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evileye001
Stranger then you



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should i confront my demons?
#19910400 - 04/28/14 04:00 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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its been about a year since i have tripped. never went past a low level 3 be for. iv made a nice 10g tincture waiting for me when ever im ready. thinking about taking half. iv got this deep feeling that i could use a good trip. most of the time when i trip im by myself, in my room. and i always am forced to confront my inner demons. straight up, its scary. my life layed in front of me and forced to deal with what it really is, what im in denial about, whats good in my life, perceiving myself in a unbiased third person perspective.
idk know if im ready. i mean iv never had a trip good or bad that i regretted. but i plan on bumping it this time. i wish i could be in a better setting but thats not really possible. shall i drink the elixir of truth and dwell into my own being? oh the anxiety.
   
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Shortknight



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Re: should i confront my demons? [Re: evileye001]
#19910405 - 04/28/14 04:09 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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I say go for it. It sounds like you want it So play the cards... and goodluck!
Shorty
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Pretty Lights



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Re: should i confront my demons? [Re: evileye001]
#19910407 - 04/28/14 04:11 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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Usually when my own self is holding me back I find that a good enough reason to move forward. Just go for it. For better or worse it's our experiences that make us who we are tomorrow.
One thing I need to say though, you can't fight demons, only accept that they are there.
There's this hidden metaphor in the Matrix that I think most people miss. When he's fighting Smith, they're both swinging and they're missing every time. What they are saying, is that we must evolve past violence. It's saying that from a perspective of probability, as equals the only way to win is to avoid the conflict in the first place.
You cannot defeat yourself, only accept that you are you. Tomorrow you will be you, and yesterday, that was him. Be happy with your thoughts, for better or worse.
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evileye001
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Re: should i confront my demons? [Re: Shortknight]
#19910457 - 04/28/14 04:46 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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Shortknight said: I say go for it.
Yuuuuuuup
eat em' and ride with it brah
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evileye001
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Re: should i confront my demons? [Re: Niffla]
#19910466 - 04/28/14 04:53 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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Niffla said:
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Shortknight said: I say go for it.
eat em' and ride with it brah

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ShroomyBudz
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Re: should i confront my demons? [Re: evileye001]
#19910476 - 04/28/14 05:05 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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take the jump 
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Niffla



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Re: should i confront my demons? [Re: evileye001]
#19910531 - 04/28/14 05:47 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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evileye001 said:
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Niffla said:
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Shortknight said: I say go for it.
eat em' and ride with it brah


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Asante
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Re: should i confront my demons? [Re: evileye001]
#19910563 - 04/28/14 06:20 AM (9 years, 9 months ago) |
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evileye001 said:
most of the time when i trip im by myself, in my room. and i always am forced to confront my inner demons. straight up, its scary. my life layed in front of me and forced to deal with what it really is, what im in denial about, whats good in my life, perceiving myself in a unbiased third person perspective.
idk know if im ready. i mean iv never had a trip good or bad that i regretted.
THIS IS WHY YOU TRIP.
Tripping isnt about the awesome visuals or amazing mindbending effects, its about confronting yourself like a true hero, integrating your issues and experiences better and emerging as a betterm stronger person out of the trip.
You dont need high doses for this, and I recommend take just enough to get you going (mushrooms, typically 0.25-1gr) and if needed after you have fully come up (Mushrooms: 1:30h) adding a same dose to boost it up. You can extend a trip by taking a same dose at the end of the plateau (Mushrooms: 3:00h) of the last dose you took.
Remember it isnt just about the plateau, the reintegration phase (coming down) is very important too because it will decide how the work you did will effect the period of months after the trip is over.
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