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FishOilTheKid
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Re: Drugs and mental illness [Re: circastes]
#19397910 - 01/10/14 08:57 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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This is where you micro dose to find truly therapeutic journeys. Then work up from baseline to avoid throwing yourself into something that you can't control. I'm going to start growing again. I just took two trips to the coast to pick and the experiences were noteworthy at least despite my being diagnosed with multiple illnesses. I see them as the true caduceus. The strong water. Real medicine for the soul.
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What are you diagnosed with and what are you planning on taking?
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FishOilTheKid
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Re: Drugs and mental illness [Re: circastes]
#19402304 - 01/11/14 04:08 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I was diagnosed Bipolar then schizoaffective then schizophrenic. I'm also treated for anxiety and sleep. But I really believe in my heart and mind that the docs were just going on what was being reported by me and upping the scare factor with these diagnoses when I wouldn't stop talking about... Sharing thoughts, telepathy, angels, demons, spirits, losing energy, mind control, audible and visual hallucinations, etc. I actually believe something harvested my soul or what one might consider to be a soul. You know, the animating energy behind existence. ...Then put me under like an emotional trauma based mind control program.
I had two trips in Dec that were very refreshing and uplifting. I smoke cannabis as a quasi therapy and I plan on growing cubes and the herb again.
My trips in Dec were on Azures collected from the Oregon coast and cubes seem to be a little bit more gentle.
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Interesting. Well let me know how you go and how the drugs affect you. It would be nice if I could gather enough evidence to convince me some more low dose psilocybin experiences won't land me back in flat affect and anhedonia.
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Re: Drugs and mental illness [Re: circastes]
#19402641 - 01/11/14 07:21 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Will do. 
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Re: Drugs and mental illness [Re: circastes]
#20907583 - 11/30/14 09:42 AM (9 years, 2 months ago) |
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Well Having schizoaffective myself; about a month and a half ago I tripped on acid and had somewhat of a tough expereince at first (me and my one freind decided to trip on my dad's forest property upstate) and we coudln't tell him. But I was like shit, we are so tripping how is he not going to know. So i removed myself a bit, gathered myself (since we were all camping together) and said screw it, we can trip and still be stealth... So I just went with it and we had a lot of fun. A minor situational setback but nothing to worry. I talked to myself for about 5 hours straight and also did some weed. Had a blast. Definitely felt more peace and forgiveness in the wake of it the next day. Felt blessed and it definitely helped remove some tension that had built up for awhile...
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