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Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... 1
#19370611 - 01/04/14 10:36 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Over the summer a girl with blazing eyes scooped me up and pretended to fall in love with me on some molly......
I took it as typical festival molly love. I tried very hard not to humor her.....She was super on point, psycho, and quick witted. She was constantly manipulating me at perfect times to make me think I was just hurting her, when she cared so much about me. I clearly let her know from the get go that the relationship was not, in fact, a relationship, and that I was not in love with her in any means.
Time passed....she kept visiting me at my friends house and being very hard to get rid of. She kept being a psychopath while I was there. I continuously made her leave in anger, and then my jackass being high would end up responding to her fake emotional texts. I never gave her any money.....in fact she loaned me money the entire time we were "together"....
.....then charged me 25% interest on the loan 3 days later....
She was always going places with her kids " godfather " who was a 65 year old man. She had an ex whom she was fighting in court for custody of her kids that I never quit hearing about......
This woman actually made me want to fly off the handle all the time, and I had a really hard time getting rid of her because of the drugs, the fact she roped me in loaning me money before she went nuts.....and then the kicker....
She pretended to be pregnant.
She told me one night after we rolled that she felt the same way she did the last two times she got pregnant. She pretty much FORCED the words of commitment out of my mouth, as sour and grueling as they tasted ( I would never dip on my own kid if it came down to it ). She even went as far as to have one of her pregnant friends pee on a home pregnancy test, and put it back in the box....
She went to the bathroom and came out and told me she took the test and it was laying on the counter.....of course positive....
I am so naive it kills me. I have been ropa doped so many fucking times with EVERYONE, from narcs to women, to investors to family....I have come to grasp that I don't have the ability to recognize the moment...I don't have the empathy required to pick up on social settings and relationships....I can only reflect....it absolutely sucks...
At the time I was like....shit I'm a dad.....I even called my mom told her that she took the test blablbala....we had made an appointment to planned parent hood.
At planned parent hood her lesbian girlfriend was there who had gotten pregnant with someone elses baby for a child support check ....turns out she was the one who peed on the stick for the girl I was talking too.....
I was supposed to go into the docs office with this girl, but of course no one had ever called her name for an hour....I had to go outside to smoke and make a phone call.....of course the whole appointment happened while I was outside.....out she came.....miscarriage.....
Some people tried talking sense into me at the time, but I was so caught up in the moment.
After the "miscarriage" she even pretended to be a rapist that found her phone and texted me from it........" Hey this girl just passed out at a party, you are the only contact in her phone as love, what should we do with her...."
This was all back in the summer.....things have died down and I haven't heard from her in well over a month....the last time she convinced me into letting her see me, I went nuts on her and told her what scum she was was, and told her to get the hell away from me indefinitely.....but now I am a little nervous.....
Her ex best friend found me on facebook a couple days ago to let me know what was really going on. Really just pissed me off to no extent. I've been played before but never like this......Apparently shes a craiglist sugar mama/web amateur porn person.....Her friend said she just goes wherever there's cash and dick and emotion and takes all.....
She loved pulling the strings and watching me squirm. She had no soul, so she loved watching me use mine.....why? Why does a male having energy piss a woman off like that so much, they step in and destroy?
I've never met my dad. I don't have any kids. I don't even think I can...( one testy )....and when that test happened it was like this weird light in a horrid dark area.....an area I could only sense was dark, not really see it for what it really was. I immediately offered to give up my freedom for this fucking prostitute, right after I just got my freedom back.....
It's going to take me years to wrap my head around this fucking hooker. I have TERRIBLE luck with women. I seriously just want to find a girl with morals and standards towards strangers....but not afraid to let loose with someone close.....and I keep finding women who are very very very very very good at lying through their teeth with beautiful Jezebel eyes.
Sigh. Luckily I got std tested, doctor approved.....
Guess you don't know a con til you are one huh?
Edited by vandago (01/05/14 01:01 AM)
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: vandago] 1
#19370687 - 01/04/14 11:00 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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well god DAMN. fuck that woman.
sorry man.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: memes]
#19370700 - 01/04/14 11:05 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Bitches been waiting for facebook.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: Yage]
#19370747 - 01/04/14 11:21 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Random question, but, are you always going for women with super good looks?
