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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: koods] 3
#20487758 - 08/28/14 07:17 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Koods is right, mushrooms will make it so much worse, they have a tendency to shove my insecurities in my face, many of which I forgot even existed. Secondly, those people aren't your friends, and you deserve better than having to call those shallow idiots your friends. You're probably not so bad.
My sister struggled with severe acne her whole middle and high school life. She got tormented over it, and would cry every morning and fake sick to not have to go, so I have a soft spot for your issue. She did everything and saw every doctor she could. Eventually her skin cleared up. She was even on Accutane, but that stuff can be dangerous.
You'll be fine OP.
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: koods] 1
#20487890 - 08/28/14 08:02 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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peace of mind 1 said: Koods is right, mushrooms will make it so much worse, they have a tendency to shove my insecurities in my face, many of which I forgot even existed. Secondly, those people aren't your friends, and you deserve better than having to call those shallow idiots your friends. You're probably not so bad.
My sister struggled with severe acne her whole middle and high school life. She got tormented over it, and would cry every morning and fake sick to not have to go, so I have a soft spot for your issue. She did everything and saw every doctor she could. Eventually her skin cleared up. She was even on Accutane, but that stuff can be dangerous.
You'll be fine OP. 
Looking at oneself in the mirror while tripping can be pretty traumatic, too.
QFT. A few times during intense trips, I've looked in the mirror and would go into crazy thought loops about how I don't know this person, and how unhappy I am with the reflection, then I'd start thinking about all my mistakes and people and things I've wronged. It doesn't always happen, but it has several times, and the feeling of complete disconnection from ones own self, in a negative way can be brutal. I've experienced such intense shame in my appearance under this circumstance, I've even spent entire trips reflecting on my childhood and how innocent I was at one time, and trying to find where and when in my life I went wrong, while having no clue as to what is even wrong in the first place, but knowing something is, and that is fucking tough.
Moral of the story, Mushrooms can help in certain situations, but can also be detrimental to your confidence if you are in a bad place, don't resort to tripping to fix anything.
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: spore baby]
#20488010 - 08/28/14 08:34 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: pirate-blues]
#20488172 - 08/28/14 09:23 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Haha that's crazy. I've never freaked out on a trip, but I'll go into dark and introspective thought loops and over analyze everything about myself, it can get crazy.
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: koods] 1
#20488236 - 08/28/14 09:41 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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That's exactly what it is, and I'd be convinced during these trips that it was all true. That's what was scary, it's one thing to dislike yourself, but I'd feel like the trip is causing me to see myself as the world around me does, and the feels were so terrible, I don't know how to describe it other than like, soul rape honestly. I'd start worrying that this is my image to other people, and it felt worse than my own personal insecurity would.
Once this happened to me the first time, every trip since has been a complete roll of the dice, some trips are extreme joy and some are hellish misery, is what it is. And to think a few years ago I thought bad/negative trips couldn't happen to me. 
Wouldn't wish those feels on my worst enemy.
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: koods]
#20488308 - 08/28/14 09:59 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Same, it usually takes about two hours for the negative thoughts to set in, if they will at all, once one thought starts, its like, FUCK. Once in it's tough to get out.
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: koods]
#20488336 - 08/28/14 10:06 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Seriously, we would be such a negative ball of energy. 
Nah, I have a lot of fun trips too, especially when I'm with cool people, by myself I'm more prone to negativity, which sucks because I love solo tripping.
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No way he's probably funny as fuck.
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: koods]
#20488523 - 08/28/14 10:49 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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koods said: I was lost in the closet for an hour and you didn't come look for me
Koods was this a metaphor for a self realization during one of your trips?
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: koods]
#20488718 - 08/28/14 11:48 AM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Hahaha that sounds awesome.
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Re: Acne that is ruining my life. [Re: dangan]
#20489279 - 08/28/14 02:23 PM (9 years, 4 months ago) |
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Wow food nazi over here, let people eat how they want. Suggestions are fine but calling them a burden is ridiculous. I've never had a vegans way of life interfere with mine ever, at least not in a way I was ever aware of.
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