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silversoul7
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Depressing song I just wrote
#2034744 - 10/23/03 12:28 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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The Hole Is this a dream? Isn't this real? Why is this pain All that I feel? There's nothing wrong It's only me Trapped in a hole Of uncertainty This is more than I can stand I'm so tired of being who I am Happiness just seems so far away Still I know I'll conquer this someday Silently crying Into my bed Nothing is wrong I'm fucked in the head Why can't I just Feel alive? Why am I so Afraid to survive? This is more than I can stand I'm so tired of being who I am Happiness just seems so far away Still I know I'll conquer this someday I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired I'm so sick of being down I just wish that I could find my inner peace I just wish I'd come around This is more than I can stand I'm so tired of being who I am Happiness just seems so far away Still I know I'll conquer this someday
-------------------- "It is dangerous to be right when the government is wrong."--Voltaire
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
#2034948 - 10/23/03 01:33 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Very Interesting.. talk about synchronicity....I wrote a similar song three days ago..when I was in despair.. goes something like this... Twilight of Fear Why must this pain just linger on? Why can we find no peace at home? Where is this world that I belong? Why does the time just trudge along? Where is this place that I must find? How can you see inside my mind? What do you intend to say When the darkness rolls away You sacrafice in every way A victim for another day To truly face the source of fear The doubt inside must disappear I am the forest of nocturnal slumber You are the wind that whispers in my ear I am the river flowing down the mountain We are the twilight of eternal fear What does the day leave for tommorow? Why do the trees grow proud and true? Where is the joy in all the sadness.. When does the sun come shining through? Why does the vision always seem to fade? When will we see the fruits of our pain? How can you stand there with nothing to say?? This is the reason that things are this way I'm coming home soon I'm coming home soon I await my reprisal I'm soon coming home
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Strumpling
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
#2035071 - 10/23/03 02:33 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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one more chorus:
This isn't more than I can stand I'm now very please with who I am Depression just seems so far away Still I know I'll conquer this TODAY
-------------------- Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me. In addition: SHPONGLE
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Strumpling]
#2035241 - 10/23/03 04:30 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Both very fine.
Peace.
-------------------- If I should die this very moment I wouldn't fear For I've never known completeness Like being here Wrapped in the warmth of you Loving every breath of you
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silversoul7
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Strumpling]
#2035535 - 10/23/03 08:40 AM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Strumpling said: one more chorus:
This isn't more than I can stand I'm now very please with who I am Depression just seems so far away Still I know I'll conquer this TODAY
Nice, but unrealistic.
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Strumpling
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
#2036323 - 10/23/03 01:15 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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ok dude "more than I can stand?" I've never understood what that means. Are you bed-ridden now, permanently? Can't stand up anymore? If it was more than you could stand, wouldn't you be dead or something? You're standing it right now - you're stronger than you think. Not pleased with who you are? Are you sure you're not simply pleased with being unpleased with yourself? This was the case with me for years.. "someday?" If you wait for it, it won't happen - MAKE IT SO. In my opinion it seems like you know its time to make some major life-changes but you simply don't "want" to. edit: lol sorry.. this isn't support group hehe I'll back off on lyrics in the future
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Edited by Strumpling (10/23/03 01:16 PM)
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Shroomism
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Strumpling]
#2037433 - 10/23/03 06:45 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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yeah..think positive..or something.. edit: no matter how much it sucks...it could always be a whole lot worse.
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silversoul7
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Shroomism]
#2037444 - 10/23/03 06:49 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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Shroomism said: yeah..think positive..or something..
Ya, I am starting to feel better. I?ve been slowly overcoming my negativity. But if you had posted that yesterday, it wouldn?t have made any difference.
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edit: no matter how much it sucks...it could always be a whole lot worse.
Ya, I know. Here?s a graphic to illustrate that point:
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Strumpling
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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
#2037566 - 10/23/03 07:28 PM (20 years, 5 months ago) |
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rofl that pic is great - thanks for the laugh, man!
-------------------- Insert an "I think" mentally in front of eveything I say that seems sketchy, because I certainly don't KNOW much. Also; feel free to yell at me. In addition: SHPONGLE
Edited by Strumpling (10/23/03 07:28 PM)
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