idunno i started a religion and people just made fun of me constantly and like ruined a lot of things i liked i guess to discriminate against me.. im not even that passionate about it, being like that way only.. so i guess idunno.. i'll leave it behind, im just not liking the art its causing, it seems stupid and scripted, like its not real racism its just like a gay parent fucking ritual... i feel so stupid and humiliated its wierd, it is discrimination i guess, but its just parents not wanting anything new to come out, instead of being the government or something it all just looks so gay right now... thats a really bad sign and im sorry if i messed it up.. i believed what i was seeing at the time, but then it was like it seemed they were trancing out the whole population to be dumbed down just because of me
so i could do my religion and so it could be THE ONLY ONE which was never my goal.. i wanted it to be more diverse not less.
i dont want that happening in my name...
i thought everything was mystical and fine
but these groups have a vibe like al qaeda terrorist or something
and its just too much, my beliefs were never rigid like that..
i wouldnt die just to keep them like that, because the whole point is essentially its formless
i know i've been messaging some of you a lot, and its just that i wanted this to be something that was actually sacred.. but they just really decided to desecrate it, and they cant get out of the game mindset...
and i just dont get it, literal zombies...
they keep acting out stuff like the holocaust but its only for me its my parents wanting me to go to hospital, and i just dont understand it, what is that crazy about what im doing?
none of it is logical at all its just lame pretentious art destroying sensitive art that is basically my lifes work
its wierd...
im not gay... I don't like gay style okay... everyone seemed regress, mind controlled, when it started out it wasn't like this, im willing to give up wantism, if people get their minds and creativity back... I didn't want to be the only one with it...
thanks for your compassion, I guess I really am just a crazy person, I don't want to be a martyr, especially when the whole premise of it seems blatantly scripted I don't think im really even crazy ive seen the power of these groups, I used to be, then they changed this subtle stuff and I wasn't, but then they did their rituals that were really dumb and it just made me seem crazy because no one would believe theywere doing that... this isn't art like that for me... like I need to die and be locked up and then 50 years later people are like oh yeah those were some cool writing/ideas I don't want that, I want nice things now. that's true wantism, so fuck this. this is all gay, even my response to it is gay, im sorry. its lesbian at least
I feel like all its done is caused really noncompatible people to enter my life, and I just look weird, and its no longer the same feeling at all... idunno what to do im not disciplined enough to go into hiding with it, I don't really wanna stop though, I just don't want it to be gay
-------------------- May we all not take the roleplay too far, for enjoyment only, not for enslaving beings , the game can be turned off at any time.
Edited by Yesod (11/16/13 05:40 AM)
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Yesod said: idunno i started a religion and people just made fun of me constantly and like ruined a lot of things i liked i guess to discriminate against me.. im not even that passionate about it, being like that way only.. so i guess idunno.. i'll leave it behind, im just not liking the art its causing, it seems stupid and scripted, like its not real racism its just like a gay parent fucking ritual... i feel so stupid and humiliated its wierd, it is discrimination i guess, but its just parents not wanting anything new to come out, instead of being the government or something it all just looks so gay right now... thats a really bad sign and im sorry if i messed it up.. i believed what i was seeing at the time, but then it was like it seemed they were trancing out the whole population to be dumbed down just because of me
so i could do my religion and so it could be THE ONLY ONE which was never my goal.. i wanted it to be more diverse not less.
i dont want that happening in my name...
i thought everything was mystical and fine
but these groups have a vibe like al qaeda terrorist or something
and its just too much, my beliefs were never rigid like that..
i wouldnt die just to keep them like that, because the whole point is essentially its formless
i know i've been messaging some of you a lot, and its just that i wanted this to be something that was actually sacred.. but they just really decided to desecrate it, and they cant get out of the game mindset...
and i just dont get it, literal zombies...
they keep acting out stuff like the holocaust but its only for me its my parents wanting me to go to hospital, and i just dont understand it, what is that crazy about what im doing?
none of it is logical at all its just lame pretentious art destroying sensitive art that is basically my lifes work
its wierd...
im not gay... I don't like gay style okay... everyone seemed regress, mind controlled, when it started out it wasn't like this, im willing to give up wantism, if people get their minds and creativity back... I didn't want to be the only one with it...
thanks for your compassion, I guess I really am just a crazy person, I don't want to be a martyr, especially when the whole premise of it seems blatantly scripted I don't think im really even crazy ive seen the power of these groups, I used to be, then they changed this subtle stuff and I wasn't, but then they did their rituals that were really dumb and it just made me seem crazy because no one would believe theywere doing that... this isn't art like that for me... like I need to die and be locked up and then 50 years later people are like oh yeah those were some cool writing/ideas I don't want that, I want nice things now. that's true wantism, so fuck this. this is all gay, even my response to it is gay, im sorry. its lesbian at least
I feel like all its done is caused really noncompatible people to enter my life, and I just look weird, and its no longer the same feeling at all... idunno what to do im not disciplined enough to go into hiding with it, I don't really wanna stop though, I just don't want it to be gay
Open your eyes.
You're the one who is scripted and discriminating. You are the zombie who is afraid of being associated with "gay" by other people. You can't even describe the way you are feeling without resorting to using inconsiderate homophobic slurs, like a tool.
-------------------- "An ignorant man is lost, faithless, and filled with self-doubt; A soul that harbors doubt has no joy, not in this world or the next." -Bhagavad-gita 4:40
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okay, well, I am actually the same person who posted this, and as I return to look through the scriptures of wantism compiled online, I have come across this post again, and reading it, I find it intensely hilarious.
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Yomo
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