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    #20950127 - 12/08/14 10:55 PM (9 years, 5 months ago)

Just would like to share my experience.. Not my actual trip, but my life after my last one.

The last trip I had was a really, really "bad" trip. It brought out my inner demons.

One huge problem I have had is my ex. I tripped while I was with her. After the trip, I treated her like absolute shit. I knew I didn't want to be with her because she has done things to me I could never get over. Also, I was in a part of a growth faze in my life. I was growing while she was not. I always wanted to get out and enjoy nature, she always wanted to watch Netflix.

For two years, she held me back from my self growth. She was toxic to me.  After I had my bad trip, I treated her like absolute shit. I had no clue why and just thought I was depressed. I knew I didn't want to be with her for all of our second year but I just wasn't strong enough to break up with her. So, instead, I treated her poorly until I completely drove her away.

The first two weeks were so hard since she was my "lover" for 2 years. She was my first love. I begged for her to take me back. She refused to come back.

Finally, this week I have been able to analyze who we were.. I've come to conclusions that she doesn't deserve me. I attempted to write her poems and she said she isn't a poem type of girl. I cooked dinner for her and she just picked at it. I did these things while we were together.

For the last two years, I'm not sure if I really was happy. She held me back from living life the way that made me happy. I thought she made me happy, but she didn't.

This week I have been happier than ever. I'm getting outside more. I am finally making new friends. I started dieting and working out. I started the week of Thanksgiving and only lost a pound. Lost 4 pounds this week. I feel absolutely amazing.

What I'm trying to say is, a bad trip is not a bad one. I thought my bad trip caused me to fall into a depression. It did, but it was only from the problems I was having. The trip basically pushed the feelings I had towards her from my unconscious to my subconscious where it refused to be ignored.

Any first timers, be warned. Psychedelics can bring you to very dark places. In the end, all those dark places are the things you are doing in life wrong from becoming a better you. They will refuse to be ignored and can have a detrimental effect on you if you don't face them. I had to learn the hard way and fell into a short depression. Do not ignore the feelings, deal with your demons, and you will become a better you each time.

Just words of encouragement for anyone who is depressed after a bad trip or just depressed in general. Everything will be okay in the end. Try to confront your problems head on as I have been forced to this week.

Believe me, I know there are bigger problems than a girlfriend. I have other problems and have been to hell and back.. but just know all problems are relative and are how you make them to be.

Life is not guaranteed. I could die from a hear attack right now or be hit walking tomorrow. Life is too short to not be happy. Live life the way that makes YOU happy. Deal with your problems to become an overall happier and better person all around.


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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: big_scrappy97]
    #20950175 - 12/08/14 11:07 PM (9 years, 5 months ago)

I feel like this is some synchronicity-like sign for myself, as I feel I am in somewhat of a similar situation. Hmmm, maybe I am just stoned though. I shall ponder your words of advice when sober.


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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: big_scrappy97]
    #20950184 - 12/08/14 11:09 PM (9 years, 5 months ago)

Pussy does strange things to people


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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: big_scrappy97]
    #20950463 - 12/09/14 12:28 AM (9 years, 5 months ago)

Your experience shows how Mushrooms are like God: They work in mysterious ways.


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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: Mushroom_J]
    #20950644 - 12/09/14 01:54 AM (9 years, 5 months ago)

The existence of mushrooms is verified by evidence, though.

It was a year long life lesson in my case, but I can relate to your story a lot. That's good advice for anyone.


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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: OnePerEyeM8]
    #20950870 - 12/09/14 04:38 AM (9 years, 5 months ago)

I was in a very similar situation not too long ago. I didn't want to let go and kept my hopes up.

Eventually enough was enough and I decided to let go and couldn't have been pretty happy since actually.
Spending more time with better friends, also started working out and eating a bit better and life's good indeed.

Sure mine wasn't really psychadelics related but still. Well, I did trip with her a few times and the way she treated me the once stuck in my head after the trip.


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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: big_scrappy97]
    #20953324 - 12/09/14 03:42 PM (9 years, 5 months ago)

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big_scrappy97 said:
What I'm trying to say is, a bad trip is not a bad one. I thought my bad trip caused me to fall into a depression. It did, but it was only from the problems I was having. The trip basically pushed the feelings I had towards her from my unconscious to my subconscious where it refused to be ignored.




That's how they work. :thumbup:

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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: PsyCLown89]
    #20953523 - 12/09/14 04:23 PM (9 years, 5 months ago)

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EL F00LI0 said:
I feel like this is some synchronicity-like sign for myself, as I feel I am in somewhat of a similar situation. Hmmm, maybe I am just stoned though. I shall ponder your words of advice when sober.




You never know what you don't try I guess. Stay sober and reflect on it then.

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Pussy does strange things to people



Yes it does.

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LogicaL Chaos said:
Your experience shows how Mushrooms are like God: They work in mysterious ways.




They truly do. It's quite amazing actually. It's not necessarily the trip alone, it's the sobriety that follows it.

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PsyCLown89 said:
I was in a very similar situation not too long ago. I didn't want to let go and kept my hopes up.

Eventually enough was enough and I decided to let go and couldn't have been pretty happy since actually.
Spending more time with better friends, also started working out and eating a bit better and life's good indeed.

Sure mine wasn't really psychadelics related but still. Well, I did trip with her a few times and the way she treated me the once stuck in my head after the trip.




I wanted to trip with her.. Well in her presence. I'm not sure how that would've gone though.


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Re: Words of encouragement [Re: PrimalSoup]
    #20953546 - 12/09/14 04:26 PM (9 years, 5 months ago)

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big_scrappy97 said:
What I'm trying to say is, a bad trip is not a bad one. I thought my bad trip caused me to fall into a depression. It did, but it was only from the problems I was having. The trip basically pushed the feelings I had towards her from my unconscious to my subconscious where it refused to be ignored.




That's how they work. :thumbup:

:peace:PS




Yeah man. I talked to a hypnotherapist and she confirmed just that. Everything that is in our subconscious will not be ignored and will absolutely refuse to be. It sucks at the time but is really rewarding in the end.


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