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SunnyD
WiZarD oF LoVe



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Welll, I haven't worked in weeks, (dead) and I worked yesterday for the first time in forever, broke, out of all drugs I have cabin fever, and my 4acoMET I ordered a week ago is still not here,
This cabin fever has me.....
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shLong



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: SunnyD]
#20832564 - 11/13/14 03:10 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Daddyzomed said: Welll, I haven't worked in weeks, (dead) and I worked yesterday for the first time in forever, broke, out of all drugs I have cabin fever, and my 4acoMET I ordered a week ago is still not here,
This cabin fever has me..... 
It'll get better, bud...I know it will!
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SunnyD
WiZarD oF LoVe



Registered: 04/29/13
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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: shLong]
#20832581 - 11/13/14 03:15 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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shLong said:
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Daddyzomed said: Welll, I haven't worked in weeks, (dead) and I worked yesterday for the first time in forever, broke, out of all drugs I have cabin fever, and my 4acoMET I ordered a week ago is still not here,
This cabin fever has me..... 
It'll get better, bud...I know it will! 
Peak season is starting in 2 weeks that means mandatory 20hr weeks, mon-tuesday
I did the math, in about 4 weeks of just 20hr weeks ill make 880 after taxes, Ill be working more than just 20hr weeks though
I plan on getting a car with all this cash ill be making in the next few months, I Need one where I live, it is holding back so much pontential for so many things,
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shLong



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: SunnyD]
#20832596 - 11/13/14 03:18 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Daddyzomed said:
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shLong said:
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Daddyzomed said: Welll, I haven't worked in weeks, (dead) and I worked yesterday for the first time in forever, broke, out of all drugs I have cabin fever, and my 4acoMET I ordered a week ago is still not here,
This cabin fever has me..... 
It'll get better, bud...I know it will! 
Peak season is starting in 2 weeks that means mandatory 20hr weeks, mon-tuesday
I did the math, in about 4 weeks of just 20hr weeks ill make 880 after taxes, Ill be working more than just 20hr weeks though
I plan on getting a car with all this cash ill be making in the next few months, I Need one where I live, it is holding back so much pontential for so many things,
Well shit, man....Go do your thang and get what you gotta!!!
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DustBunny


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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: shLong]
#20832717 - 11/13/14 03:45 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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I am well, thanks for asking. Hope you had a good day too
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shLong



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: DustBunny] 1
#20832726 - 11/13/14 03:48 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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DustBunny said: I am well, thanks for asking. Hope you had a good day too 
I did have a good day and look forward to having a good evening. Perhaps some pregnant woman sex later ... Giggity 
Thank you for saying that... And you are welcome!
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x Ju x
Aubergine Of The Sun



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: shLong]
#20832909 - 11/13/14 04:43 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Cool thread, man, great for people to actually let off some steam and talk about things
I'm doing better than I was, say, a year ago, but I'm still not in the place I want to be. Things are getting better, but slowly. My main focus these days is getting my body back in shape (i've had some medical things going on the past 8 months) and finishing my courses as soon as I can.
I hope everyone else is finding their way
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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: x Ju x]
#20832911 - 11/13/14 04:44 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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You too man best of luck
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shLong



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: x Ju x]
#20832953 - 11/13/14 04:54 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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x Ju x said: Cool thread, man, great for people to actually let off some steam and talk about things
I'm doing better than I was, say, a year ago, but I'm still not in the place I want to be. Things are getting better, but slowly. My main focus these days is getting my body back in shape (i've had some medical things going on the past 8 months) and finishing my courses as soon as I can.
I hope everyone else is finding their way 
Hey, guy. Seems like I haven't seen ya in a while. I'm glad to see you feel you've progressed in the past year.... What sort of medical issues if you don't mind me asking, or if you prefer, are the issues dealt with? Meaning, is anything impeding your physical training now?
And thank you for your 1st line there.. I'm glad people are liking it. I sure am
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Ezuma
Gontish Wizard



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: shLong]
#20833704 - 11/13/14 07:26 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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I have a strange clarity in my head, where before it was often cluttered and bustling with ideas and worries. This is following an acid trip I had three days ago. It's an interesting state. A bit zen like, yet i feel as if I would normally be bored with so few thoughts. Somehow it isn't troubling me though. Overall it seemed to be one of those trips where i don't just 'feel like I learned something' but actually came out with substantial progression.
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x Ju x
Aubergine Of The Sun



