dementia Feeling like I have experienced enough of the world Dying without contributing something to humanity
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pirate-blues


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Distorted Vision said: Still wouldn't bother me. Unless I had someone there all like..
YOU HEAR THAT MAN. NO. NO. LISTEN.

I think I'd be totally fine on acid, it might not be the funnest place to trip but I probably would be less freaked out on acid than normally. Mushrooms would probably not go as well. And when I smoke weed in this house it usually turns me into a little more of a pansy, but I think I'd be okay with acid actually.
The weird noises and shifty shadows in this house are really oddly..pronounced/clear. I don't think about ghosts much/at least not in the literal sense, and I always look to the first rational explanation I can think of before going bonkers over nothing. But since my friend and I heard a very clear, not terribly loud, but very clear voice while we were mid convo that made us stop and look at each other to verify that it happened I've just come to expect creepy things to happen.
Actually a couple minutes ago I heard a heavy movement upstairs which is still partially filled with all these crazy old random oddities the last guy left, and then like it almost sounded like it shifted to the exterior of the house(like a dull thud again the door or something idk) it actually woke up the giant german shepherd dog that's cuddled up on this futon with me and made him perk up and stare in that direction. Shit's weird yo.
@B0b0, thanks dude, it feels freakishly long ago, things were so different following that winter that it just feels far away, I automatically thought about something in my life dying suddenly, or me dying suddenly.I felt like I was tripping watching that cloud. The wind was so intense it was moving the cloud and made it look like it was actively morphing. Not that I really believe in the idea of seeing random omens, but it got me thinking about that topic in depth and making me feel all doom and gloom.
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Masked
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-I am afraid of dying before getting to see my little guy grow up.
-I am afraid I am going to die alone
-I am afraid of looking back at my life in 30 years and having nothing but regret about all my decisions.
-I am afraid to love again
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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: B0b0] 1
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B0b0 said: I'm fortunate to be agnostic so I don't believe in ghost, else I'd be creeped by your situation too.
how can you be sure you don't believe in ghosts
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Distorted Vision
The best. Of the worst.



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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: Masked]
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Masked. Those are good man. I'm afraid of dying alone too. And I'm afraid that I won'tcan't love again.
Edited by Distorted Vision (01/05/15 11:16 AM)
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Mike_yy


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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: jsad316]
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Stroke that results in paraplegia, or cancer somewhere annoying like mouth or ass cancer. I worry about my joints wearing away. I guess my mortality is what scares me. I'm fully functioning and always been quite athletic so i have a lot to lose.
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damnnation
Monsieur Rêve


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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: Mike_yy]
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Something that freaks me out is the deep ocean. Like being in the middle of nowhere and knowing there's several kilometers of water underneath you. That you could sink all the way the down and be completly surrounded by water. Sometimes when I take showers I imagine myself in that situation... Feelsbadman
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Bill_Oreilly
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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: Masked]
#21070828 - 01/05/15 11:28 AM (9 years, 1 month ago) |
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Masked said: -I am afraid of dying before getting to see my little guy grow up.
-I am afraid I am going to die alone
-I am afraid of looking back at my life in 30 years and having nothing but regret about all my decisions.
-I am afraid to love again
I say who gives a fuck if if you/I die alone. Dying alone is the least of my worries.
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larry.fisherman
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We all die alone. The answer is to do it with dignity.
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Bill_Oreilly
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pretty much
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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mpd
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Spiders and wasps
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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: mpd]
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failure, wasps.
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FlackoTheAlien
Mushrooms Alter Universes



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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: millzy]
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Kidney stones haven't been mentioned in this thread and let me tell you what, i have overcome most of my fears, but KIDNEY STONES scare the living shit out of me 
I also fear death, its not death its self i fear, nor is it the way i will die, it is the fear of the unknown, not knowing for sure what happens after death, will always haunt me. I am pretty positive there is a afterlife and a spiritual world or "Demension" ,But the idea of there being Absolutely nothing after life is a bit scary. Hell is also scary. Really though the biggest thing to fear is fear its self, this life is uncontrollable and inevitable, this life must be a lesson to your inner self. Also mortality scares the piss out of me, it's scary being stuck in world consumed by slow decay, but life is shorter than you think so you gotta live it and enjoy it while you can. Also one more thing, i fear loosing control of my self, loosing contact with reality for good. And finally i fear having suicidal thoughts and feelings again, i never want to allow my self to get depressed and miserable to the point i wanna end it all. I hate being on the edge like that, the urges to wanna end everything, the urges to wanna go psychotic and go homicidal or suicidal is madness.
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Violent Dreams


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Anything happening to my Lilith.
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InfiniteToker
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Re: What are you afraid of? [Re: SARAtonin]
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the system oppressing us all even more, dying alone, unfulfilled life, women claiming rape, undercooked food, sharting, Kate Beckinsale staring at me awkwardly
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FlackoTheAlien
Mushrooms Alter Universes



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InfiniteToker said: the system oppressing us all even more, dying alone, unfulfilled life, women claiming rape, undercooked food, sharting, Kate Beckinsale staring at me awkwardly
Yeah fuck the system man. Always trying to keep a homie down. Also women claiming rape falsely is scary. But whats even worse is when you are dating a girl and she fucks a guy and cheats on you, THEN claims he raped her. Then changes her story to try to confuse you Now what the fuck do you do with that? This may seem a bit off topic, but it personally happened to me and its a nightmare, never knowing the truth, always feeling unfulfilled and incomplete. Though falsely being accused of rape and getting charged/arrested for it would mark you for LIFE and is alot worse
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Amorphouspattern
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InfiniteToker said: the system oppressing us all even more,
dame that capitalism...we have the best system in the world ever for being alive right now

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InfiniteToker said: the system oppressing us all even more, dying alone, unfulfilled life, women claiming rape, undercooked food, sharting, Kate Beckinsale staring at me awkwardly
Yeah fuck the system man. Always trying to keep a homie down. Also women claiming rape falsely is scary. But whats even worse is when you are dating a girl and she fucks a guy and cheats on you, THEN claims he raped her. Then changes her story to try to confuse you Now what the fuck do you do with that? This may seem a bit off topic, but it personally happened to me and its a nightmare, never knowing the truth, always feeling unfulfilled and incomplete. Though falsely being accused of rape and getting charged/arrested for it would mark you for LIFE and is alot worse
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InfiniteToker
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lol, whatever. stick to the thread topic.
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pirate-blues


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I'm afraid of dying suddenly.
I'm afraid that my old golden retriever with cancer will sit by my side wondering what's wrong for days until someone finds me. I keep picturing that image of my dog just laying down and trying to figure out what to do next to my decomposing body. I'm afraid of so much more than just that..but I can't stop picturing that in my head, and for some reason it always makes me tear up thinking about it.
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