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the story of the time i got kiss-raped 1
#19364322 - 01/03/14 04:53 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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one time when i was really little in daycare there was this older girl who i think used to be mean to me. cuz my only other memory of her is her telling me to shut up one time so i thik it'd be logical to assume she wasn't always nice especially since her kissing me traumatized me
but yeah we were like alone in this fort made out of blankets and chairs in this room and she like made me kiss her on the lips when i really didn't want to. like she kept telling me to do it and i felt like had to, like obviously i coulda just ran outta the room but she was older and kept telling me to do it so i did. i kissed her on the lips like 10-30 times and it made me like all uncomfortable cuz i didnt wanna and stuff
that's all that happened though just kissing her, but i got up out of the fort and started walking out of the room. i felt this really weird stirring of emotions in my mind like almost like i had to cry. but instead i got a thousand-yard-stare and felt this like really really deep and weird emotionless psychological change happen in my brain, my little kid brain couldn't process it
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thousand-yard_stare "The thousand-yard stare or two-thousand-yard stare is a phrase coined to describe the limp, unfocused gaze of a battle-weary soldier, but the symptom it describes may also be found among victims of other types of trauma"
That's one of about 4 or 5 times i've been traumatized in my life
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle]
#19364378 - 01/03/14 05:02 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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I know you've posted this before.
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle]
#19364381 - 01/03/14 05:02 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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"The thousand-yard stare or two-thousand-yard stare is a phrase coined to describe the limp, unfocused gaze of a battle-weary soldier, but the symptom it describes may also be found among victims of other types of trauma"
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: MisterSandman]
#19364390 - 01/03/14 05:04 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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What's the icon for?
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle] 2
#19364392 - 01/03/14 05:04 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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And suddenly the rationale behind your Coaster-esque poastspamming and general attention-seeking behavior becomes a little more clear.
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle] 5
#19364396 - 01/03/14 05:05 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Another stupid fuckingpost by sheekle. Why are you not permad by now? No wonder you opted out of ratings, pusssy.
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: MisterSandman]
#19364407 - 01/03/14 05:07 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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awh thats so cute sheekle, i know you had a little kid boner going on
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: deCypher]
#19364413 - 01/03/14 05:07 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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deCypher said: And suddenly the rationale behind your Coaster-esque poastspamming and general attention-seeking behavior becomes a little more clear. 
Don't you think your behavior is a bit as attention-seeking as mine? You literally post this same exact train of thought in like every thread I comment in. What is your end goal? What do you hope to gain from doing this?
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped *DELETED* [Re: Sheekle] 2
#19364422 - 01/03/14 05:08 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: deCypher]
#19364423 - 01/03/14 05:08 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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deCypher said: And suddenly the rationale behind your Coaster-esque poastspamming and general attention-seeking behavior becomes a little more clear. 
Sir, I love your avatar.
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle]
#19364460 - 01/03/14 05:12 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Sheekle said: What's the icon for?
You got kissed by a girl and got the "thousand yard stare", the same one soldiers who are exposed to combat get.....
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: underfliptown]
#19364468 - 01/03/14 05:14 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Sheekle said:
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deCypher said: And suddenly the rationale behind your Coaster-esque poastspamming and general attention-seeking behavior becomes a little more clear. 
Don't you think your behavior is a bit as attention-seeking as mine? You literally post this same exact train of thought in like every thread I comment in. What is your end goal? What do you hope to gain from doing this?
Maybe he posts it in every one of your posts because in every one of your posts you act like an attention seeking dingleberry.
Don't you think that's what you're doing though? Why did you feel compelled to comment that this was "another fucking stupid post by Sheekle"? Would you have said that if people wouldn't had agreed with you?
What about my posts screams "attention seeking" more than anybody elses? This is a genuine story that I felt like sharing because it's not something you hear about everyday and on top of the fact that it would feel liberating to talk about something like this out in the open
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: MisterSandman]
#19364486 - 01/03/14 05:16 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Sheekle said: What's the icon for?
You got kissed by a girl and got the "thousand yard stare", the same one soldiers who are exposed to combat get.....
