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Invisiblesilversoul7
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Depressing song I just wrote
    #2034744 - 10/23/03 12:28 AM (20 years, 5 months ago)

The Hole

Is this a dream?
Isn't this real?
Why is this pain
All that I feel?
There's nothing wrong
It's only me
Trapped in a hole
Of uncertainty

This is more than I can stand
I'm so tired of being who I am
Happiness just seems so far away
Still I know I'll conquer this someday

Silently crying
Into my bed
Nothing is wrong
I'm fucked in the head
Why can't I just
Feel alive?
Why am I so
Afraid to survive?

This is more than I can stand
I'm so tired of being who I am
Happiness just seems so far away
Still I know I'll conquer this someday

I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired
I'm so sick of being down
I just wish that I could find my inner peace
I just wish I'd come around

This is more than I can stand
I'm so tired of being who I am
Happiness just seems so far away
Still I know I'll conquer this someday


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"It is dangerous to be right when the government is wrong."--Voltaire

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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
    #2034948 - 10/23/03 01:33 AM (20 years, 5 months ago)

Very Interesting.. talk about synchronicity....I wrote a similar song three days ago..when I was in despair.. goes something like this...

Twilight of Fear

Why must this pain just linger on?
Why can we find no peace at home?
Where is this world that I belong?
Why does the time just trudge along?

Where is this place that I must find?
How can you see inside my mind?
What do you intend to say
When the darkness rolls away

You sacrafice in every way
A victim for another day
To truly face the source of fear
The doubt inside must disappear

I am the forest of nocturnal slumber
You are the wind that whispers in my ear
I am the river flowing down the mountain
We are the twilight of eternal fear

What does the day leave for tommorow?
Why do the trees grow proud and true?
Where is the joy in all the sadness..
When does the sun come shining through?

Why does the vision always seem to fade?
When will we see the fruits of our pain?
How can you stand there with nothing to say??
This is the reason that things are this way

I'm coming home soon
I'm coming home soon
I await my reprisal
I'm soon coming home


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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
    #2035071 - 10/23/03 02:33 AM (20 years, 5 months ago)

one more chorus:

This isn't more than I can stand
I'm now very please with who I am
Depression just seems so far away
Still I know I'll conquer this TODAY


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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Strumpling]
    #2035241 - 10/23/03 04:30 AM (20 years, 5 months ago)

Both very fine.  :thumbup:
:grin:
Peace.


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If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you

:heartpump: :bunnyhug: :yinyang:

:yinyang: :levitate: :earth: :levitate: :yinyang:

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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Strumpling]
    #2035535 - 10/23/03 08:40 AM (20 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Strumpling said:
one more chorus:

This isn't more than I can stand
I'm now very please with who I am
Depression just seems so far away
Still I know I'll conquer this TODAY



Nice, but unrealistic.


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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
    #2036323 - 10/23/03 01:15 PM (20 years, 5 months ago)

ok dude "more than I can stand?"

I've never understood what that means. Are you bed-ridden now, permanently? Can't stand up anymore?

If it was more than you could stand, wouldn't you be dead or something? You're standing it right now - you're stronger than you think.

Not pleased with who you are? Are you sure you're not simply pleased with being unpleased with yourself? This was the case with me for years..

"someday?" If you wait for it, it won't happen - MAKE IT SO.

In my opinion it seems like you know its time to make some major life-changes but you simply don't "want" to.

edit: lol sorry.. this isn't support group hehe I'll back off on lyrics in the future


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Edited by Strumpling (10/23/03 01:16 PM)

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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Strumpling]
    #2037433 - 10/23/03 06:45 PM (20 years, 5 months ago)

yeah..think positive..or something..

edit: no matter how much it sucks...it could always be a whole lot worse.


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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: Shroomism]
    #2037444 - 10/23/03 06:49 PM (20 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Shroomism said:
yeah..think positive..or something..



Ya, I am starting to feel better. I?ve been slowly overcoming my negativity. But if you had posted that yesterday, it wouldn?t have made any difference.

Quote:

edit: no matter how much it sucks...it could always be a whole lot worse.



Ya, I know. Here?s a graphic to illustrate that point:


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Re: Depressing song I just wrote [Re: silversoul7]
    #2037566 - 10/23/03 07:28 PM (20 years, 5 months ago)

rofl that pic is great - thanks for the laugh, man!


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