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Channeling_Spirit



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Ever almost OD?
#20977332 - 12/14/14 09:39 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Just wondering.
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spixce
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So many times...
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blackhawk
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Re: Ever almost OD? [Re: spixce]
#20977388 - 12/14/14 09:54 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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no lol
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ModestMouse
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Potentially on MXE and Etizolam Though I think I was just really tired
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Ezuma
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Nope. Hasn't been much opportunity for it though
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mapleleafmarijuana
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Re: Ever almost OD? [Re: Ezuma]
#20977491 - 12/14/14 10:27 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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on alcohol yeah
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Salomon
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yea a bunch of times.
its always interesting.
and frightening.
i mean OD in the sense of coming close to dying. moderation is a good thing
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Adden

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Re: Ever almost OD? [Re: Salomon]
#20977544 - 12/14/14 10:43 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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Soluminia
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Yes, multiple times. You'd think once would be enough.
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Moonshoe
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Alcohol maybe once or twice when I was like 14 and hadnt learned to drink properly
Never on anything else, although once on kratom and etizolam I felt like my breathing was a bit shallow but I was fine
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trippinballs420
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Re: Ever almost OD? [Re: Moonshoe]
#20977700 - 12/14/14 11:47 PM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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oxycodone - i woke up out of my nods quite often, sometimes multiple times a day, having a lucid dream type thing i was drowning or being choked, and i then i would wake up gasping for airas if i hadnt taken a breath in minutes
my worst experience last night before i went to rehab...it was my a lot of oxy IR (~1g in like 12 hours) snorted.....woke up with my tongue inbetween my teeth and my jaw clenched down so hard that my tongue was numb.....i was completely out of breath and it took me a few minutes to get my shit together, i then put on some more of whatever i was watching on netflix and did another 60mg line and went to sleep......i *luckily* woke up the next morning and got in my parents car and went to rehab
i ended up doing another 30mg on the drive to rehab in the car with my parents i had the back seats of my dads SUV layed down and was like sleeping/nodding back there most of the time but i would put the blanket over my head and grind up my pill and do it.....doing my last like 10mg line in the rehab parking lot
most of the people i know/knew who were in addiction technically overdosed many times but i think we got lucky in how few died considering how many were taking massive doses....like 10-15 friends from back in the day have actually died though, but a lot of us got out and went to rehab and some went back, some got better, some got worse, a few died, but it seems back home has cleaned itself up a bit since i was in HS (back home being around baltimore)
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Moonshoe
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Wow I dont even have 10-15 close friends, let alone 10-15 friends who died. tragic and amazing. That would be like if all my friends died from overdoses. Glad you got better.
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trippinballs420
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Re: Ever almost OD? [Re: Moonshoe]
#20977748 - 12/15/14 12:07 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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most werent "close" friends, i only had like 4 real close friends OD and die, it was mainly drug friends, ya know, we'd hang out and get high, help eachother get oxy when connects were dry, and that was pretty much it, but we'd all grown up together too so we all knew each other for like 10+ years by the time HS was over....since getting clean i could count my close friends on one hand probably and an extended list may reach 10-15 people.
when i was in 2nd grade, i had 2 best friends, we were like the three musketeers but unfortunately one of them caught some weird mutation of pneumonia and ended up in the hospital...he was there for like a week and was expected to be released soon, no one thought it was an issue but somehow he died...i asked my parents to go see him in the hospital and they blew it off thinking he'd be out in a few days with no problems but outta nowhere he died....on valentines day which happened to be the day after his birthday...that same year my grandmother died, then one of my good friends dads died a few years later so by the time i was in HS and my first friend overdosed at 14 and died i was sorta used to the death process and it kinda became routine to go to a friends funeral not long after that
it was usually opiates+benzos+alcohol, sometimes just opiates and benzos, and rarely just opiates that caused people to die though
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These stories are sad as shit. I'm so sorry for your losses man. I guess you can only move on. You don't seem maladjusted from what I can tell. At least you didn't get the shit end of the stick. Kinda.
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trippinballs420
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Re: Ever almost OD? [Re: Adden]
#20977787 - 12/15/14 12:28 AM (9 years, 5 months ago) |
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i consider myself one of the lucky few, and know for 100% fact i cant touch opiates (unless they are forced on me after a seriously traumatic injury) ever again period or itll be off to the races, and ill probably end up in jail or dead...if im lucky back in rehab
unfortunately being addicted to oxy from 16-21 fucked up my social skills and i think helped cause my anxiety in social situations. so i started to drink heavily after being off oxy for like a year, then stopped, then started again, then got a DWI, then HAD to stop drinking so i started using etizolam instead and now im physically addicted to that....which is kinda worse than oxy due to the risk of seizure during withdrawal
i put up a really amazing facade though with my etiz habit...im a little forgetful but it costs me cents per day as opposed to hundreds of dollars a day like oxy did so its pretty easy to hide, im trying to taper off of it but its tough considering my obvious addictive personality
and yeah, moving on is a big thing...realizing the circle of life and that shit happens really helped me handle things (as well as all the drugs) also ive learned at funerals not to ever think about them being gone forever, i try to remember all of the good times and try to be happy that i got to be a part of their life and share unique experiences with them
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Edited by trippinballs420 (12/15/14 12:31 AM)
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