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inrepair
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guys im goin through some shit
#21003615 - 12/20/14 03:10 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I'm a fucking mess guys like I don't open up to anybody and I get lost in my bs and like when I do open up people look at me funny like there's something wrong with me and dude it makes me feel insane and isolated so fucking ISO LA TED and that just makes me curl up in my little introverted shell more dude I need help
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003621 - 12/20/14 03:12 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I wanna feel mad at everything the world society and how it fucking is and why it's even considered crazy to be fucking human un the first place is it bad to me mad?
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LogicaL Chaos
Ascension Energy & Alien UFOs




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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003643 - 12/20/14 03:16 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Feel free to open up and spill your whole thoughts, unfiltered.
We arent here to judge (well, most of us arent).
Spill the beans fellow tripper.
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zZZz
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: LogicaL Chaos] 1
#21003654 - 12/20/14 03:18 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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shit like this will only make you stronger. hang in there bruh
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inrepair
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Idk even know man like I just idle around all day and think I'm going insane. I feel so far removed from my demons that's it's almost like I'm not the person people think I am cuz I've ran from them so long just to save the embarresent of them thinking im crazy or fucking insane that sounds insae just sayin that right now but inside I'm mean the best I really do
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003687 - 12/20/14 03:25 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Fuck man I just want to be a better person and idk why the fuck I'm going through a crisis right now. I'm not a bad person when I think of it people say I'm a really fucking nice dude but my mind just won't accept that for some reason I feel fucking cursed man
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003699 - 12/20/14 03:28 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I guess I just can't love myself man
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003703 - 12/20/14 03:29 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Idk why tho wtf I'm so fucking lost
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003708 - 12/20/14 03:30 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Ps someone at least let me know ur here pls
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zZZz
jesus


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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003710 - 12/20/14 03:30 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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i've felt the same before. i've learned to keep my thoughts to myself towards specific people, those people who look at you funny have probably never been the outcast so to speak in society, they dont know, it's not their fault.. sometimes you just have to smile and move on man.
life is too fucking beautiful to be worrying about what other people think of you. like you said, you're a good dude deep down, that's really all that matters. keep reminding yourself that.
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Xena
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003711 - 12/20/14 03:31 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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take a deep breath brah unless you murdered or raped someone youre ok in my book
-------------------- god bless
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filthyknees
no coincidence



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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003721 - 12/20/14 03:32 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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toughness easily equates to stupidity
whatever is happening now cannot stay the same, everything is changing all the time, so do what you can to make positive change, start with things like love and understanding, I hope things get a little clearer. 
try a grateful dead album that stuff always sets me right
-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003724 - 12/20/14 03:33 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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I tried telling this shit to someone and they looked at me funny as fuck. I feel fucking cursed with something honestly
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003740 - 12/20/14 03:37 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Part of me feels really fucking bad for saying this but it feels good
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zZZz
jesus


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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003749 - 12/20/14 03:38 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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it happens man. i know it hurts. talk to us. what exactly happened?..
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003761 - 12/20/14 03:41 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Idk what the fuck I did idk idk idk. Is that my ego saying that. Has my ego gotten so fucking inflated that i feel like there's must be something wrong with me to deserve this. God that felt so fucking egotistical to say but that how I feel honestly
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ApexNightmare
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: zZZz]
#21003766 - 12/20/14 03:42 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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So what is exactly the issue? Are you just depressed and don't know why? Or lack social skills or something? We can try to talk you through it if you can be a bit more specific.
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inrepair
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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003789 - 12/20/14 03:47 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Dude I have ptsd after an insanely bad ego trip years ago I literally went into it with the mindset of forcing me to be a better person and dude I'm just a shell of a person I can't live up to.
Shit coming back sloowwwly with ur guy's help thank you thank you thank you. I have shitty social skills always had and I tried to improve em thru trippin wow that insane. In wresting demons that are coming to me slowly but I'm really fucking trying to solve this shit out
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zZZz
jesus


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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003802 - 12/20/14 03:51 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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well we're here for you. im listening.
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filthyknees
no coincidence



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Re: guys im goin through some shit [Re: inrepair]
#21003807 - 12/20/14 03:51 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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everything is cumulative keep up the positive thinking we're in no competition

-------------------- But if you're in a hurry, and really got to go If you're in a hurry, might have to find out slow That it's one thing to try and another to fly You get there quicker just a step at a time It's one thing to bark, another to bite The show ain't over till you pack up at night
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