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WannaBeLegit
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Re: Methoxetamine -- three.. two.. one.. TOUCHDOWN [Re: TheGreenArrow]
#20241222 - 07/08/14 08:56 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Posting to get updates
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Asante
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Re: Methoxetamine -- three.. two.. one.. TOUCHDOWN [Re: WannaBeLegit]
#20241280 - 07/08/14 09:12 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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I hope I'll have the one update I'm hoping for.
Time to get out of my introspective state and look for signs in the outside world, I don't want to be missing what might be a golden opportunity.
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Re: Methoxetamine -- three.. two.. one.. TOUCHDOWN [Re: Asante] 1
#20241609 - 07/08/14 11:17 AM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Last night when I saw this post I knew I had to subscribe. I was kinda high myself on mxe for the first time since like, December, so that was kind of a sign to me I didn't think I could follow the whole story so I bookmarked it and came back and read it now. And again I'm glad I read it. You have a way of describing the dissociative experience that I really love and admire because I've had similar feelings and revelations before, but I feel this is one of the harder experiences to explain. I like to think of myself as a decent writer and stuff, but this is one experience that can be pretty tough to put into words. So I sincerely do want to thank you for that!
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Asante said: I weighed the vial. 315 milligrams were left. My intuition invited me to use it all over the course of the late afternoon and evening, and said there would be no harm, only benefit. I would be shown great things and I could always get out of I didnt want it.
Challenge Accepted.
I was storming Heaven, deliberately marching to Ground Zero without restraint, having been given the All Clear. I was going to do This.
I learned that God is an entity that encompasses all, that is surrounded by an empty void. The nearer to the heart of this entity you are, the closer you are to Heaven. The forter away you are, away from the center, the deeper you are into Hell, which is not a place of punishmentr pr a place where sould dwell but simply, distance from the center mass of God which nourishes all. Think of it as a singularity in a vast expanse of empty space.
If the God/Universe were a body, and in a way it IS that, Hell would be the feet of God, the place furthest removed from the Center.
This was awesome. Had I not done mxe last night maybe this would have been a bit harder to relate to, which is ALSO why I KNEW I needed to get more mxe again! There is something very psychedelic about mxe/holes, that allows you to sort of tap into the other side. I could really write a lot right now about my own experiences and stuff but I don't want to do that. Suffice to say, I love reading your posts simply because I can relate. I didn't fully intend on holing last night I just wanted to sniff some to get back into it as it had been a long time. I probably went a little deeper than I initially anticipated though I still didn't go all the way.
We probably have a little in common wiccan in that we're both schizo pseudo-shamans or whatever. Or maybe that's just me lol.
Forgive me if I get a little off base I bumped like 20mg of mxe this morning haha. Already losing focus... But I wanted to say:
I really look forward to hearing about this soulmate thing. Yea I'm a bit skeptical, but stranger things have happened in this life anyway. It's interesting you mentioned that because I spent more time last night thinking about finding a lady for me than I normally do lol. It would be pretty amazing if happened for you 
You mentioned your father's second wives mother being ill... which also feels strange, because I dreamed last night that my own grandmother (who recently became a widow) gave me a big hug in a dream, after I went to sleep although some mxe particles could have made it into my dream. I just thought that detail was interesting given the circumstances.
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Re: Methoxetamine -- three.. two.. one.. TOUCHDOWN [Re: Asante]
#20242762 - 07/08/14 03:25 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Hey,
Sounds cool. I believe you. I hope it happens the way you hope it happens.
When I took ibogaine I had a ridiculous amount of "dreams" - some of which came true in a sense. For example I met somebody who I saw during my ibogaine experience so I know it's real and can happen.
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Re: Methoxetamine -- three.. two.. one.. TOUCHDOWN [Re: Asante]
#20242989 - 07/08/14 04:10 PM (9 years, 7 months ago) |
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Im enthralled by the recollections of your experiences with this drug. How the metaphyscial reality dissolves itself into an understandable set of visions that arent constrained by the bounds of time yet still observed by time, on high doses of mxe, makes me want to try it so bad. Im extremely excited to see if these visions come true for you Asante.
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