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 canid
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 well it finaly happened: i'm feelin shitty again 
#2039263 - 10/24/03 06:04 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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i felt that i needed to get this down somewhere.
i'm in a bad mood lately [the last couple of days] and i don't know how to feel better. i can distract myself, especialy through talking to the people here and on the IRC server [as i always do] but this dosen't make it go away.
i feel far to guick to anger, or be frustrated, and i don't like being this way. it dosen't really matter why i am getting this way; i know, and will work through it, but it frustrates me most of all taht i know this will repeat itself.
i am usualy a verry happy person and i am growing as an individual every moment of my waking life, but i can not escape the fact that i will always have problems that hold be back.
unrelated to the above; i have been feeling pressured a lot lately. i am [and have always been, as far as i can remember] restless when my mind is not engaged with something, even when i am physicaly tired. i don't sleep as often as most people and i realy don't mind this but others who are important to me seem to think it is a bad thing. i feel i am meant to be this way, as i feel i am meant to be teh way i am in most respects. i would not be unwilling to change something about myself i thought nessecary if it might help my relationship with someone as important to me as my grirl or my mother, but it is hard.
i am not here looking for answers or advice, though i'd not be unreceptive to any offered; i merely felt a need to express the way i am feeling to others. this place is a good sounding board  .
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 trendal
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Re: well it finaly happened: i'm feelin shitty again [Re: canid]
#2039921 - 10/24/03 02:39 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thanks for the connection, eh.
I know how you feel 
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Once, men turned their thinking over to machines in the hope that this would set them free.
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Suffer
puter dork
Registered: 03/05/99
Posts: 1,090
Loc: MA
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Re: well it finaly happened: i'm feelin shitty again [Re: trendal]
#2039978 - 10/24/03 02:50 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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dude, we all have shitty days... sometimes they just last for months or years. Its all good dude... it can always be worse. I know, thats not really a consolation, but you still got your health, and your balls (dont you?), and you got US 
ive been having a shitty time with life too... lets start a club
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reflectedlight
in town untilthe blood flows
Registered: 08/22/03
Posts: 926
Loc: aether
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Re: well it finaly happened: i'm feelin shitty again [Re: Suffer]
#2040506 - 10/24/03 05:27 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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i was feeling like shit.. really shiity you know? and i walked past this guy paralyzed over 1/2 of his body laughing, smiling, having a good time. and he told me to have a good day.
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canid
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Re: well it finaly happened: i'm feelin shitty again [Re: reflectedlight]
#2040510 - 10/24/03 05:28 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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awe.
taht helps a lot .
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Strumpling
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Re: well it finaly happened: i'm feelin shitty again [Re: canid]
#2041374 - 10/25/03 01:10 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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"well it finaly happened"
hooray!
the bad times will assist in making the incoming good times seem even better
Smile at the horror and joy ahead of you
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