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Hobozen


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didn't you say you were on anti-psychotics? those things kill liveliness and drive people to suicide
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


Registered: 11/12/11
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nope, I stopped taking those because they caused me 2 get into a car accident that caused over 9k 2 my mos car. my life is a fucking WRECK. and NO my anger and depression is not caused from stopping the halidol. if anything, stopping those meds are what keeping me from not just killing myself as we speak. FUCK THOSE THINGS id rather die then take another pill
edit: want to know my problem? I want 2 fuck a hot Asian girl, I want to trip absolute balls, and I want money, and I want medical marijuana. oh ya, and I want to kill some scumbags. I don't know why, but I really want to kill assholes. if I could get those, I could die happy.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Hobozen


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yeah those pills are the devil's workings. mental health ain't no fun bro i hear ya.
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


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I just feel really confused. I feel like everyones playing on the playground and im locked out watching.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bologna
yologna

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i feel u
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Hobozen


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there's some rhythmic carnival action going on and I'm out in space wondering what the fuck is going on. unless you give me some shrooms and a festival or party where everyone is high and dancing.
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


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all I feel is shame guys...all I feel is shame. and it all stems from my dick being different than everyones.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


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I just want to line up a bunch of stupid assholes and put a bullet in em..I promise the shroomery this: if I ever had that opportunity..I WOULDNT EVEN FLINCH
is that so bad???
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Hobozen


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that's just your animal talking
we all got a wild beast that will fuck shit up
some of us just have a harder time containing it
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


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its really true though, i wouldn't flinch. i wish a muthafucka would test me on that
but whats funny and always keeps me laughing is this: seeing dennis rodman chill with kim jong un or whatever his name is. that is the definition of hilarious.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


Registered: 11/12/11
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i need some sleep, thanks shroomery for listening 2 my problems i love you guys forever. goodnight my loves.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Bill_Oreilly
ANIMALS (the RAINBOW SERPENT)


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oh ya, did i mention im a MASSIVE attention whore? jesus i have problems.
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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Hobozen


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good night and beware of bubba
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stimpson
a superhero buddha



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i know. i know how u feel.
if i were you, i would cut down ur list of things that u want to do. if ur anything like me, u'd cut it down to JUST fuck a hot asian chick. that's probably the hardest thing to do, but also the most legal. plus that'll take a lot of attention.
so... in order to do that, you need a lot of money and you need to get hot. so, try going to the gym and workn out and tanning and stuff. if you get in the habit of exercising daily and drinking coffee, you can get your body to take a big fat shit every single day. and let me tell you something, taking a fat shit every single day is GOOD therapy. it totally helps. u gotta eat right, exercise, and drink coffee though. it's totally healthy, makes ur mood better, makes ur body smell better, makes masturbating easier, etc etc.
u'll also need money. how old are you? old enough to go to college? the highest concentration of asian chicks that are willing to get with white guys are in colleges. i think they get out of college and close off. so... if you can, choose a college with a lot of asian chicks. study something where you can make a lot of money, like engineering, IT or finance, and then get try try try to get with a hot asian!!!
let it be known that i wasted all of my college years being completely ignored by white chicks, lusting after asian chicks, and chillin with black chicks. never got laid once. i'm 29 and still a fuckn virgin (i've hooked up but not penis-in-vagina sex).
also... i hate my fucking life. i'm poor, all my friends are married or have become cliquey retarded twats, i will prolly never get laid, my brother is gay and i'm terrified he is a mormon and follows me around fucking with my life. i don't trust any1. my penis works really well, and i take a shit every day. that's about all that keeps me going.
so... what are we gonna do? i wish you the best... you are prolly in a better position to do better than me ultimately... but i hate this fucking planet and i hate everyone on it too. fuck this place.
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Repertoire89
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Quote:
Bill_Oreilly said: oh ya, did i mention im a MASSIVE attention whore? jesus i have problems.
Don't stress it man, relax. Deep breathing helps me a lot when I get knotted up, angry and on the point of violence. When that happens I just take a breather, long slow breaths in and out.
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5cruffyMuff
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aww bill, dont worry bill this feeling will pass soon you will forget the pains.... listen to this song it might help
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Magicman69
All About the Benjamins