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: Yage]
#19370755 - 01/04/14 11:23 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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holy shiiiiit, sorry you had to go through all of that man, she sounds like a complete sociopath.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: mushroom_sandwich]
#19370908 - 01/05/14 12:12 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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That's some psycho shit man. Sorry to hear that.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: blackwidow187]
#19371025 - 01/05/14 01:01 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Damn that really blows man I'm sorry to hear that.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: Crystal G]
#19371039 - 01/05/14 01:06 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Crystal G said: Random question, but, are you always going for women with super good looks?
My eyes deceive me more times then not.
I have aspergers syndrome so I kinda just immediately indulge without proper retrospect....
That's why it's burnt my trust candle to the ground......I can't do it anymore......
I'm pretty much just staying abstinent until I can verify FOR SURE I am safe with a woman.....
I plan on just laughing, and getting laughed at for a very very very very long time I guess.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: vandago]
#19371105 - 01/05/14 01:32 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I plan on just laughing, and getting laughed at for a very very very very long time I guess
that just made me really sad OP  I understand that a lot of girls (and i'm sure a lot of guys as well) really are that evil, but there are plenty of well meaning people who would never do anything like that, you seem like a good guy man and I hope but nothing for the best for you.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: mushroom_sandwich]
#19371135 - 01/05/14 01:44 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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I'm an ok guy......we're all assholes........but I couldn't fathom letting my guard down again after that.
Abstinence is ok in my book.....because it makes real relationships happen....
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: vandago]
#19371140 - 01/05/14 01:47 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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vandago said: I'm an ok guy......we're all assholes........but I couldn't fathom letting my guard down again after that.
Abstinence is ok in my book.....because it makes real relationships happen....
I feel you man, you should always have your guard up. Nowadays I'm more interested in having intellectual conversation with somebody than with pursuing a relationship.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: Crystal G] 1
#19371319 - 01/05/14 03:48 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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With the amount of sexual psychosis people like you and I endure, it's pretty much that or death lol.
I'm thankful at this point in my life I don't have any std's or kids.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: vandago] 2
#19371350 - 01/05/14 04:14 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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i could almost wish for some sexual psychosis in my life.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: Acidic_Sloth]
#19371647 - 01/05/14 07:33 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Acidic_Sloth said: i could almost wish for some sexual psychosis in my life.
You and me both. We should mingle.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: T-Rex]
#19378384 - 01/06/14 05:55 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Not that is the type of person I'd be terrified of getting involved with, for my own sanity. I like to think I'm too curious/on guard for that but sure we'll see
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: vandago]
#19378417 - 01/06/14 06:02 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Read this whole thing...Sorry man, I feel for you.
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..I have come to grasp that I don't have the ability to recognize the moment...I don't have the empathy required to pick up on social settings and relationships....I can only reflect....it absolutely sucks...
This part describes me perfectly. It's as if while I'm in the moment I'm a zombie who is just going with the flow of everything, even if that "flow" is bad. I'm completely oblivious, which people notice of and start to take advantage. Later on, I think about it and I just think of how stupid I was in the moment, but can never do anything to change.... So I'm in the same boat as you. I wish we could fix this somehow.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: T-Rex]
#19392725 - 01/09/14 09:03 AM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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T-Rex said:
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Acidic_Sloth said: i could almost wish for some sexual psychosis in my life.
You and me both. We should mingle. 
Can I play?
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: koods]
#19394935 - 01/09/14 05:53 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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Only if I can put a carrot in your ass.
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: T-Rex]
#19395387 - 01/09/14 07:03 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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What's up doc?
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Re: Found out I was with a prostitute that pretended to love me....... [Re: koods]
#19395459 - 01/09/14 07:16 PM (10 years, 1 month ago) |
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koods said:
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T-Rex said:
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Acidic_Sloth said: i could almost wish for some sexual psychosis in my life.
You and me both. We should mingle. 
Can I play? 
Shotgun butt.
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