I've experienced this "thousand yard stare" multiple times throughout my life regardless of whether or not you believe that. It's a response to trauma, there is no part of the human brain that specifically would only have this reaction if one were in combat.
When somebody is growing up through childhood their psyche is an extremely delicate state and things that may seem silly or trivial from an adult's perspective really can have a lasting effect on someone.
An older mean girl who I didn't like made me kiss her on the lips over and over when I didn't want to when I was like five years old, and this left a deep psychological imprint on my brain. It's what happened man
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle] 1
#19364532 - 01/03/14 05:22 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle]
#19364539 - 01/03/14 05:23 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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should have fucked her... id be traumatized too if i passed up some pussy like that lmao
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle]
#19364545 - 01/03/14 05:24 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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There was this girl who I used to bug the fuck out of back in 5th grade. Like all day, she dished it out to though which is why I kept at it. Eventually, for whatever reason my teacher had enough and threw us into a equipment room, alone. We ripped on eachother, then we got kind of physical, then we kinda started making out. It was nice, then she slapped me, and that was that. I ran into her years later, since she left the school that year. I had no idea what to say .
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Synthe]
#19364592 - 01/03/14 05:31 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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deCypher said: And suddenly the rationale behind your Coaster-esque poastspamming and general attention-seeking behavior becomes a little more clear. 
Sir, I love your avatar.
Thanks, I think. I have no avatar, unless you were referring to my sig. Or unless you were referring to Sheekle's avatar.
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Bodhi of Ankou]
#19364612 - 01/03/14 05:34 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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In this vein... not traumatic but in reality probably a symptom of some early trauma...
There was this girl I knew when we were 4-7, we used to have "sex". I won't go into any more than to say that she used to initiate it. I think in all honesty that there may have been some child abuse going on at our pre-school for kids that young to know this kind of stuff.
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: Sheekle] 2
#19364627 - 01/03/14 05:35 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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Sheekle said:
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deCypher said: And suddenly the rationale behind your Coaster-esque poastspamming and general attention-seeking behavior becomes a little more clear. 
Don't you think your behavior is a bit as attention-seeking as mine? You literally post this same exact train of thought in like every thread I comment in. What is your end goal? What do you hope to gain from doing this?
Actually, I don't "literally" post this same exact thought in every thread you comment in. To do so I'd probably have to be logged in to the Shroomery 24/7 to catch every single poast that escapes your incompetent internal censor only to grace the forum with its indubitably fake-cheerful presence.
But yes, I have from time to time commented on your poast-whoring, Coaster-esque antics, and I do so only as a favor to you--to hopefully help you realize, probably only in the goodness of time, that your narcissistic, attention-whoring behavior is only ultimately detrimental to your psyche and general perception by others. I'm probably wasting my time, of course, but what can I say? I felt like a selfless act of compassion was needed on my part... if only you could see it that way and not react with such petulant, knee-jerk defensiveness.
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Re: the story of the time i got kiss-raped [Re: deCypher]
#19364661 - 01/03/14 05:40 PM (10 years, 27 days ago) |
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deCypher said:
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Sheekle said:
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deCypher said: And suddenly the rationale behind your Coaster-esque poastspamming and general attention-seeking behavior becomes a little more clear. 
Don't you think your behavior is a bit as attention-seeking as mine? You literally post this same exact train of thought in like every thread I comment in. What is your end goal? What do you hope to gain from doing this?
Actually, I don't "literally" post this same exact thought in every thread you comment in. To do so I'd probably have to be logged in to the Shroomery 24/7 to catch every single poast that escapes your incompetent internal censor only to grace the forum with its indubitably fake-cheerful presence.
But yes, I have from time to time commented on your poast-whoring, Coaster-esque antics, and I do so only as a favor to you--to hopefully help you realize, probably only in the goodness of time, that your narcissistic, attention-whoring behavior is only ultimately detrimental to your psyche and general perception by others. I'm probably wasting my time, of course, but what can I say? I felt like a selfless act of compassion was needed on my part... if only you could see it that way and not react each time with such defensiveness. 
Good, good, let the pretentiousness flow through you.
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