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 bigfatdork
Now I Have Teeth
Registered: 10/19/03
Posts: 1,310
Loc: North PoLL
Last seen: 18 years, 5 months
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When your
Face up eyes shut
Ankles around ears
In the back of a car baby
Screaming 1 2 3 and
OH MY GOD
And he?s pumping and grunting
And there like a mask
That?s not love baby
That?s bottle it up and sell me some
Sex
A booth where you buy your friends
A dog that comes around when you feed it
But
When your curled up
Eyes open mouth shut
Hands holding letters stained
Thinking skin touching words
Feeling chairs and tables and his favorite shirt
And grass is a flashback (not a stain on your knees baby)
And that tears without eyes to cry them kind of
Half-self gut wrenching soul pain is a throb
As steady as a clock
When you open more than your legs
That?s love baby
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"But it was alright, he had won the battle against himself, He Loved Big Brother"
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Psilozero
StonedGuitar/BassPlayer
Registered: 03/06/03
Posts: 106
Loc: mile high
Last seen: 17 years, 5 months
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 Re: Ex-Girlfriend back in my life...  [Re: Psilozero]
#2161711 - 12/05/03 01:44 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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I just saw this on another website. It's so true (almost 100% identical to my situation) its scary:
"Stage 1: Pre-insane (usually virginal)
The older you get, the less chance there is of finding a girl in this stage. This girl is ripe for corruption and once she falls in love with you, she's yours for as long as you want her. This is the stage I want to find a girl in, but have only found one in my whole life. They're untapped, pure, naive, and you get to show them the wonders of alcohol, drugs, and sex.
Stage 2: Insane Stage (turbo slut)
This is the stage that happens after the first relationship ends (see stage 1) these girls hook up with random people, get drunk all the time, and don't really give a shit about anyone's feelings and they do what they want. I'm not saying this is insane mentality because in all stages they are insane, I am referring to action wise, they do all of their crazy shit. Lesbian experimenting, heavy drugs, gangbangs, etc. Girls who never get out of this stage end up being those 45 year old single women at bars and it's just weird.
Stage 3: Post Insane (holier-than thou)
This is the stage I constantly find girls in. They have some sort of life altering event or they do this or some stupid crap happens and they decide to change their ways. They "settle down" they don't like to sleep around, or get drunk all the time, or try anything new and exciting. This is just about EVERY SINGLE GIRL I'VE EVER BEEN WITH. It annoys me because they already did their anal sex, they had a gangbang, they were a lesbian for awhile. They already did it all! So there is nothing new for us to do. They're used, old, you might as well settle in and have some kids or get a dog because they're boring and used. Good if you want to get married, bad all around else. Why would you want to marry someone all used up is beyond me though."
And yes - I still talk to my ex in all afformention posts. Also, her current boyfriend is the first guy that she randomly fucked while drunk (among 3 others) when we first broke up. This is the guy whom when I asked her if the rumor I heard about her having sex with was true, she said no, and then had sex with me for a month after. 1 month later she "confessed" that she actually did fuck this guy.
Later in the school year there was a picture of him randomly on her "wall of pictures" (we were having sex at this time as well). She saw my expression when I saw the picture, and she ripped it apart and threw it away.
She knows how I feel about her now - and she wont "tear up" her current relationship. Whatever.
Let the other guy have her.  
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psikooz
Stranger
Registered: 07/19/03
Posts: 1,023
Loc: Los Angeles
Last seen: 13 years, 7 months
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Re: Ex-Girlfriend back in my life... [Re: Psilozero]
#2164584 - 12/06/03 03:39 PM (20 years, 9 months ago) |
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OMG man. This totally relates to me.
Im currently in love with a girl that was a "phase 1" last year. She fell in love with this guy, and lost her virginity to him. Then he fucked her over and cheated on her. Now as you could say she is damaged. She fucked 2 guys since him. And both were guys she wasnt "with". So this year we met and we instantly fell in love. The first time i saw her our eyes locked and i couldnt keep my eyes off of hers. So for 3 months were together. We are in love. But she started to withdraw. She started to act strange. Everything came back to her. All the pain she had to suffer came back. So now were taking a break. She needs to sort out her troubles. But well be back to gether when shes ready. I dunno, this shit hurts so much. I think about her every minute of the day. ITs just to much. I cant forget about her. Shes allways going to be in my heart.
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