So I got 4 hits I think 2 or 3 years ago. Been waiting for the right time but was told recently that I should eat it or stick it in the freezer, and that I would be lucky if they hadn't broken down or whatever. They were in their little bag, in my safe, under the tray insert, against the metal box, on the top shelf of my closet.
so rather than putting possibly bunk stuff in the freezer for later, I decided to eat em. 830 first one Then 845 Then 900 Then 915. Decided they were no good so started munching on fungus fries around 930. By the second mushroom I ate, I was like damn those are some kick ass mushrooms, or something else is going on here. First time so I didn't know.
I was planning on trying some shamanic journeying, but I was lost in a new world. Nothing like what I expected. Much calmer and more in control than I thought I would be for the most part.
The lights were absolutely incredible. Once I realized that the lsd was in fact taking off, I went to my temporary shrine built for tonight. I sat down did some breathing, didn't quite get to any meditative states but, I felt this light above me. I couldn't figure it out, but it stayed with me. My first thought is it feels like a divine celestial light. Like the heavens are shining down on me. It was really beatiful.
Then I wondered my hallways back and forth a few times trying to get a feel for it. Went and laid down in bed and watched my fish tank. That was pretty cool; lights off in the room and the fish tank was just surreal, was noticing strange behavior with the fish, my 2 Oscars mainly.
Time was moving really slowly at first.
Then I don't know what point I came to sit in the kitchen, but I think I hit some ganja then sat in my chair and closed my eyes. In daily life i like to stretch after taking a hit, feels better. So with my eyes closed I stayed sitting but brought my arms up and I think locked my hands behind my head, I sat upright, and felt kind of like a tree swaying in some cosmic wind. And the lights, the glimmering, sparkling light, what is it?
This is when the trip climaxed, fucking blew my mind and almost turned the trip bad, but I just sat and collected myself afterward and was ok.
But as I was starting to focus on the lights(basically forgot about my physical body in the kitchen, felt like I was part of an expanded conscious energy) I started to notice something curious... as I had my arms above my head, I noticed that my arm would cast a shadow, or block the glimmering light, but only with my eyes closed, opened my eyes and there was no light to block. Closed my eyes again and it's like some one has a glimmering spotlight on me. Then I had the urge to break through the lights like a chandelier ceiling. I felt like I could start to break through, the light opened up and felt like I was crawling through a hole in the ground about to find myself in a completely new world.... new dimension even. I could start to see the light expand, like I was squeezing my way through then It became frightening to try and go any further, like I might leave this world behind. And right at that moment
LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIAMONDS!
I don't know if that is just code for lsd or what, but I could hear the song in my head loud, right at that moment. It was like an epiphany. That's what the glimmering celestial light above my head is! Lucy in the sky with diamonds. I don't know, it was like sudden realization that there is another dimension that is just sitting right on top of us, and inside of us. Lucy in the sky became a metaphor for God, or other beings that can see us but we can't see them. The diamonds.... the diamond became a barrier, a portal, the path to Beyond. All of this was at the moment I heard the song come on; LUCY IN THE SKY WITH DIAMONDS! (Just hear the Beatles, I don't even like them much but the fucking diamonds man...) And at that moment, the epiphany moment of realization it turned 1:10 am. Which happens to be the time I set my clock to go off the night before for work, which is an unusual time for me to set my alarm, usually it's 2 or 330 or something.
So that concludes the climax, I was kinda floored by the whole experience so I sat and stared at my fish tank some more while my mind was reeling. And now I could see the diamonds with my eyes open. Closed my eyes and I was bathed in the celestial diamond light, open them, faint, almost distracting glimmering at my peripherals.
calmed down, went and ripped the bubbler again, definitely getting grounded now.
Things started to level off and I think I passed out around 3 or 4.
Something else I noticed, my physical body felt fucking boring. Like unsalted, un seasoned food. Like a plastic erector set. I had no body high at all, almost like it was desensitized.
So I'm curious if anyone else has experienced anything similar with the chandelier ceiling and what may be on the other side...?
Edited by MaJiK_420 (12/28/14 03:25 PM)
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