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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003826 - 12/20/14 03:57 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm starting to love myself. Like I'm a good person I really am and I'm pretty talented with shit I get into and I always put others comfort above mine always have its it's kind of sad actually how much I haven't loved myself.
I feel like like the drunk uncle on the holidays regurgitating all my insecurities...I'm playing games at this point almost it's sad...but I'm insecure about my looks that's def something I haven't told anybody about wow
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PsychoKinesiS
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003832 - 12/20/14 03:58 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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inrepair said: ISO LA TED
Sounds like some new research chemical.
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inrepair
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Thank you thank you for being here like I say that as mental construct but like I don't really FEEL it but for what it's worth part of me is really blessed u guys are here
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inrepair
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PsychoKinesiS said:
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inrepair said: ISO LA TED
Sounds like some new research chemical.
Haha omg
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filthyknees
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003877 - 12/20/14 04:09 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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inrepair said: Thank you thank you for being here like I say that as mental construct but like I don't really FEEL it but for what it's worth part of me is really blessed u guys are here
yeah man check my user title 
maybe try smoking a fatty and think about what you want to do with the remaining seconds you have left trapped in this fleshy meat sack
could be pretty fun
ps: I am about to do this
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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youknowyou
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003881 - 12/20/14 04:12 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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true op, world is mad, we are sick beings and all that. but dont think about it and try to better yourself! thats your purpose of your existence, to try to find the way to more happiness and less suffering.
dont give up, follow your instinct, what you keep inside, try to share it, but dont get too obsessed by your thoughts. often, we think things that arent really true either. its easy to get lost in our thoughts and hard to find the way to let them go. let go, renunciation, and each time you feel stressed, try to relax. often, you are the creator of your problem. what you think you become.
change what you think and you will change what you become cheers
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Psynsns
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003887 - 12/20/14 04:15 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hey there. I feel you man. I guess the best thing I can say is that you are not alone. There are lots of other people like you. I myself often feel alone even when surrounded by others. I find a lot of human interaction to be painful, because when the real me (whom I love very much) comes out, I see the expressions on people's faces. And then I retreat back into my shell. Other people's opinions don't change my personality, but I am sensitive to non-verbal communication and figure that they don't want to hear what I have to say, so why put them through it. It sounds to me like you are a great guy, too great for most people to appreciate. I hope for both of us that we can find friends that love us for our true selves.
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003904 - 12/20/14 04:19 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I feel fried and I feel a lot of guilt about the shit I put my body through that trip. I feel so fucking guilty and I think about cconstantly how I must have fried something for good. But telling u guys insecurities as pathetic as they sound is helping me realize I haven't lost it completely cuz it feels good when I say shit like that. Like I haven't had a gf ever and that bugs me a lot. And like anytime I want to get to know someone I like I'm just confronted with the fact that I have no game lol plus I have very little people I can really be honest about like I've never told any of my friends how pathetic I feel when it comes to this stuff
God this sounds pathetic but that's the last thing I want to regurgitate before I get back to reading ur guy's replies
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backyardmagic
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003918 - 12/20/14 04:23 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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How old are you?
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: youknowyou]
#21003938 - 12/20/14 04:28 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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youknowyou said: true op, world is mad, we are sick beings and all that. but dont think about it and try to better yourself! thats your purpose of your existence, to try to find the way to more happiness and less suffering.
dont give up, follow your instinct, what you keep inside, try to share it, but dont get too obsessed by your thoughts. often, we think things that arent really true either. its easy to get lost in our thoughts and hard to find the way to let them go. let go, renunciation, and each time you feel stressed, try to relax. often, you are the creator of your problem. what you think you become.
change what you think and you will change what you become cheers
Yeah dude I feel like I'm just the cause I've mine own problems and I know who I want to be almost like a grooved out on guitar and felt really fucking good I just wish I didn't have that voice telling me I'm not good enough maybe it's Caz of the way if was raised. I got hit as a kid man that shit fucking hurt I have a lot of anger towards my parents for that but like I know they love me and they worked there as off to give me a decnt living. Like they grew up from nothing and here I am being mad at them for shit they did to me years ago? I guess all this anger tho is just a blessing in disguise tho if that makes sense
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inrepair
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backyardmagic said: How old are you?
Dude you can't even imagine the amount of shame I felt when you said that but I'm ready to be myself for once tho fuck! I'm 20 lol
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backyardmagic
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003959 - 12/20/14 04:30 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Don't you have supportive friends??
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair] 1
#21003968 - 12/20/14 04:31 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I have some molly and my friend just got back I'm giddy as fuck.im gonna take some and have an amazing experience I'll keep you guys updated. Thank you thank you thank you thank you
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zZZz
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he's got us bro.
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inrepair
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backyardmagic said: Don't you have supportive friends??
Yeah man I've taken my friends for fucking granted holy shit thank you for asking me that
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youknowyou
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003991 - 12/20/14 04:35 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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inrepair said:
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youknowyou said: true op, world is mad, we are sick beings and all that. but dont think about it and try to better yourself! thats your purpose of your existence, to try to find the way to more happiness and less suffering.
dont give up, follow your instinct, what you keep inside, try to share it, but dont get too obsessed by your thoughts. often, we think things that arent really true either. its easy to get lost in our thoughts and hard to find the way to let them go. let go, renunciation, and each time you feel stressed, try to relax. often, you are the creator of your problem. what you think you become.
change what you think and you will change what you become cheers
Yeah dude I feel like I'm just the cause I've mine own problems and I know who I want to be almost like a grooved out on guitar and felt really fucking good I just wish I didn't have that voice telling me I'm not good enough maybe it's Caz of the way if was raised. I got hit as a kid man that shit fucking hurt I have a lot of anger towards my parents for that but like I know they love me and they worked there as off to give me a decnt living. Like they grew up from nothing and here I am being mad at them for shit they did to me years ago? I guess all this anger tho is just a blessing in disguise tho if that makes sense
what do you mean, like your parents used to hit you hard? or people at school? because if my parent used to hit me, I wouldnt talk to them ever.
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filthyknees
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003992 - 12/20/14 04:36 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I think 'the voice of doubt' in our heads is actually conditioning from early childhood so I do not doubt that trauma from childhood can play out through feelings of self doubt. a 'mommy/daddy' figure saying: no, you cannot do that. ect..
once things like that are realized it helped me be like: actually I don't doubt I can do xy or z, negative thinking, fear, and anxiety has just been implanted in me
hope this is bringing on some good thoughts
also I know a guy who recently lost his virginity at 21 and he was like: *shrug* that was it? condoms suck I could hardly keep it up. lol funny dude.
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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TheLostBoys
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: filthyknees] 1
#21004024 - 12/20/14 04:42 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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patience. find peace within yourself. life is a spiritual journey of highs and lows.embrace it and smile cause our higher existence loves you. only through experience do you learn. meditate listen to your mind and clear all the negative bs. takes time. patience. -TheLostBoys
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: TheLostBoys]
#21004474 - 12/20/14 06:28 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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How old are you man? Im just wondering because certain stages in life bring on these sorts of feelings
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zZZz
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: mushpunx]
#21004484 - 12/20/14 06:30 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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He said he was 20.
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