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: shLong]
#20833989 - 11/13/14 08:17 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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shLong said: Hey, guy. Seems like I haven't seen ya in a while. I'm glad to see you feel you've progressed in the past year.... What sort of medical issues if you don't mind me asking, or if you prefer, are the issues dealt with? Meaning, is anything impeding your physical training now?
And thank you for your 1st line there.. I'm glad people are liking it. I sure am
Yeah I haven't been on here as much as I used to. I still lurk, but I don't post nearly as often, only when it feels right.
I had a bit of a drug problem, with one specific drug, and that started to impact my health, social life, and made me loose sight of where I was going. It all snowballed and one thing affected the other, which affected the other, and so on. I didn't realize what a mess it was until about a year ago and since then I've been trying to get back to the way things were and move on. I say a year ago is when I started to get things back on track, but really that's the point in time when I realized things were going wrong. There were still many drug relapses after that, and I had stomach surgery this past summer which really set me back with everything.
I'm not sure if the drug use and medical problems that required surgery were related, the medical staff didn't think so, but I guarantee that what I was doing wasn't making things easier on myself. I had my appendix removed and a section of my bowel taken out due to Diverticulitis, and a Meckels Diverticulum. I gained a lot of weight in the past year, mostly from being immobile after the surgery, and now I'm trying to get back into a routine to burn it all off and get my body back to the way it used to be. It's hard though. And all the while this has been happening the past 2-3 years I've been in school trying to achieve a diploma in college.
I'm in a good mindset now though, back to working on music everyday and getting out and enjoy life!
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shLong



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: x Ju x]
#20834062 - 11/13/14 08:41 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Goddamn, man. Sorry to hear you've had those issues. I had no idea (obviously).
Pretty proud of you, though. You've been thru some shit and are on the path to come out clean. Way to be, man. You should be very proud, too!
I hope you're able to maintain the path and achieve your goals. I truly wish you the best, brother.
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Acaterpillar
A little mad...



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: shLong]
#20834121 - 11/13/14 08:54 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Woke up to the sun setting today. Kind of want to take a benadryl and go to sleep right now, but my friend who I haven't spoken to in a long time just invited me out to the bar so I'm gonna take the opportunity to get outside my house while it's so damn cold and I don't have a car.
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RobMarley420
LSD Enthusiast



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: shLong]
#20834838 - 11/14/14 12:58 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Checking in again today...
Currently bored as fuck at work. But im stoned so its ok. 
Excited to be moving to a new city December 1st.
But also a little stressed over my current budget. I pretty much have to work overtime every weekend to be able to afford my new apartment. But as long as things are still going good betweem me and the gf in July she will be moving in and ill have someone to split the bills with.
Depressed about winter and the cold weather. But looking forward to snow.
overall in life im doing pretty fucking good.
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Cj-B
All the same...I saw it first.



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: RobMarley420]
#20834844 - 11/14/14 01:01 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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RobMarley420 said: Checking in again today...
Currently bored as fuck at work. But im stoned so its ok. 
Excited to be moving to a new city December 1st.
But also a little stressed over my current budget. I pretty much have to work overtime every weekend to be able to afford my new apartment. But as long as things are still going good betweem me and the gf in July she will be moving in and ill have someone to split the bills with.
Depressed about winter and the cold weather. But looking forward to snow.
overall in life im doing pretty fucking good. 
Overtime every week for 8 months? That sounds pretty shitty to me...
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RobMarley420
LSD Enthusiast



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: Cj-B]
#20834849 - 11/14/14 01:04 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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shLong said: Wanna know what's on my mind actually.
I have a lot of LSD in storage and I fear I'll need to get rid of it soon because there's gonna be a child in the house. I have like 70-90 doses and nowhere for it to go. 
Thoughts?
You should give it all away for free! Seriously. 
Go to the Bluegrass Ball the weekend and hand out free doses to all the cool people you meet.
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RobMarley420
LSD Enthusiast



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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: Cj-B]
#20834879 - 11/14/14 01:23 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Cj-B said: Overtime every week for 8 months? That sounds pretty shitty to me...
Yeah its depressing to think about. Only 1 day off a week.
But theres nothing else to do in the winter time anyways.
and Im so happy to be moving to Madison that I dont mind the extra work. Its worth it to live in such an awesome city.
Thankfully I dont hate my job, its just boring.
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CuriousOne
Be Curious

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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: RobMarley420]
#20834939 - 11/14/14 02:18 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Things are pretty fucked right now. Found out my ex is seeing someone else. Known her for 8 years now and she has always been there for me and likewise for her through some of the roughest times in each others lives.Shit sucks because I had to find out through a friend. Wasn't even from her. I dreaded the day of her finding someone else. I knew it was inevitable. I just thought with everything we had been through, she would tell me at least. Went to a reggae show at a dive bar after letting her know that I knew and that it was kinda shitty to find out secondhand. Ended up on a random couch this morning after I blacked out off double jamesons all night. Friends say just go find some strange and take out the frustration. Sadly won't help, Time to purely focus on myself. I might be in the wrong but i cant even think right now. Still too fresh.
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RobMarley420
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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: CuriousOne]
#20834970 - 11/14/14 02:45 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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I feel your pain buddy.
I broke up with mu ex - girlfriend of 7 years in March. I am just now feeling like I am completely over her.
broken hearts are horrible. Some of the worst pain ive felt in my entire life.
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IM WALKIN ON SUNSHINE


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Re: Honestly, how are you doing? [Re: RobMarley420]
#20835250 - 11/14/14 07:08 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Feeling way better. Why? it's Friday
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