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shadyy
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i just relapsed 6
#21007219 - 12/21/14 11:44 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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omg so after about a week of being clean and feeling so great and good and smart
i found myself today very eager and impulsive well, i lost control
maybe it's because i was drinking a lot last night
but i found myself in my bedroom, nauseous and sweaty, having this huge internal debate
and then it happened..i filled up a bag and stared at it..hands trembling..
i held the bag to my mouth. and i...i inhaled.
i'm pretty high right now..feeling much better too (and i actually have an appetite - it was all probably withdrawals)
i'm thinking about going to rehab
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nastynaven
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Re: i just relapsed [Re: shadyy]
#21007228 - 12/21/14 11:47 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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i relapsed after being sober for 6 months. technically, drinking doesn't count as sobriety. thats why you did that bag. go to rehab, i've been. your gonna lose all your money doing that stuff.
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psi
TOAST N' JAM


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Re: i just relapsed [Re: shadyy] 2
#21007229 - 12/21/14 11:48 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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A bag of what?
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Patlal
You ask too many questions



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Re: i just relapsed [Re: psi]
#21007233 - 12/21/14 11:49 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Are we talking about weed?
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nastynaven
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Re: i just relapsed [Re: Patlal]
#21007237 - 12/21/14 11:50 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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yea im confused too. you filled a bag? and inhaled something from it? sooo confused.
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demiu5
humans, lol


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Re: i just relapsed [Re: psi]
#21007246 - 12/21/14 11:52 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Quote:
psi said: A bag of what?

i would assume paint or petrol, but am curious myself
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luvdemboomers
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sounds like he was hitting a volcano
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nicechrisman
Interdimensional space wizard



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Re: i just relapsed [Re: shadyy] 1
#21007278 - 12/21/14 12:11 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think it's time for an intervention
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Bitter Cactus
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He relapsed on horse poop.
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Patlal
You ask too many questions



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Quote:
Bitter Cactus said: He relapsed on horse poop.
Who can resist snorting and fine line of steam horse poo? I don't blame him
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Re: i just relapsed [Re: Patlal] 1
#21007394 - 12/21/14 12:39 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Isn't it obvious? He relapsed on jenkem.
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Jake.Wizard27
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i feel ya, my bro was doing inhalents for sometime and found it hard to quit, Im assuming inhalants, and you find it hard to calrify cause its embarassing.. I mean dude, I built what i called an artificial lung once to help build up enough glade to fly high., it all ended in some scary assed experiences when i decided I dont think i wanna go back to that place, it had to scare the shit out of me before I finally was like fuck this!!.. i felt like an eternal loop where I was lika cube on a wheel of cubes and I would think.. hmmm im a cube.. and then i would all of a sudden feel like i bumped into the cube in front of me and become that cube and think hmm im a cube and this went on and on and on and on.. crazy bizarre.. and i was like when five eternities later came out of it I was like damn fuck that shit.. I hate being a cube, is that what they mean by being square// ..
he finally had to lay off the shit, this is years ago mind you, cause he kept having a repeat experience that went further and further something about a guy and maybe a girl next to a cliff and he would get closer and closer and they wanted to tell him something, my buddy was stealing cases from work.. and finally he told me it felt like if he went all the way it meant dead.
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memes
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hard to quit when you have all the tools to get high sitting in your bedroom.
get rid of that shit. addiction is addiction. can't actually quit if a simple impulse can lead to relapse - gotta make it more difficult for your addictedself to get that end result
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



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Re: i just relapsed [Re: memes] 1
#21007687 - 12/21/14 01:47 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I literally spit water all over myself reading this fucking thread I use to be really addicted to inhaling bags too.
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Distorted Vision
The best. Of the worst.



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Re: i just relapsed [Re: memes]
#21007696 - 12/21/14 01:50 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I always thought jenkem was a real thing, after researching it I found out otherwise. No one does this. at all. Just some joke to make junkies try it I guess.
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Konyap

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I have chocolate on my lips which makes me indistinguishable from a jenkem junkie.
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SoupSandwich



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Re: i just relapsed [Re: Konyap] 2
#21007917 - 12/21/14 02:47 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I remember getting high as fuck on gold paint as a teen last month and laughing hysterically at this Montey Pyton sketch on the radio.
Came down an hour later and realized it was just the BBC News.
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Rebelutionsssss
Mdmazing



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Hahaha! You guys are some funny ass motherfuckers
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Jake.Wizard27
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i watched a friend of mine for this story ill call him bullfancy.. Bullfancy and I wwere huffing and he always did weird shit.. one time he swore to god i was trying to burn him as he was out on a cloud somewhere.. I swear to god untrue.. well on this particular occasion bullfancy took a few to many huffs of the glade vapors and boom, he fell backwards on the floor and actually walked around my room in circle on his shoulder blades,, he looked like a freakin crab man, i shit you not,,.. I was like holy hell this aint right, i better hufff a bunch too less I freak out.. a few moments pass and he stops lays there and looks up toward me and was like how the hell did i get on the floor.. I never told him. Havent seen bullfancy in sometime, but he is the same gent who quit cause death seemed looming..
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Edited by Jake.Wizard27 (12/21/14 03:29 PM)
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nastynaven
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never got into inhalants.
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