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drkkenny
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Re: No sleep causing euphoria [Re: Grandsoul]
#19970665 - 05/11/14 04:12 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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Well speaking from experience I've had times when I feel my mood is boostedfrom staying up late at night. I can be the most sour & grumpiest person all day but suddenly its 5 & I will be in the highest spirits possible. Normally when I begin my day I already know how it will begin & end. I have found a preformed established routine that rarely fluctuates. They always follow the same exact pattern of the everyone that has pastbefore that one.
Almost as if all the days are simply passing by without any actual changes happening. There are subtle variations between the days, but for the most part they appear almost stamped with the same unity of the ones before. Due to this I already know the results before they actually happen. In a way I am just replaying the same day over & over without much actual change. Despite this I still feel quite elated. Sometime when a day starts I cross my fingers hoping I can fast forward to the very end so I don't have to experience the day.
If there was a way I could skip to a period in my life where everyday wasn't a complete drag it would be nice. I have this intuitive feeling that things are really looking up though. I think when things are at there very worst its likely they will end up making a change for the better. I don't know I have a hunch that everything is going to be fine & I've been worrying & procrastinating over the worst possible outcomes when I should be thinking "Well if I think it will go well it prob will"
I've always been rather bitter cold & austere in most of my outward conduct but I'm having sudden doubts about my cynicism. I may have hit rock bottom but tomorrow is another day. I have a newfound optimism that seems like its going to bring me great fortunes material items & other goodies that automatically make human beings happy & content. Once I obtain a few of these modern luxuries I shall finally discover what real happiness consists of.
Edited by drkkenny (05/11/14 04:14 AM)
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FreeTheSoul
The wonderer.

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Re: No sleep causing euphoria [Re: Peachette]
#19970751 - 05/11/14 05:52 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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Quote:
Peachette said: Shadow people, spiders and government spies.
I see shadow people and government spies even without lack of sleep. I also feel spiders crawl under my skin from time to time.
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Jvells
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Re: No sleep causing euphoria [Re: FreeTheSoul]
#19970821 - 05/11/14 07:03 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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I've had this a few times and noticed I concentrated very fucking well in math class and physics that day. It like put me in this trippy, very calm, generally content with life mindstate that helped my minor ADHD. Interesting for sure
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shadyy
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Re: No sleep causing euphoria [Re: Grandsoul]
#19970881 - 05/11/14 07:45 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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after staying up for quite some time I reach a point of delirium (as in wild excitement or ecstasy).
I get very chatty and oddly creative LOL
but after this phase passes I get fucking TIIIIRREDDDDD
I don't know the science behind it all, but there's definitely something that gives us a little jolt.
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