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Check out Suboxone OP. New studies are showing Buprenorphine is an anti depressant as well as an opiate substitute. I am clean and sober not even weed, besides my suboxone. When I tried to do it cold turkey and quit everything I felt exactly how you feel right now. I've slowly lowered my sub dose for the past year, and now am on almost nothing and yet feel great. This last year has been one of the most productive, happy, and clean years of my adult life. I highly recommend subs to all opiate addicts who haven't been able to quit on their own in previous attempts. Even once your past the initial Withdrawal, post acute withdrawal can last up to a year. This includes depression. Why suffer for a year when you could take this medicine and taper off it at a rate you are comfortable with?
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Bill_Oreilly
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Quote:
stimpson said: i know. i know how u feel.
if i were you, i would cut down ur list of things that u want to do. if ur anything like me, u'd cut it down to JUST fuck a hot asian chick. that's probably the hardest thing to do, but also the most legal. plus that'll take a lot of attention.
so... in order to do that, you need a lot of money and you need to get hot. so, try going to the gym and workn out and tanning and stuff. if you get in the habit of exercising daily and drinking coffee, you can get your body to take a big fat shit every single day. and let me tell you something, taking a fat shit every single day is GOOD therapy. it totally helps. u gotta eat right, exercise, and drink coffee though. it's totally healthy, makes ur mood better, makes ur body smell better, makes masturbating easier, etc etc.
u'll also need money. how old are you? old enough to go to college? the highest concentration of asian chicks that are willing to get with white guys are in colleges. i think they get out of college and close off. so... if you can, choose a college with a lot of asian chicks. study something where you can make a lot of money, like engineering, IT or finance, and then get try try try to get with a hot asian!!!
let it be known that i wasted all of my college years being completely ignored by white chicks, lusting after asian chicks, and chillin with black chicks. never got laid once. i'm 29 and still a fuckn virgin (i've hooked up but not penis-in-vagina sex).
also... i hate my fucking life. i'm poor, all my friends are married or have become cliquey retarded twats, i will prolly never get laid, my brother is gay and i'm terrified he is a mormon and follows me around fucking with my life. i don't trust any1. my penis works really well, and i take a shit every day. that's about all that keeps me going.
so... what are we gonna do? i wish you the best... you are prolly in a better position to do better than me ultimately... but i hate this fucking planet and i hate everyone on it too. fuck this place.
Just because I say what I want doesn't mean I actually care to get those things. I know I don't deserve any of it, and if I don't get any of it I will be just fine. A nigga can dream cant he? that's all im doing here when I mention what I want. im already happy/satisfied with what I have. im just dreamin'
I just REALLY want to be smart. I feel like a fucking retard. I cant do ANYTHING I feel like. I literally feel retarded and im cryin over it. what I need is the truth. why im feeling this way, why im feeling left out, why I feel shameful, blah blah blah ok now goodnight
-------------------- Something there is mysteriously formed, Existing before Heaven and Earth, Silent, still, standing alone, unchanging, All-pervading, unfailing, I do not know its name; I call it tao. If forced to give it a name, I call it Great (ta). Being great, it flows out; Flowing out means far-reaching; Being far-reaching, it is said to return. It's just a shot away..
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sprinkles
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sometimes all you want is a rifle and a clock tower.
Today is one of those days, but "this too shall pass"... and the seahawks play tomorrow. so whatever
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k00laid
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i've been pretty low
but i've never had the urge to kill
can you maybe explain it in a little more detail?
like killing your drug counselors or w/e
that makes sense
but just walking down the street killing rando people?
seems weird
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